I'm very sorry to call you such an unfamiliar name, because to this day, I really don't have the face to call you my teacher or leader anymore.
I am an out-and-out sinner. Because of my unclear recognition of people, I directly caused the misfortune of senior Guoxi. I cannot absolve myself of the blame for this consequence, and I cannot redeem myself!
I recently learned that the murderer of Senior Guoxi was shot, and I felt filled with grief and anger. That person was not the murderer at all, but just a scapegoat. Only Chen Yun knew who the real murderer was, because she and her traitorous father were behind the whole thing.
Chief Envoy.
We were all deceived by Chen Yun's innocent appearance. She is not an ordinary college student who has returned to China. She is from the Chen family in Tongchuan. She approached us with a purpose from the beginning. She wanted to help the traitor find Wang Wei.
Descendants, in order to plunder the Wang family’s legendary secret recipe for azure glazed porcelain!
It's a pity that we never knew that the Chen family had another branch in Japan, so even though we knew her surname was Chen, we were not vigilant and were still bewitched and encouraged by her. If she hadn't encouraged us to go to the Wang family, senior Guoxi would not have been killed.
Woe!
Originally, I was going to die, but because I still had what they wanted, I was not killed immediately. Chen Yun pretended to fight with me against the vicious gangsters, and even suggested going south to hide incognito to avoid risks, and wait for the police to catch the gangsters.
I agree to go back after being brought to justice.
During this period, I developed a good impression of her. I once felt happy to have such a desperate lover, and I even regarded her as a comrade who shared hardships... But I was wrong, very wrong!
It turns out that she also had a mission to come to the south! Any temporary avoidance of risks is just an excuse! She was caught by me here. She had nothing to say in front of the facts. I finally recognized her true face, but the big mistake was made.
, Senior Guoxi will never come back.
I really didn’t expect that the person next to me was such a conspirator who was good at disguising. If I hadn’t saved her, I might have been able to save the life of senior Guoxi a year ago!
I grew up without a father or a mother and was favored by the Xiao family until I grew up. I am so blind and heartless that I have no words to describe the regret in my heart.
I broke up with Chen Yun and advised her to surrender to law enforcement agencies, but then she told me that she was pregnant. This was simply bad news! With the current relationship between her and I, how could we possibly raise a child together again? p>
I discussed giving up this child with Chen Yun, but she objected. She accused me of being heartless. Am I really heartless? This child was originally a mistake, the result of lies, and should not have been brought into this world at all! No
Will a child approved by his father be happy?
Chen Yun knew clearly that I resisted any further involvement with her, but she still insisted on having this child. For this reason, I hit a woman for the first time in my life. I knew it was wrong to hit a woman, so I hated myself even more. I didn’t know that I
Why did it become like this today? I am extremely disappointed with myself!
Now Chen Yun has run away, and I have been looking for her for three days and three nights without finding her. I know that she is hiding, and I am afraid that she will only appear after giving birth to a child, and then I will have to accept the fact.
I shudder when I think of her using her child as a bargaining chip to blackmail me into doing things in the future. I will never accept her manipulation. I have decided that since she can use "birth" to force me to get involved with her, then I can also use "birth" to force me to get involved with her. "Death" comes to draw a clear line with her!
So Mr. Xiao, when you read this letter, I have ended my stupid life. Don't feel sorry for me. This is the best ending for me. I have never been so lucky to be alone without worries. With one body, I can die without hesitation. Only by dying forever with all my secrets can I avoid this fate of sliding into the abyss, and can everyone return to peace.
As for what Chen Yun did, I don’t want to go into details. Just let me take everything to hell for a night of husband and wife’s kindness! I’m just worried that she will bother you or your family again in the future. I’m not even 100% sure. I am sure they will, because their goal has not been achieved and they will not give up.
If that day comes, please beware, beware, beware! Stay away from her!
People are about to die. This is my bloody advice, and it is also the reason why I have to write this letter to you no matter what. Please take it to heart.
Now, I can personally make atonement to Senior Guotao. If there is an afterlife, I hope I will be lucky enough to be your disciple.
Pause.
Zhang Shunqing’s last work
March 31, 1997"
A total of four photos were taken of this letter. After Zhang Moyan read the last word, he could already hear the pulsing sound of his temples. He was in a state of paralysis for at least a minute. The shock in his heart was like a hurricane wave, with each wave getting higher than the last. .
The hypnosis session not long ago evoked a certain string in her memory and reminded her of some things. Although those things were vague, they made her feel faintly uneasy. But even so, even if she was given a hundred She would never have imagined that her life experience would be so horrific!
Grandpa was a traitor, and her mother deceived the Xiao family and her father, and was the main cause of Xiao Guoxi's death. She was the result of being prevented from being born by her father, and her father even chose to commit suicide in order to refuse to face her birth...
Zhang Moyan's hands and feet were cold, his heart was beating wildly, and his whole consciousness was shaking.
When she slowly recovered from the five thunders, she felt Xiao Guotao's eyes staring at her. Fortunately, she had always been called the "successor of the Ancient Tomb Sect" and could not express her emotions or anger. Fortunately, no one could tell from a person's appearance. Check out the temperature of her hands and feet and her heart rate.
After swallowing his dry throat, Zhang Moyan could speak clearly: "Mr. Zhang did not mention the south mentioned here. Where was this letter sent from?"< /p>
Zhang Moyan admires herself very much for actually acting like a good reporter who only wants to find clues about the missing person at this time.
