Chapter 252 The only person you are sorry for is An Xin
Chapter 252 The only person you’re sorry for is An Xin
An Xin smiled.
But that smile, the more she tried to show that she was fine, the more heartbreaking it became.
She is just a child, there is no need to be so sensible.
Li Hongjun was so distressed that he quickly stepped forward and picked up An Xin: "It's okay, it's okay. Go home with grandpa. Wherever you want to play in the future, grandpa will take you there."
"Yeah." An Xin responded obediently.
The child tried hard to hide her sadness, not wanting her relatives to feel sorry for her, or even letting down the strange children in the playground because of her.
An Xin's words made everyone feel distressed, and it really calmed everyone's mood.
Even Song Jing breathed a sigh of relief, it's okay.
And just when everyone was relieved to have found peace of mind, Lu Ling exploded with anger.
She stepped forward, snatched An Xin away, and said sternly: "I'll take you to find that bastard Shen Yutang. I'm going to ask him today whether he has any intentions or not!"
Children who are raised by themselves have different emotions.
Li Hongjun taught An Xin to discipline and hide his favor and favor a little.
But Lu Ling loves An Xin even more.
She raised her child carefully, hoping for the best for An Xin.
Lu Ling couldn't bear the kind of familial affection that existed day and night, no weaker than blood ties.
An Xin tried her best to smile, but her smile was a bit like crying: "No, Aunt Lu Ling, I'm fine. He asked the driver to take me back. It was me who accidentally walked too far and made you worry."
"No need, An Xin, don't be such a loser. What's so great about Shen Yutang? Why should we go up a pole to please him? The worst is not to let him go!"
An Xin's eyes gradually turned red, and those emotions that had been calm for a long time seemed to be a bit uncontrollable: "Aunt Lu, I really... really don't need it."
Li Hongjun on the side saw this and hurriedly stepped forward: "Lu Ling, calm down, why are you so angry at the child!"
Li Hongjun wanted to take An Xin from Lu Ling's arms.
Lu Ling did not let go, hugging An Xin and avoiding Li Hongjun's hand. She was about to leave impulsively: "I'm so calm. If Shen Yutang can't explain why today, I won't mind stabbing him again to wake him up." point! "
Lu Ling was really angry.
Shen Yutang abandoned the child he had carefully cared for for so many years, but he abandoned her again and again.
Who does he think he is!
Why!
Lu Ling had never mentioned what happened back then in front of An Xin, but at this moment, his anger made Lu Ling somewhat hesitant to speak.
An Xin's eyes, which were already red, finally burst with tears.
Big tears fell down, and An Xin cried: "Aunt Lu, I was wrong, I don't want my father anymore, don't be angry, I will never look for him again..."
An Xin doesn’t like to cry.
The day she was born and she was so weak that she was dying, she didn't cry.
Later, Li Hongjun and Lu Ling took care of her. The child was given medicines, injections and hospitalized since she was a child. She suffered hardships that ordinary children did not suffer, but she never liked to cry.
The older you get, the more optimistic you become.
But at this time, I couldn't hide it anymore and started crying.
The uncontrollable sadness made everyone present red-eyed.
Li Hongjun stepped forward to grab the child and scolded: "Lu Ling, what are you crazy about? Give me the child, you scared her."
Lu Ling, who was so angry that he almost lost his mind, became quiet when he saw An Xin's tears that kept falling.
Li Hongjun snatched An Xin from Lu Ling's hand and coaxed in a low voice: "It's okay, it's okay, don't blame Xin Xin, Xin Xin is not wrong, let's go home."
Lu Ling pursed her lips tightly.
Song Jing stepped forward and patted Lu Ling's shoulder comfortingly.
Everyone got on the bus and headed back to the Shui Mo Pavilion.
Song Jing subconsciously wanted to follow, but his reason prevented him from following. He still wanted to find the young master.
I want to see what happened to the young master. If today's matter is not handled well, the young lady will never come back to the young master.
Peace comes in silence and goes back in silence.
At this point she didn't know what to do.
Normally, the child likes to cling to her, but when she is really sad, the child will only rely on the people closest to her.
An Xin grew up with Li Hongjun and Lu Ling.
At this time, tranquility cannot come close.
An Xin cried and fell asleep leaning against Li Hongjun.
Lu Ling said nothing and looked even sadder than An Xin.
Everyone returned to the Ink Painting Pavilion.
Li Hongjun carried An Xin upstairs and whispered: "If you have anything to do, wait until the child wakes up to tell you."
Lu Ling nodded dejectedly.
An Ning looked at Lu Ling like this, and finally couldn't help but say what she had been wanting to say since her return.
She took out a small notebook and wrote: "I'm sorry."
Lu Ling said irritably: "This matter is not your fault, why are you blaming yourself?"
"That's not the case." An Ning shook her head and continued to write: "I actually wanted to say sorry to you the day I came back, but I didn't know where to start. I owe you so much."
Lu Ling looked at An Ning doubtfully.
Large paragraphs of words gradually appeared in the small notebook. I wrote quickly but not steadily.
"I'm sorry, it was me who imprisoned you back then. I remember that your dream was to join the army, and you worked hard to complete your studies. But at the last moment, I gave my peace of mind to you, knowing that this was a responsibility, and it was
It's a drag, but since I had no better choice, I selfishly left her to you."
The day he came back, An Ning knew that Lu Ling had not joined the army in these years.
She originally thought that by giving the child to Lu Ling, Lu Ling could let her family take care of her, or hire someone to take care of her. After all, Lu Ling had a very casual personality and was not known to take care of children.
But An Ning never expected that Lu Ling would work with the teacher to personally take care of An Ning all these years.
After graduation, Lu Ling gave up her dream and agreed to gradually take over her father's family business. The only condition was to temporarily stay in Jianglin City.
It was she who put shackles on the free Lu Ling.
She decided to die five years ago because she couldn't live a good life in her heart, but Lu Ling should not have to pay for her selfishness.
Seeing how uncomfortable Lu Ling was because of An Ning's matter, An Ning finally said she was sorry.
Seeing such tranquility, Lu Ling's irritable emotions gradually calmed down.
An Ning lowered his head.
Lu Ling said: "An Ning, you don't have to blame yourself for giving your heart to me, and you didn't feel sorry for me. Every choice I make is made by myself."
At this point, Lu Ling's expression became serious: "The person you are sorry for is not me, let alone Shen Yutang. The only person you are sorry for is An Xin."
Lu Ling almost never talks to An Ning so seriously.
But today's peace-of-mind things made her a little unable to contain her emotions, so she said it.
Seeing that An Ning was listening attentively, Lu Ling continued: "Back then, it was my own decision when I agreed to raise my heart. It was also his own decision that Shen Yutang wanted to commit suicide with you, so you don't owe me or him. .But what about An Xin? You tried your best to bring her into this world. Do you think that giving her life is considered as your best effort?"