Chapter 184 Even if the game is uninstalled, keep playing it because of you
Chapter 184 Even if you uninstall the game, you still have to play it because you are the protagonist.
"Do you remember when we were in the same classroom?"
Before she could recover from what she just said, Xia Xianyue had already continued speaking.
The tone was very erratic.
First, it seems like he is drunk.
Second, it's like speaking from a very far away place.
"...I probably remember."
Su Yao saw two children pressing their faces against the car window and waving their teeth.
"I probably remember."
Xia Xianyue repeated it, "Then...do you still remember the time when the child whose umbrella was broken asked someone in the same classroom for help but got no response?"
"That's..."
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to remind you of something that doesn't exist at all. What I said was a unilateral matter on my part."
"But I really can't imagine that a person like that can become a teacher."
"Ha, I don't mean anything else. This is also my one-sided emotion."
"Actually, I quite hate people like you."
“···”
"beep--"
The phone hangs up.
"Baba, are you still okay?"
"Dad, can you hurry up!"
"Tuk tuk——"
The two children slapped the car window impatiently.
For a moment, he seemed very angry and even wanted to retaliate.
Shut up everyone!
But in the end, looking at the faces of the two children, Su Yao felt relieved.
You should have known this a long time ago.
She's probably not having a good life. It's about her mental state.
Getting married or something... is a matter of course.
She should finally eliminate her own existence, and she should develop according to the trajectory of her life.
It has nothing to do with yourself.
It has nothing to do with yourself.
There is no connection and there should be no further involvement.
"alright."
Su Yao put on a smile and opened the car door.
His left hand holds his daughter's small, white hand. His son is happily ahead, commenting on the cars next to him from time to time.
Let your kids order at the sashimi shop.
Su Yao took care of all the food they couldn't finish.
go home.
The two children took a bath and washed themselves before going to bed.
"Why did you forget You Ye?"
Completely forgot.
I originally planned to let You Ye come with me.
In the end, Yuye made dinner at home and waited for an hour with her cheeks puffed up.
"What, actually I haven't eaten enough."
"I can solve all of these."
Su Yao could only bite the bullet and take out a bowl with vegetables to eat.
"No need."
"I know that when you go to sashimi shops, you don't do much late at night. Most of what you do is late night snacks."
"As compensation—"
You Ye walked over directly and sat on Su Yao's lap generously.
Ahhh.
What she meant was that as compensation, she would serve as an exclusive seat.
Can't refute.
The skinny butt that was there at the beginning is not so irritating now. The tail that would come out and poke my chin whenever I move is also short and awkward.
This picture makes me think of a dog with all the hair on its tail fading away.
"Guga——"
"Kacha——"
What Youye prepared tonight was basically something that suited her own taste.
What comes to mind?
They are really a couple.
If you want to get angry, you get angry on the spot, and if you want to make amends, you get it right on the spot. You won’t hide it or say anything.
Nothing to say.
This is what Youye is like.
What about yourself?
Caressing the back of his head and touching his head from time to time, Su Yao made up his mind to speak.
"Big brother."
But Youye stopped eating first and spoke first, "Youye has a question for big brother."
"···What?"
"Is the big brother really still the big brother?"
“···”
Su Yao was stunned, and the hand stroking his hair also stopped.
But it was only for a moment.
"Although my memory is a little confusing, I am still me."
It's me.
No matter it was when he first came to this world and occupied the consciousness of ‘Su Yao’.
It's still ten years later. The dominant consciousness has always been oneself.
"I actually-"
Su Yao really planned to tell everything directly.
Because I thought of what You Ye said, ‘Nothing is left unsaid’.
"Then You Ye understands."
But You Ye kept talking to himself, "Big brother remembered what happened before the car accident twenty years ago, and he had an extra memory."
"Along with the memory, there is also a faint consciousness, but in the end, the big brother won."
"?"
Su Yao was stunned for a moment, "Why do you say that?"
"If the eldest brother hadn't won, he wouldn't have enjoyed touching Yu Ye's hair like this. You Ye knows very well how often the eldest brother reaches out and slides his hand, how many times in ten seconds."
In a way, this is scary.
But what Youye said was right.
You are still yourself.
Although it is unclear what trick the love game played to bring him to the current timeline, what is certain is that the rebirth point this time is his own future, not the future of 'Su Yao'.
"Then let me tell you a little bit."
"Guji, kaba——"
Youye responded with a chewing sound.
"As you said, I have a lot of things on my mind."
"For example, about that woman."
“···”
The chewing sound stopped.
"But it's just a lingering nostalgia. It seems that there is a lingering nostalgia for that person in my memory."
"I asked before going to the sashimi shop today."
"That person seems to have had to abandon his adopted child because he was getting married."
