Chi Jingyuan and Pei Zhuxuan looked at each other, one lying on the railing and the other standing next to it.
One's eyes were red and his face was ugly with sadness, while the other had a faint smile and nodded gently to express greetings.
Chi Jingyuan's impression of Bae Zhuhyun is quite special, not very good, but not bad either.
However, the two of them had little interaction, and Chi Jingyuan knew in his heart that the other party hated him.
It was a coincidence that we met at this time and place. The other person obviously didn't look normal. He seemed to be in a bad mood, and he looked like he was about to cry out of control.
However, judging from the other person's sense of him, he definitely didn't need comfort from this annoying person. Chi Jingyuan didn't even think about striking up a conversation. He just looked at each other and then withdrew his gaze and nodded to the other person.
, without looking to see if she returned the favor, he stepped forward and prepared to walk around Pei Zhuhyun and leave.
But Pei Zhuhyun, who had always looked away and lowered her head every time they looked at each other, was different this time. She kept staring at Chi Jingyuan with red eyes.
Different from Chi Jingyuan's slightly dull feeling towards her, Pei Zhuxuan has admired her for a long time.
Pei Zhuxuan naturally knows all about Chi Jingyuan's experience and past in the company.
This also led to her having a natural dislike for Chi Jingyuan. For someone like her who has been practicing for several years, is getting older and living with huge pressure to debut every day, this kind of relationship is like debuting by air.
, it’s really too hateful.
And actually, Bae Joo Hyun and Ji Kyung Won have a little bit in common.
She is somewhat similar to Ji Kyung Won. When Bae Joo Hyun joined SM, the company happened to be in the process of f(x)'s debut planning, the selection of personnel had been completed, and the recording of the debut album was in progress.
At that time, Bae Zhuhyun had imagined that she could join it if she had the chance.
Naturally, she ended up daydreaming for a few days, and this past event later became a memory used to laugh at herself.
Unexpectedly, what Bae Joo Hyun thought was a daydream came true. Ji Kyung Won was parachuted in and had already finished recording and filming the MV. Exo made his debut directly and replaced one of the members who was confirmed to debut.
But Bae Zhuhyun, who once had such a beautiful and childish dream, is still waiting for the opportunity, watching her age getting older day by day without any sign of debut.
She looked at the guy who was said to have never been a trainee for a day and debuted by air, and his popularity became more and more popular. He also filmed a TV series and became popular all over the peninsula.
In contrast, Pei Zhuxuan felt a lot of resistance to Chi Jingyuan. In addition, she also had some feelings that she could not explain.
Of course, the main reason was boredom, to the point where when I saw him I couldn't help but think of my own situation and couldn't help but frown.
But this time, just when she was at her lowest and about to lose control of her emotions, she had another face-to-face meeting with Chi Jingyuan, and an indescribable sense of grievance and dissatisfaction, as well as a hint of inferiority, came to her heart.
All kinds of complex and strong feelings came together, plus the emotions that were very suppressed and unable to be vented during this period.
The pressure of her age, the ridicule and slanderous words from her colleagues, the lingering anxiety and uneasiness, and the sudden appearance of Chi Jingyuan, who she hated and was a little envious of, all combined, made her lose control of her emotions.
"Why...you...I..."
After Bae Zhuhyun just said a few intermittent words in a choked voice, the tears that had been waiting to burst out suddenly burst out.
"cry…………"
Her various emotions that were difficult to control all turned into tears at this moment, causing her to cry so hard that she was hoarse and exhausted in just a few seconds.
She did not look at Chi Jingyuan anymore, but turned her face, lowered her head, and covered her face with both hands. Tears kept flowing from her fingers, and sprinkled on the ground drop by drop.
Chi Jingyuan was originally going to bypass the other party and leave directly. Unexpectedly, Pei Zhuxuan suddenly started crying and looked very sad before he took two steps. Within two seconds, he turned into crying. It felt like he was going to cry for several seconds.
All the years of tears were shed this time.
Thanks to the getting late, there are not many pedestrians nearby at the moment, otherwise it might cause some unexplainable misunderstandings.
Even though he was not familiar with this girl, he could keenly hear how bad her mood was and how stressed she was from her crying.
"..."
Chi Jingyuan looked at Pei Zhuxuan, who was crying bitterly, and couldn't help but stop. The smile on his face gradually dissipated. He stood beside her and stared at her with his lips pursed. The lights and the figure of the other party were reflected in his dark pupils, unable to see.
The emotions contained in it are too out there.
Pei Zhuxuan cried so hard that she was out of breath. She bent down and her whole body arched up. Suddenly she lost her balance and sat down on the ground, making a muffled sound.
