She is a person who lacks the desire to share. She cannot tell about this experience and emotion. She did not simply fall in love with Lu Zhiyuan with a dual personality.
She still has heartache and obsessions that have never been healed in her previous life.
Gu Ci concealed the third master's superpower and Zi Yu, and told her life as a story. She talked for two hours, intermittently, and Dr. North did not interrupt her.
Dr. North's heart was in turmoil. It turned out that Xiaoci was a person who had lived a new life. No wonder, with superb clinical skills, there was always a sadness hidden in her eyes. No wonder Xiaoci knew that she was in prison. No wonder Xiaoci had some actions, like
It was someone who had been in prison. It was a subconscious reaction of someone who had been in prison. She had also wondered why Xiaoci was like this.
Now, it all makes sense. She was once really Xiaoci's master.
Dr. North knew this well but did not reveal it.
Gu Ci only talked about her and Lu Zhiyuan, but it was enough to make Dr. North feel distressed. Xiao Ci always rubbed her wrists when he saw her, so was Xiao Ci's hand disabled by her?
"Master, what should I do?"
Dr. North is an atheist and does not believe in cause and effect, reincarnation, rebirth, or time travel. However, Gu Ci's emotions convinced her that this was a true story, not a dream of Gu Ci's.
"Xiao Ci, Master will not tell you how to choose. You have to follow your own heart. No one knows your choice except you." Dr. North said, "But Xiao Ci, you have to learn to love yourself.
Only then can you love others.”
Gu Ci looked at Dr. North in confusion. Only this look made Dr. North think that she was an eighteen-year-old girl. She hugged Gu Ci in distress. She never thought that Gu Ci would suffer.
So many sins.
"Those bad memories make you lose the ability to love yourself. Your person has returned to another life, but your heart is still in the sadness of the previous life." Dr. North said, "Let me ask you, if they all
If I don’t love you, what would you do?”
A trace of cruelty flashed across Gu Ci's eyes, "Lock him up! Make him unable to live without me for the rest of his life."
Dr. North touched her face and said, "You are hurting, not loving, Xiaoci. This is not a sign of loving someone."
"I know I'm sick." Gu Ci said, she was soberly watching herself sinking into madness.
"It doesn't matter." Dr. North said with a chuckle, "In this long life, no one has gone crazy once or twice. Don't blame yourself, don't feel inferior and suffer from yourself. The sufferings in the past have knocked you down, and it's not your fault.
We shouldn’t keep other people’s sins in our hearts, Xiaoci, bring you back from the previous life, and don’t let her stay alone in the abyss, okay?”
Gu Ci burst into tears, as if she had shed all the tears she had suppressed in her previous life at once.
"Master, I can't get him back!" Gu Ci cried loudly, "What should I do? I can't get him back."
"Don't cry, baby, you cry so hard that Master's heart will break." Dr. North gently stroked her long hair. Thinking that he had broken her hand, Dr. North's eyes turned red. She was extremely
It is certain that she likes Gu Ci, so there is no way that she could have lost her hand for no reason, "Master will help you, Master will help you."
After crying heartily, Gu Ci fell asleep next to Dr. North. Dr. North looked at her sleeping face, with tears still hanging on her eyelashes. It is difficult for doctors to heal themselves, and this has been the case since ancient times.
Gu Ci had never heard of this story, and Dr. North rarely talked about her past.
"So, Xiaoci, treat the sufferings of the past as a calamity. Once you have experienced it, don't worry about it anymore." Dr. North's voice was very powerful, "Lu Zhiyuan will love you, and you will get your wish."
, has a bright future.”
Gu Ci hugged Dr. North and said, "Okay, I will try my best."
If she doesn't love herself, how can she learn to love others?
