Silly girl, am I really worthy of you waiting for me like this? Lu Xuan was shouting in his heart. He wanted to hold this idiot in his arms, but he didn't dare, because he had experienced too many things, ruthless killing, After the tragic death of his comrades, Lu Xuan didn't know how much blood was stained on his hands. He really didn't want to go back to the past, to that innocent era, and have a pure white woman like Shen Birong. He was afraid that he would pollute her.
Lu Xuan tried his best to turn his head away, as if he didn't see it, but his clenched fists almost bled from the palms of his hands.
Just when Lu Xuan was about to walk away, Shen Birong quickly walked over with a pencil sharpener in her hand. She squatted down and carved on it gently.
"Lu Xuan, just like what I fear most, even if we really meet, you get married. I am not willing to accept it. I really am not willing to accept it. But what can I do? Am I going to break up your family?" Well, I can't! But I have no regrets after waiting for you for so many years. I am willing to stay safe for you until the end of my life..."
Shen Birong was carving gently, and the crystal tears fell gently on her cheeks, blooming in the sunshine like waves. Lu Xuan's heart was about to break, and two tears fell from his face. It slipped down his cheek and fell into his mouth. The salty taste was very unfamiliar, and he didn't know how long it had been since he shed tears.
"You are writing and scratching on the big tree like this, do you still have a sense of public morality?" Lu Xuan teased with a smirk on his face.
Shen Birong wiped away her tears, hiding the heartbreaking pain in her heart, and said with a gentle smile: "No way, the words I carved are very small and can't hurt the big tree."
"Let's go," Lu Xuan said softly, looking into the distance without knowing what he was thinking.
"I still want to visit our classroom, can you stay with me?" The tears on Shen Birong's face were still fresh, and her pitiful appearance made Lu Xuan unable to bear to refuse, so he said softly: "Yeah, okay. Bar! "
Lu Xuan and Shen Birong went to the classroom where they had classes. Even though the classroom had been renovated and the desks and blackboards had been replaced, Shen Birong vaguely remembered the seat she often sat in, the first row where outstanding students sat.
Shen Birong looked at the last row and said with a smile: "Lu Xuan, your grades are very good, but every time you choose a seat, you always choose the last row, sitting with those people in the class who don't like to study. .”
In high school, seats were selected based on grades. The first place in the exam would be the first to choose the seat, and so on. Therefore, the seat symbolized the performance of each student, so students with good grades would compete to go there. Sitting in the front, but Lu Xuan is special. Every time he gets either first or second, he always chooses to sit in the last row.
Lu Xuan smiled: "It's easier to sleep in the last row."
Shen Birong seemed to have remembered something, covering her mouth and snickering: "I remember at that time, every time you went to bed, the teacher would wake you up to answer questions. You would wipe your saliva first every time, but the teacher's questions could not be answered. If you answer correctly, the teacher will not be able to do anything to you."
"Haha," Lu Xuan laughed. He was really happy at that time. He was very smart. As long as he consolidated the knowledge in the textbook, he could apply the explanations in the textbook to any problem, draw inferences from one example, and easily solve any problem. , so his grades are always among the best. When it comes to sleeping, all the teachers turn a blind eye.
Lu Xuan had to admit that at that time, he was quite popular, loved to fight, smoke, and slept in class, but he had excellent grades and was envied by everyone.
Shen Birong lowered her head: "If I hadn't harmed you, you would definitely be admitted to a prestigious university."
At this moment, Shen Birong had a look of guilt on her face. If she had found out earlier that she was pregnant, maybe Lu Xuan wouldn't have to join the army. With his intelligence and talent, he would have become famous.
Lu Xuan said calmly: "It's not harmful. Didn't you say it? It was just a misunderstanding. Don't take it to heart in the future. Even if I didn't go to college, I wouldn't be living well now." , don’t worry about food or clothing.”
Shen Birong wanted to say, if you went to college, maybe we would be married and have children by now, but she didn't dare to say it because she was afraid that Lu Xuan would never want to see her again after hearing this.
"Well, as long as you don't blame me anymore, I will be very happy," Shen Birong said with a smile on her face, and the clouds that had been clouded for many years disappeared in an instant.
At this time, Lu Xuan's cell phone rang. It was Ning Wanxi calling: "Lu Xuan, where are you now?"
"I'm in Nanning Town No. 1 Middle School!"
"I have just arrived in Nanning Town and will be coming over soon. Please wait for me at the gate."
After saying that, Ning Wanxi hung up the phone, and Lu Xuan felt warm in his heart. This ice beauty wife was really cold on the outside and hot on the inside. His guess was right.
Lu Xuan turned to look at Shen Birong: "I'm leaving."
"It was your wife who called you," Shen Birong bit her red lips, feeling a pain in her heart, but she pretended to smile and said softly.
Lu Xuan nodded: "Well, I'll take you to the school gate."
Shen Birong and Lu Xuan walked out of this old teaching building. Just when they were about to dig into the dog hole, they found that the school's door was open. If you don't go through the door if there is a door, and then drill into the dog hole, you will lose your IQ. , they walked towards the gate, and an old man wearing a security uniform walked out of the guard room of the gate. He had a kind face and white hair. He smiled and said: "Xiao Shen, I didn't open this door, how did you get in?" of? "
At this time, Shen Birong's little face suddenly became rosy and a little hot, and she said shyly: "I turned in."
The old security guard squinted his eyes and looked at Lu Xuan. This young man is really handsome and has a strong body. Standing next to Xiao Shen, he looks really good!
"Xiao Shen, this is your sweetheart," the old security guard said happily.
Shen Birong's cheeks became even hotter, and she waved her hands and said, "Uncle Yang, you are mistaken. He is an old classmate of mine, and he also studied in high school here."
"It's not now, maybe it will be in the future," Uncle Yang laughed. Seeing Xiao Shen's blushing face, he was too embarrassed to tease her anymore. He changed the subject and said, "Xiao Shen, I'm going to retire soon, but I can't do it next year. I’ll open the door just for you again.”
Shen Birong said softly: "Uncle Yang, I won't come again next year."
It turns out that this is how Shen Birong entered the school, and there was no need to dig into the dog hole. Lu Xuan felt uncomfortable in his heart. His mood was like an overturned five-flavor bottle, complicated and indescribable.
The old security guard named Uncle Yang nodded: "Well, after coming here for so many years, I should have seen enough even if it's my alma mater."
In the first year, during the May Day holiday, Shen Birong returned to her hometown from college. Because she was worried that the store would be closed on May Day, Shen Birong went to find Uncle Yang, and they met. Now, six years have passed.
"Uncle Yang, goodbye," Shen Birong shook his head, and Uncle Yang said to Lu Xuan, who had been silent, "Young man, Xiao Shen is a good girl, you must seize the opportunity!"