At that time, she really didn't know what to do. At first, she even thought about not having the child.
But he still found countless excuses for himself to keep the child.
If you don't have peace of mind and die in peace, you will definitely die much earlier.
At that time, she just wanted to bring her child into the world to see...
Lu Ling held An Ning's shoulders with both hands to prevent her from escaping.
"You brought her into this world, and you should be responsible for her! Did you know? An An spent two months in an incubator in the hospital since she was born. She has been sick repeatedly since she was discharged. She didn't eat very much. Once
She only drank 20 ml of milk, which was only one-fifth of that of children of the same age. I got up every two hours in the middle of the night and gave her milk powder. Every time An An fell ill, Mrs. Li and I took her to the hospital day and night.
She had a fever, so she stayed with her all night, not daring to sleep. The first words she spoke were taught by Mr. Li, and the first words she could write were also taught by Mr. Li. If you have not personally participated, you will not know how to take care of a child.
How much energy does a child need to grow?"
An Ning listened blankly.
After Lu Ling said this as if to vent, his annoyance gradually calmed down: "So you know what? I don't allow others to hurt An Xin, and neither can Shen Yutang."
An Ning nodded, she seemed to understand.
She is close to An Xin through blood and has an involuntary liking for her.
But Lu Ling and the teacher are different. They spent countless efforts to protect and raise An Xin.
That kind of companionship and upbringing day after day is deeper than being pregnant in ten months.
Lu Ling's expression gradually became calmer, and she looked at An Ning with distressed and tolerant eyes. She reached out and rubbed An Ning's head and said, "You brought her into this world, so she is your responsibility. Anyone can abandon her."
, but you can’t leave her behind again, you know?”
An Ning nodded solemnly, she understood.
An Ning wrote with a serious expression: "I'll go talk to Shen Yutang."
Lu Ling shook his head: "Don't go. Your greatest respect for An Xin is that Shen Yutang accepted her not because of you."
An Ning is a little depressed.
She seems to be unable to do anything and achieve nothing.
After Lu Ling and An Ning finished talking, they calmed down and planned to ask Song Jing first what was going on with Shen Yutang.
An Ning went upstairs and looked at An Ning who was already asleep at the door. The teacher twisted the hot towel and carefully wiped An Ning's tears.
An Ning quietly withdrew.
It seemed like she really couldn't do anything.
Even if I want to talk to Shen Yutang, it's not appropriate.
An Ning took out a rose from the vase in the Ink Pavilion, wrote a card and posted it.
He called Song Xiao and asked him to deliver the flowers to Shen Yutang.
Song Xiao actually doesn't want to send any flowers right now, he also wants to visit the young master.
But his brother went to see the young master, so it would be no problem for him to go to the young madam.
Song Xiao, who was running to the Shuimo Pavilion, suddenly felt that the young master was quite pitiful. He and his brother both knew that the young lady was back, and the people in the Shuimo Pavilion also knew about it. Even Junshan knew about it, but the young master didn't.
Song Xiao ran to the Ink Painting Pavilion.
Song Jing rushed to the old city.
At this time, the atmosphere in the old town was very solemn.
The people assigned to guard here are very nervous.
Song Jing rushed over and asked in a deep voice: "What's the situation with the young master now?"
No one knows the reason why Anxin was left behind.
All they knew was conveyed through the previous driver. The driver did not see the process. He only knew that the young master suddenly became angry and left without peace of mind.
Song Jing thought that the young master might have lost control of his emotions and did such a thing.
The guard shook his head: "I don't know. After the young master entered the house, he never came out again. When the young master was furious, we... didn't dare to go in at will."
Song Jingding nodded, took a deep breath, walked into the courtyard, and knocked on the door.
"roll!"
An angry shout came from the room.
Song Jing gritted his teeth and said, "Young Master, what happened?"
There was no sound in the room.
Song Jingxin immediately took the key from under the flower pot on the window sill, opened the door and entered the house.
If the young master really loses control of his emotions and destroys something in this room while out of control, he will collapse when he wakes up, so he has to stop it.
However, when Song Jing opened the door and went in, he saw a young man with clear eyes.
There was pain and loss in those eyes, but there was no crazy violence and bloodthirst.
The young master is awake.
In a sober state, he left An Xin and left alone.
At this time, even Song Jing felt that the young master's behavior was incomprehensible and unacceptable.
If you don't want to take An Xin out, you don't have to take her out. How can you take her out and leave her alone?
"Get out!" Shen Yutang frowned and looked at Song Jing.
Song Jing did not go out. Instead, he looked into Shen Yutang's eyes and said, "Young Master, do you know what happened when An Xin was left in the playground today? The child was lost!"
Shen Yutang finally raised his eyes from the painting.
His expression changed: "Send someone to look for him."
Song Jing breathed a sigh of relief. Fortunately, the young master was not completely emotionless.
"The person has been found, but do you know how much harm this will cause to a child?"
Shen Yutang was silent for a while, and then said paranoidly: "When you find someone, go out. I don't want to see anyone today."
"Young Master!"
"roll!"
Song Jing was helpless.
He didn't approve of the young master's approach, but he had no other way.
Strictly speaking, Song Jing and Song Xiao are firmly on Shen Yutang's side.
But their previous experiences made the two brothers understand that only the young lady can be good, and the eldest boy can be good.
The current situation is entirely the result of the young master's own misfortune.
Will the young lady forgive the young master?
Just then, Song Xiao came.
Song Xiao ran over quickly after parking the car, holding a rose in his hand.
Song Jing said angrily: "Song Xiao, don't force me to beat you. How long has it been? I still have the thought to give you a rose."
Song Xiao rolled his eyes and thought for a moment. Anyway, his brother must have seen the young lady when he went to find An Xin today, so he didn't have to hide it.
Song Xiao complained: "Brother, they say you are smart. I think everyone thinks highly of you. Will I help other women pursue the young master? This flower was given to me by the young lady!"
Song Jing didn't want to tell who he was who helped a woman deliver a love letter to the eldest son two years ago and was caught. He also explained that the eldest son was too lifeless and wanted him to feel the vitality of a young girl.
But Song Jing had no intention of thinking about this at this time, and only heard one important point: "Is this a gift from the young lady?"
Song Xiao said proudly: "Of course! It was the young lady who came to me and asked me to help deliver flowers. I am different from my brother. I am a person worthy of the young lady's trust."
Song Jing was in no mood to complain.
He quickly said: "Then send it in quickly."
Song Xiao nodded and opened the door as if he was about to go to the guillotine.
Shen Yutang was constantly disturbed and looked at Song Xiao murderously.
Song Xiao risked his life, ran over and put down the rose in his hand, turned around and ran away before the young master could say anything.
Shen Yutang didn't like to see anything that didn't belong in this room appear here.
His face immediately darkened, and he picked up the rose and was about to throw it away.
But when he saw the card, he stopped.
The card said: The rose is wrapped with thorns. It is not afraid of pain, but it can easily hurt people.