Two bean-sized tears rolled down his dark eyes. Zhang Moyan felt like something was stuck in his throat, and he couldn't say a word.
After sitting on the washing machine, the height difference between the two narrowed a lot. As long as Xiao Xingyu lowered his head slightly, he could touch her forehead. Zhang Moyan looked at Xiao Xingyu for a moment, looking at Xiao Xingyu through the mist.
When it rains, it seems to be glowing vaguely, ethereal.
Xiao Xingyu was slightly puzzled by Zhang Moyan's sudden speech and wiped away her tears: "How can you say this? Are you so unconfident? Did I not give you enough sense of security?"
After asking three questions in a row, the helplessness and anxiety in Zhang Moyan's heart finally reached its peak. Reason and emotion were fighting fiercely. Among the turbulent emotions, there was a voice of reason that was particularly clear: Don't waste other people's sincerity.
"No," she lowered her head, holding the edge of the washing machine tightly with her hands, and raised her head, "What time is it now?"
"It's half past twelve o'clock," Xiao Xingyu suddenly felt a little strange and paused, "Why do you ask?"
"Then the birthday is over."
"What does it matter?"
"Xing Yu," Zhang Moyan's lips trembled, reluctant to say what he was about to say, "Xing Yu..."
So I couldn't help but whisper his name over and over again.
"It's really killing me!"
Xiao Xingyu took a long breath and hugged the woman into his arms.
How could we hug again? Zhang Moyan lay on Xiao Xingyu's shoulder and blamed herself. It was obvious that she had nothing from the beginning, so why should she be afraid of having nothing?
She took a deep breath: "Xingyu, I have something to discuss with you..."
"What happened?"
Zhang Moyan picked at the knuckle of her index finger and held back the crushing heartache: "That's right, let's break up?"
As if there was a loud bang, the door to happiness was closed, and she closed it herself.
Zhang Moyan felt that Xiao Xingyu was stunned, and then she was pushed to Xiao Xingyu's eyes and observed carefully.
Her face is no longer red, and is even a little pale.
"What did you say?" Xiao Xingyu's dark eyes narrowed slightly, "Did I hear it wrong?"
Zhang Moyan did not avoid it, but repeated it again: "You heard that right, shall we break up?"
I'm sorry, I can't let anything happen to you.
Xiao Xingyu immediately darkened his face, let go of her, put one hand in his pocket, and looked at her sideways for a while.
"Did I do anything to make you unhappy?"
The pressure in the air was so strong that Zhang Moyan felt like his breathing was blocked.
"No." She clenched her fingers tightly, not daring to look at Xiao Xingyu at all.
"Still dissatisfied with me?"
Zhang Moyan shook his head: "No."
There was a moment of silence.
Xiao Xingyu's eyes could already be seen as he was cursing. Just now, she kissed him passionately, and now she actually broke up with him! What kind of rhythm is this?!
Was it wrong to break up with him, Xiao Xingyu? He seriously suspected that this woman had been possessed by a ghost for a second!
But even though it was unbelievable, this woman really didn't look like she was joking. Several of his previous girlfriends had broken up with him to test his reaction, but none of them were in Zhang Moyan's state, not to mention that he believed that Zhang Moyan
It is impossible for my personality to be so pretentious.
So when she said she wanted to break up, she must really mean it.
But why break up?
Xiao Xingyu felt that his chest was starting to get hot, but he still resisted the urge to get angry. He thought about the answer in his mind, took one of Zhang Moyan's hands, and slowly rubbed the back of her hand with his thumb: "I really don't mind.
Did I submit a large donation of equipment?"
This was the only possible reason he could think of. After all, even his mother felt it was serious.
Zhang Moyan looked up in confusion, where is this from?
"I can explain this," Xiao Xingyu said, "I did this to further promote cooperation with Jiaotong University. Mainly from two aspects. The first is, of course, that I also want to study azure glazed porcelain again; second,
Didn't you tell your parents last time that I was a chemistry teacher? I established a research institute with Jiaotong University, so our identities match, and you don't think you're deceiving your elders."
Zhang Moyan opened her mouth and was stunned. It turned out that there were factors to consider for her...
To be honest, she really doesn't have high requirements for the level of emotional devotion from her partner. Xiao Xingyu has achieved this step beyond the level that can be trusted to her for life.
She is not a cold-hearted person. How could she remain indifferent to Xiao Xingyu's almost condescending explanation?
But...that final letter really destroyed her.
Regardless of whether the acquaintance between her and Xiao Xingyu was contrived, as far as her biological mother murdered Xiao Guoxi, she and Xiao Xingyu were destined to have different paths.
There is no way to reconcile this.
Wouldn't it be very hard to live a life with an enemy girl?
She doesn't want Xiao Xingyu to experience this.
He fired his bow without looking back. After thinking about this clearly, Zhang Moyan adjusted his breathing to calm down his ups and downs. He looked back at Xiao Xingyu and said calmly: "It has nothing to do with your donation of large equipment."
Xiao Xingyu frowned. From Zhang Moyan's expression, he couldn't tell what this woman was thinking.
"What's the reason? Tell me." He withdrew from the range where Zhang Moyan's legs could be clamped, leaned his back against the wall, and put his other hand into his trouser pocket.
Zhang Moyan was confused for a moment, and then she thought, yes, why did they break up? She wanted to break up, but she never thought about the reason for breaking up!!!
After a moment of silence with their legs together, Zhang Moyan said vaguely without any particular conflict: "You're fine, it's my problem."
Xiao Xingyu: "Oh? What's the problem?"
Zhang Moyan's eyes dodge: "...I don't think we deserve it."
Xiao Xingyu sneered: "Why do you feel unworthy now? Why didn't you feel it earlier in the morning?"
Zhang Moyan was speechless.
If this reason doesn’t work, you have to find another reason.
After another pause, Zhang Moyan said: "I feel a little tired of it, and I found that I still like someone."
"Tired of you?" Xiao Xingyu stood up straight, staring at the top of Zhang Moyan's head: "Aren't you happy being with me?"
Zhang Moyan was silent. She really couldn't say the word "unhappy" against her will. In this short love, she was happy, and she didn't want to deny it or blaspheme.
Xiao Xingyu was so angry that he felt dizzy and said sternly: "What is the reason?!"
The cold voice pierces the heart.
Both reasons failed to hold up. Zhang Moyan's scalp felt numb. Why is it so difficult to break up? There must be a strong and credible excuse.
"Okay, actually it's me...my parents don't agree with us being together."
As soon as this reason was given, Xiao Xingyu didn't ask any questions like before.
"I'm sorry," Zhang Moyan raised his eyes with heartache and said apologetically, "You once asked me what I would do if my parents firmly disagreed with us being together. I said I would wait until I was 30.
But only when I faced it did I realize... I'm sorry, I actually can't do it."
When Xiao Xingyu heard this, veins gradually appeared on his forehead. He pursed his lips for a while and said in a good tone: "Where do they disagree?"
Zhang Moyan paused for breath, feeling like he was going through a mental test, and hurriedly compiled the answer in his mind: "Because, they... still hope that I can... find a boyfriend who is engaged in public security."
Zhang Moyan's lack of fluency seems to be an embarrassment.
Xiao Xingyu looked up to the sky and took a deep breath. He leaned over and held Zhang Moyan's shoulders with both hands. His dark eyes captured her and he said softly: "Then you agree? You didn't even fight for me?... I'm not worth it.