She didn't care, she didn't seem to feel the pain, so she just sat there, her legs together and curled up in front of her, her hands wrapped around her legs and she hugged them hard, her head buried in her thighs, covering her face.
Let the people next to you see your crying expression clearly.
The crying was very intense, and the tears kept flowing, mixed with sobs and sniffling sounds from time to time.
Chi Jingyuan, who was standing aside, looked down at Pei Zhuxuan, wondering what he was thinking.
A few seconds later, he breathed a sigh of relief and walked slowly to the side of Pei Zhuxuan. He didn't care whether the ground was dirty or not, just like her, he sat down next to Pei Zhuxuan.
The distance is not very close, not close to the body. But it is not far enough that one can feel the warmth from someone sitting next to him.
Pei Zhuxuan felt someone sitting next to her, but ignored her. She was still immersed in her own collapsed emotions and couldn't extricate herself.
Chi Jingyuan did not talk to Pei Zhuxuan, nor did he make any other actions. He just sat quietly next to him, holding his hands on his legs, silently listening to the crying coming from next to him, and looking at the brightly lit bridge and river in the distance.
scene.
The lights on the other side are connected together, and the red and conspicuous night lights form a whole, which looks full of mysterious and beautiful charm. Especially under the shining of the surrounding bright lights, it seems to exude dreamlike colors at a glance.
The Shengshui Bridge in the distance is both real and dreamy against the backdrop of the river. The entire bridge is made of steel and coupled with countless lights, it looks even more upright and majestic among the clear and green water.
But the bustle and splendor were far away, and there were only cries and silence here.
The cold wind blew across the river, causing black ripples, and it felt extremely cold when it blew on my body.
The two of them sat together like this, enjoying the cool breeze. One of them burst into tears, while the other listened without saying a word.
I don't know why, but it seems quite harmonious.
I don't know how long it took, but Pei Zhuxuan's crying gradually became quieter, until it was so small that it could not be heard, leaving only the occasional cry.
The broken emotions were vented a lot with intense crying, and Bae Zhuhyun's emotions gradually recovered, and her mind became clearer.
She seemed to remember that Chi Jingyuan had been sitting next to her, and her body trembled slightly. She didn't know whether to move further away or stand up directly.
However, there was only a slight tremor and then there was no follow-up. Pei Zhuxuan still sat curled up on the spot, her head buried in her arms and refused to come out.
Chi Jingyuan withdrew his gaze from the view and looked at Pei Zhuxuan next to him. Seeing that she was no longer out of control, her condition was obviously much better, and she even shivered when the cold wind blew by. He couldn't help but chuckle, as if she was
It's the same as chatting with friends: "When you encounter pressure or difficulties, you still have to find a way to vent. Keeping it in your heart may cause a lot of problems."
Chi Jingyuan didn't call out his name, and Pei Zhuhyun didn't respond, but both of them knew clearly that they were communicating.
This is also the first conversation between the two.
"Okay, it's getting late."
Chi Jingyuan clapped his hands and stood up. After moving his body, he looked at Pei Zhuxuan who was still buried beside him and said, "I didn't bring a tissue. I don't know if you have brought it yourself. If not, wipe it with your clothes..."
"
"never mind."
Chi Jingyuan interrupted himself mid-sentence. After thinking for a while, he took off his Kodak Duck baseball cap and put it on Pei Zhuhyun's head: "I guess you don't want others to see your face full of tears and snot.
You look so ugly, especially for a disgusting person like me."
"I'll lend you my hat. Cover it first so that no one sees it when you go back. Remember to return it to me later."
When Chi Jingyuan spoke, Pei Zhuxuan remained the same, did not respond, and sat there with her legs crossed.
Only the occasional sniffling showed that she was listening.
"He's such a big man, he shouldn't get lost... Okay, I'm going to leave now. I'll go back as soon as I feel better."
Chi Jingyuan shrugged, and finally patted Pei Zhuxuan who put on his hat, without saying anything more, turned and left.
After the sound of his footsteps gradually faded away, Pei Zhuxuan raised his head from his arms and looked in the direction where Chi Jingyuan left. There was still a vague figure from behind.
At this time, Bae Zhuhyun's face, which was praised by many people in the company for being beautiful, was very abstract. The light makeup she had applied before had long since worn out, and was mixed into a mess on her face. Combined with the tears and snot that had rubbed on her cheeks, it looked like
It was very embarrassing to go up there.
It's just that although her face was ugly at this time, her complexion looked much better, and the gloom and despair that had been lingering around her before were much lighter.
She looked in the direction of Chi Jingyuan without frowning like before, her expression was a little lost.
After the other party's figure completely disappeared, she stood up, pushed down the hat on her head, lowered her head and walked quickly towards the dormitory.
