It seems that after the joy just now, Shen Birong has become a lot more mature and beautiful all of a sudden. She is a little more mature and charming in her charming appearance. There is a strong sense of spring in her eyebrows, which is particularly sultry and has been with her for several years. When we met again later, we were completely different.
Looking at Shen Birong's charming appearance, Lu Xuan couldn't help but swallow his saliva. Sure enough, there were no fields that were not well cultivated, only cows that were exhausted!
Suddenly, Shen Birong became an extremely alluring young woman, and Lu Xuan finally understood that the feeling of a young woman flying in the clouds is really invigorating and never gets tired of it.
But when Lu Xuan heard Shen Birong calling his name, he wondered: "Well, what's wrong?"
Shen Birong's voice was trembling: "If there hadn't been that misunderstanding between us, what would we be like now?"
Lu Xuan's heart was shocked. When he heard this, he couldn't help but start to imagine, as if he saw an extra baby beside him, and the family of three was enjoying themselves.
"If there hadn't been that misunderstanding, we would have been admitted to a prestigious university together. After graduating from university, we would have gotten married and had children like my parents. We would have worked hard for life, and we would have lived peacefully, peacefully and happily throughout our lives. And This is also what my parents hope for. They hope that I can be safe, don't expect me to achieve much, and live happily until old age."
As Lu Xuan spoke, he recalled his parents' expectations for him. They really didn't expect much from themselves. They only hoped that they could be happy and live their lives safely. Of course, they still had to give them the most basic requirements. Give birth to a big fat grandson.
However, Lu Xuan's life direction went very wrong, and it ran counter to his parents' wishes. He became a soldier and went to the battlefield again and again. Every brush with death left him with indelible pain. Memory, because his life is to have comrades who want to die for him.
Lu Xuan managed to survive, but every time he rushed to the battlefield more crazily, struggling in pain and suffering again and again. If his parents knew that he was living like this, they might have collapsed long ago. They just wanted their son to live a better life. happiness, rather than being a soldier or a hero.
Even though Lu Feng knew that his son was not an incompetent brat, but a wolf-toothed special forces soldier who was the glory of the country, but deep down in his heart, he didn't want Lu Xuan to be so outstanding, because Lu Xuan now has to endure what he has to endure. There are too many things.
A father's love is as great as a mountain, but he is also proud of his son. This is a contradictory complex.
Lu Feng knew that Lu Xuan had the post-war psychological trauma of a veteran, but he had no idea how Lu Xuan was alive. And Lu Xuan never showed his illness in front of him, so Lu Feng could not feel the extreme fear. and pain.
Lu Xuan would not show it in front of his parents, and would also tell them about his shocking memories...
Shen Birong stroked the scar on his chest and said distressedly: "It's all my fault, Lu Xuan. I regret so much that I didn't go for a checkup earlier, otherwise you wouldn't have endured so much pain."
Thinking back to when Lu Xuan saw his bulging belly suddenly disappear, he went crazy. He clearly remembered those bloodshot eyes, struggling to tear the books in his bag to pieces, and then ran out of the school. She never came back again, and it was almost five years since we said goodbye. Shen Birong's heart ached and she couldn't help but want to shed tears.
"Silly girl." Lu Xuan touched her crotch and said softly: "You are not wrong. It is my character that is too stubborn, my thoughts that are too childish, and I am too impulsive. I didn't ask clearly why. I tore up all the textbooks crazily. Even though I was severely beaten by my father, I resolutely stopped coming to school and chose to be a soldier. I just wanted to leave my hometown and the place that suffocated me as quickly as possible. place, but I didn’t expect it, it was just a beautiful misunderstanding.”
It is conceivable that Lu Feng's wish was that Lu Xuan would study hard, and Lu Xuan's grades were very good. However, Lu Xuan could not bear the blow of having a life connected by blood and bones strangled, so he left Jiangning resolutely.
In fact, in Lu Xuan's heart, he had no regrets. Even if he left the army and Langya, he was still a soldier with the noblest military soul.
Every man is responsible for the rise and fall of a country. With this belief, Lu Xuan has no regrets about becoming a soldier. Even though he is still suffering in his heart, being a soldier has made him grow into an upright man and a warrior who dares to face all difficulties.
Shen Birong said softly: "Lu Xuan, I will never let you leave me again in this life, and you can't let me go, okay?"
After nearly five years of separation, Shen Birong finally waited for him. Of course, she hoped that she would never be separated from Lu Xuan again. Shen Birong could no longer bear the pain of separation.
Lu Xuan smiled and said: "Even though we have been separated for such a long time, there is actually a place in my heart that belongs to you."
This is the best answer for Shen Birong. When Lu Xuan was born with hatred because of love, it can be seen that Shen Birong really occupies a very important position in his heart, and Shen Birong is also his unforgettable first love, and his first love. A woman with true feelings.
"Birong, I love you." Lu Xuan said solemnly with a serious face at this moment: "I have never changed this."
When Shen Birong heard his confession, she was so excited that she hugged him tightly, covering her face and crying: "Lu Xuan, I love you too, even if the sea is gone, it won't change."
"Lu Xuan, I still want..." Shen Birong said emotionally again.
This sentence is definitely the best aphrodisiac for men. Lu Xuan's mind was shaken, and then he pressed Shen Birong under him again. But this night, Shen Birong changed his gentle temperament and became passionate and unrestrained. , with a charming and silky smell.
And such a woman is a fatal poison for men. She is usually gentle and well-behaved like a gentle and pretty wife, but in bed, she is so charming and lovely.
On a moonlit night under the Twenty-Four Bridge, where can a beautiful lady teach me how to play the flute? This poem completely expresses Lu Xuan’s inner feelings. It is conceivable that Lu Xuan was also excited and went crazy all night.
Early the next morning, Lu Xuan sent Shen Birong to the airport. When bidding farewell to Shen Birong, he could vaguely see the tears shining in the corners of Shen Birong's eyes, and Lu Xuan also felt reluctant to leave. I kind of don't want her to leave.
If Lu Xuan did not let Shen Birong leave, I believe Shen Birong would not leave, but Lu Xuan knew in his heart that Shen Birong did not want to be a vase. She wanted to have better development as a teacher, so Lu Xuan did not Pull her back.
