Chapter 183 Who do you choose between me and the third master
Chapter 183 Me and Master San, who do you choose?
"No!" Gu Ci shook her head decisively, "I have never thought of it that way."
"He doesn't like you, so you look for comfort in me? Pretend that we are the same person, and you have his protection, as well as my company and love. Gu Ci, you are so greedy."
Gu Ci was heartbroken and confused. They had similar memories to each other and they were obviously the same person. Why should he deny himself and let her deny it?
"I'm so ridiculous. I'm obviously heartbroken, but I still feel sorry for you because you're mentally unstable and can't stand the stimulation. I don't want to force you to make a choice." Lu Zhiyuan knew that he had failed miserably. The third master could do everything he could.
But he can't do what the third master can do. There is really no need for him to exist.
His pride did not allow Gu Ci to love him and the third master!
"I like you. I have liked you for many years." Lu Zhiyuan confessed in the autumn wind, but his voice was so sad. Gu Ci was caught off guard and received a confession, but tears burst into her eyes.
In two lifetimes, she finally heard a word of love, but it was like farewell!
He wanted to give up on her because she made him desperate and painful.
"When I was three years old, I had a split personality and lived physically with my third master. When he first appeared, I was very resistant, so the time he could appear was very short, and he did not appear in the dark. Later, it lasted until I was eight years old.
, it finally became clear that I was Lu Zhiyuan during the day, and he was Lu Zhiyuan at night. I was in pain and rejection, but had no choice but to accept the fate. My dad thought I was sick and arranged for countless psychiatrists to torture me.
One day, I don’t know what Mr. San said, and the doctors suddenly disappeared. We lived together peacefully until I realized that I like you. But I don’t even have the ability to control my body. What qualifications do I have to like you?
As a person, if I am with you and you find out that I am a mentally ill person, what should I do? I don’t want to see mercy in your eyes, so I distance myself from you, avoid you, and just want to stay away from you.
you."
"It just so happens that you also hate me very much and we are fine, but you brought Gu Ziyu to me and forced your way into my life. I am happy but anxious. I am afraid that you will know the secret, but I also want you to know it paradoxically.
After the secret, he still unswervingly chose me." There was a hint of pain in Lu Zhiyuan's eyes, "Lu Ze chose him, at least...someone would choose me. Unexpectedly, you all chose him, and I brought shame on myself. It turns out that I am the one who chose me."
The extra person. When I first found out that you liked Mr. San, I was angry, jealous, and hating. There are billions of people in the world, why is it me? I have this disease. I can’t escape, and I can’t change anything. I think
I want Third Master to die, but I can't think of any way except death. He is like my shadow, following behind me all my life. I thought you couldn't tell who Lu Zhiyuan was, so you fell in love with two people. It turns out you can tell the difference clearly."
Lu Zhiyuan was proud and strong. Ever since he was young, he had only hesitated when it came to Gu Ci's emotions.
"I'm tired of this entanglement between three people. I don't want to know whether the third master likes you or hates you. Gu Ci, I only want you to have one attitude. Who will you choose?" A fallen leaf fell on Lu Zhiyuan with the autumn wind.
His shoulders rose again with the wind and fell to the ground, "If you choose me, don't see the third master in the future. Accept me who only has half the time. If you choose the third master, please... don't appear in front of me again in the future."
"
Gu Ci looked at him distressedly, this knife finally came.
Ever since Lu Zhiyuan took her to Bodhi Mountain, she had a hunch that Lu Zhiyuan had made a decision in his heart, but he just wanted to slowly make her make a decision. Pei Qiuying kidnapped her, and the third master appeared again. He witnessed her madness.
, finally stepped on his bottom line.
Lu Zhiyuan said, "I will never accept my sweetheart. I love two people. No matter how insistent you are that we are the same person, I will not accept it. I am me, Lu Zhiyuan, not the third master!"
Gu Ci looked at his retreating back and burst into tears. The peace of the threesome was finally torn apart. They had to make a decision. Gu Ci thought of that day in the garden, when Lu Zhiyuan fiercely declared war on the third master and asked him to
Stay away from her.
He had always suppressed his emotions, jealousy and madness, and tried his best to appear calm in front of her, fearing that she would be irritated. Even though he had broken his heart, he still left the last trace of tenderness to her.
Gu Ci was holding milk tea, squatting under the ginkgo tree, burying her head, her knees wet with tears. She felt sorry for Lu Zhiyuan, who had stripped her, and suffered from this relationship that was constantly being sorted out and messed up.
After her rebirth, this was the first time she felt desperate.
Pedestrians stopped and walked, looking back frequently. The shoulders of the girl under the ginkgo tree moved slightly, but she was so stubborn that she didn't want others to see her sad. People only thought about the lovelorn girl licking her wounds.
The phone vibrated, and Lu Zhiyuan sent a text message.
Lu Zhiyuan: I am going to country F tomorrow for training before the game. I hope you can give me an answer after this game.
Gu Ci:Okay!
Gu Ci skipped school in the afternoon and came to the hospital in despair. Doctor North was shocked when he saw her expression and helped her sit down, "Xiao Ci, what's wrong? Who bullied you?"
There were tears on her eyelashes, like fragile ice flowers that would break into pieces at the slightest touch. Dr. North wiped away her tears gently. Gu Ci was the most medically talented girl she had ever seen.
She is clear-cut, has a firm mind, and is strong. Although she is a young girl, there is a story behind her eyes. Those eyes are those that have endured countless tortures and are still struggling to survive.
Strong but also fragile, contradictory but not abrupt.
Who made her so heartbroken?
"Master, I'm so sad..." Gu Ci thought about Lu Zhiyuan's words over and over again in her mind. She felt sorry for Lu Zhiyuan and the broken family in her previous life. After she was reborn, she sent Lu Shijie away, and Gu Chuyun was no longer a threat. She
Changed her destiny, but at this moment she realized that her destiny had never changed, and she had not gotten rid of the nightmare of her previous life.
She drew the ground as a prison and sealed herself in the cage, unable to escape.
Dr. North held her in his arms tenderly and patted her shoulders. Thinking of the love story Gu Ci told her, she sighed and said nothing, just soothed her gently.
She was not Gu Ci and could not empathize with him. She could see the pain in the girl's eyes.
"It will pass, Xiaoci!" Dr. North said, "All suffering will pass."
Gu Ci shook her head in pain. Unless she lost her memory, her suffering would never go away. She was like a broken person, her body moving forward but her soul staying in place.
"Are you willing to talk to Master?"
Gu Ci has many things on her mind, and she is used to keeping them in her heart.
