Gu Manman desperately wanted to come back. It turned out to be for her children and her beloved man.
When I knew this, I was very sad and even a little jealous.
However, I couldn't bear to see her sad, so I even helped her.
Help her be with another man.
I also tried to compete fairly, but I found that she seemed to only have eyes for Li Jinze.
In order to stay by her side, I chose to be her best friend.
Later, I learned that I had a daughter who was left behind.
I gave up the position of head of state that I cared about most before, and became an ordinary person, looking for my daughter.
I invested almost all my income into the plan to find my daughter.
Not surprisingly, I became a pauper.
But actually, I did it with a little selfishness.
Only if I become a pauper can I rely on Gu Manman, right?
I successfully moved into the Li family, lived with the Li family, and watched her children grow up.
However, the more I watch her children grow up, the more I miss my daughter.
More than ten years have passed, and the relationship between me and the Li family can be said to be that of a family.
They are all like my relatives, but my deep love for Gu Manman is forever buried in my heart and will never diminish with the passage of time.
By chance, I met Leng Anan, a child who I feel very close to.
Later, I discovered that she was the daughter I had been searching for for more than ten years.
However, she hated me so much that she tried to kill me every time.
After clearing up the misunderstanding, I finally had my own daughter.
After spending a happy time, I found that my body began to have problems.
My coughing frequency has become more and more frequent recently. At first, I thought it was a cold. But I wore a lot of clothes and the cough was the same.
It was just a small cough, and I didn't take it seriously.
However, one night late at night, I coughed so hard that I even coughed up blood.
For the first time, I felt dizzy and weak because of coughing.
Under Ye Lan's tough attitude, I went to the hospital for a comprehensive examination.
I originally thought it was just a minor cold and a minor problem.
But what I didn't expect was that this seemingly small problem was actually much bigger than I thought.
I have lung cancer, and it is already in the advanced stage, which means that surgery is not possible and the only option is chemotherapy.
My situation is quite serious, and the doctor recommended hospitalization for observation and chemotherapy at the same time.
I refused.
I can't be hospitalized, and I can't stay in the hospital.
I just took some imported medicine and left the hospital hastily.
Mr. Leng, why are you not hospitalized? Refuse chemotherapy? The doctor said that if you are hospitalized for chemotherapy, maybe you can live one more year.
Ye Lan followed behind me incomprehensively, trying to keep me in the hospital.
I know better than anyone else in my heart what it means to live one more year for a person whose life is counting down.
You have also seen that those who undergo chemotherapy are just relying on machines to prolong their lives. Rather than living on a machine that is worse than death, lying motionless in bed all day long to prolong my life, I might as well cherish these last few months of freedom.
Those undergoing chemotherapy can hardly get out of bed or leave the intensive care unit.
Rather than being imprisoned there and living away from germs, I would rather stay by Gu Manman's side and my daughter's side.
Don't tell anyone about this matter.
Ye Lan seemed a little confused: Why? Mr. Leng, do you want to hide such a big thing?
I don't want them to feel bad because of me.
I kept this matter a secret and no one knew about it.
During this time, I did nothing but stayed with Gu Manman and Leng Anan.
But the strange thing is that Leng Anan quit her job and stayed with me all day long.
Her excessive concern for me was completely different from before. I even suspected that she knew about my illness.
However, I don't see any problem.
Later, she asked me what I wanted most.
What I want most is, of course, to see her happy. I hope to see my little grandson and hear my future little grandson calling me, "Grandpa."
I know that this wish will never come true.
Because I don’t have much time and I can’t wait for the arrival of my grandson.
However, life always has surprises.
Leng Anan is pregnant, I really want to be a grandpa.
However, my end is coming soon.
During a lightning storm, my will could no longer support this broken body.
Vaguely, I seemed to be able to clearly hear bursts of painful crying coming from my ears.
I woke up, and of course, I also knew that this time, I couldn't hold on.
I told Leng Anan to be happy and to take good care of my little grandson.
Ye Lan is the person I feel most sorry for in my life. She followed me for more than thirty years in vain and spent her best years and youth on me.
Now that she is middle-aged, she still follows me. True to her words at the beginning, she will follow me for the rest of her life and will never betray me.
But I don't want this. I hope she can have her own life.
She also promised me that after my death, she would find her own happiness and live a good life.
Before I die, I really want to take another look at everyone in the Li family, of course, especially Gu Manman.
Maybe it was because of the connection, but the next second, I really saw Gu Manman and Li Jinze.
However, this time she cried so fiercely that it made me feel sad.
I said that I should protect her smile and prevent her from crying.
She made me a big red scarf. Although I don't like red, I also know that red represents life. I like this scarf because she knitted it for me.
I feel very warm, very warm
I feel very happy that I can still see all my relatives before I die.
This is probably true happiness, right?
Holding the warm scarf around my neck, this time, I am no longer afraid of death.
The moment I closed my eyes, my soul seemed to leave my body.
Countless dazzling white lights shone on my body, like a spring breeze, which seemed to welcome me.
I didn’t see the God of Death, and there was no black and white.
Yes, only the warm white light leading to heaven is guiding me.
The moment my soul left my body, I seemed to see the ending of everyone in the ward who was very important to me.
They will all live happily.
I am in heaven and will protect you silently.
Under the guidance, I finally rose to the sky under the white light floating like clouds.
Everything seems to be over, but in fact it has just begun. This is the cycle of life.