Shi Wangyue frowned and asked, "Why do you have no expectations for the future?"
[Because I may not live to be thirty.]
"Because life and death are impermanent."
"If you think so, don't I think so too?" Shi Wangyue still couldn't understand, but said deeply, "I don't know what my future will be like, but I know that without you, I have no future."
"Can you please stop living apart from me?" He held her hand and begged, "I hope I can see you every day when I open my eyes. It is the best start of the day to see you when I wake up every morning.
."
Ning Youguang slightly avoided his gaze, "Do you know how long I considered agreeing to fall in love with you?"
Shi Wangyue was slightly stunned, "Why do you ask that? Isn't it a few months?"
Ning Youguang shook his head slowly, "It's ten years."
Shi Wangyue froze up and stopped breathing.
After a long silence, he asked in a dry voice, "So, you knew when I fell in love with you?"
"Yes." Ning Youguang nodded with gentle eyebrows, "For so many years, I have been observing you and myself. Agreeing to date you is never something that is decided in a flash, but often for a long time.
Decisions are made based on careful observation and deliberation.”
"So, I have never thought about thinking about others." She said, "You have to have more confidence in yourself. We have been together for ten years and we have been able to get to where we are today. In my heart, you are more important than anyone else.
Solid.”
"Sister." Shi Wangyue's eyes turned red.
A boy of sixteen or seventeen had just discovered that he fell in love with a certain girl. Although his heart was already on fire, he only dared to blush behind his back.
He was cautious, timid to express, and tried his best to hide his greed, for fear that his overly passionate love would burn the lover who regarded him as a treasure.
But little did he know that the girl had already seen through all this, and stood alone for a long time, waiting for him to bring this ball of fire from his heart to her, to brighten their ten years of ordinary life.
——He was so choked up that he had so much to say, but he didn’t know where to start.
He has always known that although he was born in a humble way, he is proud by nature, has a fairly smart head, works hard, and is good at using his mind.
In this way, as long as he plans carefully, he will definitely get everything he wants.
Looking back on his life, he has indeed been moving in the direction he planned and expected.
Unexpectedly, only today did he realize that his "getting" actually also included the tolerant permission and fulfillment of another person.
He suddenly felt so shameless.
"Sister." Shi Wangyue closed her eyes and buried her head in Ning Youguang's gentle hands, "What should I do? I suddenly feel that I am so despicable and ridiculous. I think I have all my plans, but in fact you are seeing everything.
, I'm as stupid as a fool, and I'm still complacent... I... I... I'm obviously full of darkness, but I always want to show my light in front of you."
Ning Youguang lowered his head, his eyes falling gently on the child's furry head, "Don't talk about our child like that."
She gently touched Shi Wangyue's smooth and delicate face, "The people I love are my carefully selected family members."
——Please never question or underestimate my love.
The corners of Shi Wangyue's eyes were moist, "Well, can you please let me dislike him for a while?"
"How long?" Ning Youguang asked gently, "Is three minutes enough?"
Shi Wangyue muttered, "Maybe it's not enough."
Ning Youguang said, "Oh, then I have to wait until you don't dislike him anymore before I can hug him."
Shi Wangyue felt as if her heart was dying and wanted to jump out of her body.
At the same time, his eyes shed tears disobediently.
Ning Youguang seemed not to feel the warmth in his palms, but still said gently, "Wangyue, I've had an idea come up from time to time recently, can I tell you about it?"
"Okay." Shi Wangyue was gentle and well-behaved.
She said slowly, "I often can't help but wonder whether the fact that people who love each other can be together is not something we decide in this life, but is destined by fate over many lifetimes. Perhaps, many lifetimes ago, we wanted to
Well, we have to meet in this life, so we can have so many opportunities, fall in love at first sight, fall in love at first sight, and be destined for life at first sight..."
Just like that day, if she hadn't suddenly seen the symbol on his document in the car and didn't know that he was the "noble man" in her previous life, she might not have such a deep understanding of it.
If it can be said that their meeting in this life was due to her intention, and their love was due to their deep ties to each other.
So, what about the previous life?
When did he know about her in his previous life?
How long has he known her?
How long have you been following her?
And for what purpose did he approach her?
Is it really just for medical treatment?
…
If she had not died suddenly, what would have been the ending of their fate?
She didn't dare to think about it, but she couldn't help but think about it.
She felt that the relationship between this might be much deeper than she knew.
Therefore, regarding fate, there are so many things that are destined, and there are so many surprises.
Does destiny mean what we can see?
Does surprise mean what we cannot see?
she does not know.
But whether it was destined or unexpected, she felt that the mysterious fate behind it should always be there.
Shi Wangyue listened attentively. After a long time, he asked in a hoarse voice, "Why did you know that I love you so early and still support me to go abroad quietly?"
Ning Youguang laughed softly, "Because Mr. Yang Jiang said, 'The best relationship is that you don't have to linger every day and keep in touch at all times. I know you will not leave, and you know that I will not change. We will miss each other and be busy."
Shi Wangyue raised her head and looked at her with deep eyes, "I want to hear what you have to say."
Ning Youguang sighed softly, "Okay, because I hope you can go and see the world before deciding whether you want to continue to love me. You were still too young at that time, and there were still many people who were in trouble, and there were many
There is no scenery, and the world is so narrow that we are the only ones. How can I bear the thought of you settling down for this life in such a narrow space? This would be too hasty for you, and too cruel for me."
She clearly knew that he was a towering tree, so how could she have the heart to tie him up and twist his life just because of his youthful admiration, making him live like a vine clinging to her side?
Looking at the moon...
After Shi Wangyue was silent for a long time, she asked hoarsely, "What if I change my heart?"
Although he knew he couldn't.
"Then I might stay single until I grow old." Ning Youguang was very calm about this.