Could it be that such natural acting skills without any flaws were inherited from Chen Yun?
Xiao Guotao was obviously surprised by her reaction. He paused and then said: "This letter was not sent, it was delivered directly in the envelope."
"Then there is no postmark. It seems that Mr. Zhang may have come back before committing suicide." Zhang Moyan spoke carelessly, and his stomach gradually became uncomfortable.
"Ah... it should be."
"Thank you for your trust," Zhang Moyan handed the phone back to Xiao Guotao with both hands, "Indeed, after reading it, I will understand that there is indeed no clue about Ms. Chen in this letter. Please rest assured that what I saw today is consistent with
The search has nothing to do with it, it will be kept secret!" She assured herself.
Xiao Guotao took the phone, looked at her inquiringly, and opened his mouth, as if he wanted to say something, but in the end he said nothing...
Under the silence, the high-end ward seemed even more spacious. Fortunately, Zhou Xia, who had bought coffee, pushed the door in.
"Mo Yan, the hazelnut latte you asked for is here, I kept you waiting for a long time!"
"Thank you Zhou Xia," Zhang Moyan took the packaging bag, "Hey, this is not the coffee on the first floor of the hospital. Did you run out and buy it for me?"
"They don't have hazelnut latte on the first floor. There is a Starbucks at the back door of the hospital, so I bought it there." Zhou Xia put her coffee bag on the table and took out the coffee. Her bag was a double cup.
Yes, obviously the other cup has been given to someone else.
"Excuse me for running so far. Actually, I can drink something else."
"It's not far at all. We walked through the small garden and reached the back door very quickly."
……
The two girls started chatting, and the atmosphere heated up even more when the TV was turned on. Zhang Shunqing's final letter seemed to no longer exist in this dimension.
After drinking coffee and sitting for a while, the nurse began to remind the visitors to leave the ward. Zhang Moyan then stood up and left (she did not expect that she could stay calm for so long): "Mr. Xiao, it's getting late, so I won't disturb you.
It’s time to rest. I’m leaving now. I’ll see you again when I have time.”
Xiao Guotao sat up straighter: "Oh, okay."
Just as Zhang Moyan was about to move away, Xiao Guotao suddenly said: "Miss Zhang, since you and Xing Yu are in love, when can you arrange a time to meet your mother?"
Zhang Moyan mentioned in his heart that Xiao Guotao suddenly made this suggestion, and he was talking about "your mother". It was obvious that he had not given up testing her.
The elders of the Xiao family do not know the names of her current parents, so Xiao Guotao most likely directly thinks that her mother is Chen Yun. Based on this reasoning, Xiao Guotao will interpret her visit today as being entrusted by her mother to learn about Zhang Shunqing.
A final letter.
"I'll go back and talk to my parents first," Zhang Moyan lowered her head and let her long hair fall down to cover half of her face, as if she was shy, "my parents will be nervous if a celebrity like you wants to meet them.
”
She is really self-taught when it comes to acting.
Xiao Guotao smiled slowly: "Why are you nervous... There is no need to be nervous."
"Mr. Xiao, I'm leaving first."
"Okay."
"Mo Yan, let me see you off!" Zhou Xia came over and put on Zhang Moyan's arms.
As she walked, Zhang Moyan felt that her feet felt heavy, as if they were filled with lead. But with Zhou Xia by her side, she tried her best to perform a normal gait.
When the two of them walked to the corridor, Zhou Xia mysteriously took something out of his pocket and gave it to her: "I'll give you a small gift!"
"What?" Zhang Moyan kept smiling. It turned out to be a lipstick, a white plastic tube, and there was no logo on it.
"This is the lipstick that Geng Jun DIY made for me. Isn't he romantic?" Zhou Xia smiled beautifully, with so much sweetness that it almost overflowed from her eyes.
"The lipstick made by Dean Geng, wow, so romantic," Zhang Moyan said in admiration, "How could he do this? It looks so difficult!"
Zhou Xia's lips raised proudly: "He said this is very simple, using the method of making bolts, etc., but I don't understand it very well. Anyway, it is genuine and natural, handmade, and it is definitely safer than ordinary lipsticks, but the color is a bit straight-male aesthetic.
But Mo Yan, you have fair skin, so hold on!"
Zhang Moyan held her small mouth in the palm of her hand, looked at Zhou Xia deeply, and said from the bottom of her heart: "Zhou Xia, I envy you so much that you can fall in love with the person you like."
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Xiao Xingyu raised his hand and flew off the author's keyboard: What are you doing?! At your level, you still imitate other people's writing abuse. Please change it back for me now, immediately, do you hear me!
Author: This... But I planned the layout like this from the beginning. Didn't you notice that I had a lot of foreshadowing? Let me tell you, good novels sublimate the bonds of characters in contradictions and conflicts... Ah -
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Before the author finished speaking, Xiao Xingyu picked him up: Who do you think you are, relying on this book to win the Nobel Prize for Literature? Look at your data and write it for another ten or eight years!
The author's hands and feet are dancing in the air: Xiao Xingyu, calm down, calm down! Listen to me, listen to me, I can understand your mood, but violence cannot solve the problem!
Xiao Xingyu said fiercely: Violence can’t solve the problem, but violence can solve you! If no one reads this work, are you sure anyone will read it if you write it like this?
The author is struggling: Whether or not anyone will read it depends on your performance!!!