Xiao Xingyu got his head out of the quilt, looked at Zhang Moyan in the dark, and suddenly felt like a concubine in the harem being cheated.
Like a giant caterpillar, it wriggled a lot into the bed and pushed the pillow in. The huge area vacated proved the huge passion.
Zhang Moyan placed a pillow next to him, came up with a blanket, spread the blanket flat, and lay down next to Xiao Xingyu while stroking her long hair to her chest.
Xiao Xingyu's nose was immediately filled with a faint scent of hair, which was the smell of their shampoo.
Zhang Moyan looked at the top of the bed in the darkness, as if she got on the bed to continue chatting, as if she came here because he missed his mother, but as soon as he lay down, someone's strong presence robbed all the air around him, and his mind
It was completely blank for a long time.
It had been quiet for too long, and it seemed like there was a world between Chu and Han between the two of them. This was not the state that Xiao Xingyu wanted when he coaxed the person up.
"Mo Yan, do I have a fever?"
Just when Zhang Moyan thought Xiao Xingyu might have fallen asleep, his muttering suddenly sounded around him.
Zhang Moyan was shocked when he heard this, and quickly raised his body to look at him: "Really, is there a thermometer in your room?"
"You want to touch it first to see if it's okay?" Someone's voice was weak. He took her right hand and put it on his forehead.
Zhang Moyan felt it carefully and said helplessly: "I can't feel it out. I'm going to see if there is a thermometer in the medicine box."
As he said that, he pulled away and was about to leave, but was grabbed and pulled back to the pillow: "Don't go, I think it may be a low-grade fever."
"Still..."
"I said no!" He said in a very impatient and disobedient tone.
Zhang Moyan had no choice but to lie down again and retract his hand, but still looked at Xiao Xingyu with some worry.
"Okay, okay, I lied to you." Xiao Xingyu was too lazy to pretend.
Zhang Moyan was confused: "Why did you lie to me?"
Xiao Xingyu said casually: "Seeing that you are so nervous, let's liven up the atmosphere."
Zhang Moyan had something stuck in his throat: "How can I be nervous?"
"Oh, then I misunderstood. That's right, I almost forgot how passionate and unrestrained you are, how can you be nervous?" Xiao Xingyu seemed to be talking to himself.
Zhang Moyan's ears were buzzing, and she felt that if he didn't have a fever, her ears would have a fever.
However, after he made such a fuss, the atmosphere of estrangement did seem to be loosened a lot.
"Teacher Xiao, you haven't told me when you will come back to study azure glazed porcelain?"
Xiao Xingyu saw that she neither dared to refute nor verify his nonsense, but could only change the topic as if to hide her shame, and felt an indescribable sweetness.
Why is it so cute?!
"Your question is very good," Xiao Xingyu said seriously, "You directly confirmed that I will come back to study azure glazed porcelain. Is this the way you reporters talk?"
Zhang Moyan was wronged: "No. Maybe Zhou Xia told me before that you would definitely come back to study azure glazed porcelain again, so I subconsciously acquiesced to this setting."
Xiao Xingyu said nothing and smiled lightly.
Zhang Moyan: "Although you said before that Zhou Xia said that the reason why you left the porcelain world was wrong, but she at least guessed the ending, right? You will come back."
Xiao Xingyu turned his head to her: "So what? Who knows how many years will happen? I don't even know."
Zhang Moyan was confused for a while after hearing what he said: "What do you mean?"
Xiao Xingyu stretched out a finger and fiddled with a few strands of Zhang Moyan's hair that had fallen on her pillow: "Actually, people outside are right. I have indeed exhausted my talents and can't achieve anything good." p>
A little seriously discouraged, Zhang Moyan couldn't help but raise her body and wonder: "Why do you say that about yourself?"
"What I said is the truth," Xiao Xingyu sighed, "I was also very ambitious in my early years. I also knew that I was more talented than others, and I worked hard not to waste this talent. I forgot about food and sleep, worked hard, and the biggest thing
My wish is to let my grandfather see the formula of azure glaze during his lifetime, so I did it very early, which many people cannot do in their lifetime. However, it is too difficult, and the complications that develop faster than others are
We will reach the bottleneck earlier than others."
Zhang Moyan was a little stunned.
Xiao Xingyu said in a low voice, "I have gone to the best universities at home and abroad for further study, I have tried all possible techniques, and I have visited all the places where azure glazed porcelain is collected... But the more and more
The more I learn about it, the more I realize how difficult it is. I have reached a bottleneck, not only in terms of research, but also psychologically. I have lost the confidence and strength to do this."
He took a deep breath and exhaled: "Too many failures have almost overwhelmed me, so I have to stop. If I force myself to continue in that state, I will not only gain nothing, but also destroy myself. I
It took me fifteen years to finally admit that azure glazed porcelain is not something that can be achieved in a short time, and I accept this fact."
Zhang Moyan was silent for a long time after listening. Suddenly, she realized something. Xiao Xingyu was actually confiding in her!
He clearly said not to reveal your feelings to others casually.
Could it be that Xiao Xingyu already regarded her as a friend?
If so...Friends should encourage friends.
Moreover, she does understand how uncomfortable it will be when a person faces something that he can't do anything about.
"You are right to do this. You can't do anything well with a negative mood, and you will also be in pain. People should have an empty cup mentality. When the heart is full of negative emotions, they should first empty out these negative emotions.
Then beautiful things can be put in. Things that cannot be forced should be allowed to happen naturally. It is also very important for us to live our own lives well."
It's like saying it to Xiao Xingyu, but also like saying it to myself.
The blanket was rustling, and Xiao Xingyu made a big movement in the darkness. Zhang Moyan didn't know until her waist and abdomen were tightened by strong and well-defined arms, and a head was placed on her abdomen.
What did people do.
Suddenly his whole body stiffened: "Teacher Xiao?"
Xiao Xingyu said matter-of-factly: "I slept on my mother's belly when I was a child." He hugged her a little tighter.
Zhang Moyan is speechless, but I am not your mother! And you have grown up too!
"This way... I'm afraid you won't be able to sleep," Zhang Moyan put her hands around his head and wanted to push it away but didn't dare. "There will be a growling sound in your stomach, so it's not an ideal pillow."
Xiao Xingyu raised his head a little and turned his head.
"If your stomach is not good, then I can rest on your thigh." He seemed very reasonable.
Zhang Moyan was startled, and her knees immediately curled up.
"Well, then my stomach is better." It's the lesser of two evils.
Xiao Xingyu held back his smile and said "Oh", then turned his head. The Imperial Master has long said that Chinese people always like to compromise. If you say that this room is too dark, you must open it here.
Everyone will definitely not allow a window, but if you advocate removing the roof, they will mediate and be willing to open the window.
Ignoring the woman's words and crying without tears, he hugged her body openly and rested comfortably on her belly through a thin blanket. Her belly was so flat and soft. One day she must let this happen.
Put his baby inside. With this thought, Xiao Xingyu tilted his cheek and placed a half-kiss on her belly.
Through this secret action, he seemed to get great relief.