"This is also the end."
"The sadness has completely disappeared."
"The rest is all about myself, my wife, my children, and what I have to do as a teacher."
That’s right.
It is indeed the regrets that are at work.
In other words, the time is different.
If he was obedient, he would have spent ten years with You Ye, waiting for the birth of two children.
That will definitely be smoother than now.
There will never be any unnecessary thoughts.
Sometimes I feel that the ‘love game’ is too cruel to me.
After so many life and death experiences, it finally came to an end, but I had to truly face the current situation. That kind of thing could be put aside for the time being.
But he didn't even have time to take a short rest.
But in other words, external factors will always exist. If you just escape temporarily, sooner or later the day will come.
"Is today a safe period?"
"Every day is a safe period for you."
"Are you full?"
"Not yet."
“···”
"Brother, Youye hasn't finished eating yet."
"Eat something else first and eat later."
"Big brother is so nasty."
"Do you need to hide anything from your wife?"
"Hehehe - Youye turned off the safe period switch."
"You take care of the child anyway. It doesn't matter."
"Don't take it with you. Living and dying on your own is also a way of education."
“···”
The sound insulation effect of the house is very good.
In addition, the two children's rooms are on the second floor and are staggered.
“···”
What weird remarks are you talking about?
But Su Yao can clearly know that Youye is gradually reaffirming that she is still Su Yao in her own way.
The figure that always appeared involuntarily in my mind also disappeared.
Focus on the petite body.
Snow white, as clear as a glance.
The little face also has a hint of pink.
It's to fill the void in my heart.
Dispel regrets.
Also to make up for Yu Ye’s uneasiness.
In this process, other real information is constantly thrown out.
for example.
"Actually, I forgot a lot of things."
"There are many dreams that feel so real that it is almost indistinguishable from reality when they are so intertwined."
“···”
"You?"
"Of course you remember."
"Where is the star?"
“···”
There are many very precious memories that can be compared.
Present the facts in another way.
This is not a lie.
It is to cherish the present days more.
——
Tired.
So they went to take a bath together. Youye looked sleepy too. He sat on himself in the bathtub, his eyelids trembling.
By the time I finished cleaning her body, she had already fallen asleep.
To be honest, Su Yao is not too sleepy.
I even think I can play for a while longer.
But I carried my little body back to the bed, and waited until she curled up automatically and leaned against my chest. Then she naturally climbed on top and slept on her stomach like before.
It was like a small bellows pulling my breath out in my chest. I felt inexplicably fulfilled and happy.
The brain's excited dopamine stops secreting.
The cells cool down, and real weariness wells up in the depths.
[It is detected that the host has made the only choice]
【hint】
[You can choose to read the automatically saved node of the love game back to 20150624.0.00.]
[However, love games do not guarantee that there will be no risk of bugs, so you choose this option at your own risk.]
[Second, you can choose to obtain the memories from 20150624.0.00 to the present through dreams. 】
[The second option is risk-free. If the host chooses to have any problems such as self-doubt, the love game will not be responsible.]
[Finally, since you have decided on your new life through the love game, you truly exist in the 363.46.23.58.1 world line, and you have no game mentality. The love game will no longer interfere with your new life and will be automatically uninstalled after three minutes. 】
[At that time, the basic skills ‘Read File’ and ‘Entry’ will be permanently closed. 】
【Countdown:02.59】
I was about to fall asleep when I suddenly saw this long speech.
It's really strange.
choose···
It seems like this is really the case.
From the beginning of the love game, I have been constantly making choices.
The first thing is to live.
Later it was to keep everyone alive.
Who are you giving up until now?
wrong.
Now is——
Su Yao put his hand on You Ye's back, feeling very small. There was nothing, just lying on his body.
There is no hindrance.
Nothing to say.
If people cannot accept their own limitations, they will definitely become very disgusting existences.
If a person neglects what he values most, he will surely cry bitterly when he regrets it later.
Rebirth after death.
There is also an existence worth cherishing.
Is the choice really that difficult?
Chosen.
It was easy, or very clear, to choose because I had made a choice before when I answered the phone. It was made in advance.
No steps were taken.
He listened calmly to what someone said, then hung up. He still went to eat sashimi with his children.
[Love game uninstalled]
【We all sincerely wish you more pleasant experiences in the rest of your life.】
The translucent text box disappeared.
Su Yao looked at the top of You Ye's head again.
【A mixture of madness and distortion】
[Character: Youye]
[Favorability: 103]
[Description: I have a lot of affection for you. Note that excess favorability is not necessarily a good thing.]
The entries have also been faded.
Slowly I can't see clearly.
The last thing that caught my eye was the number '103'.
What the hell is that?
If the bond between people can be established by something like this.
"...Big brother?"
For some reason, Youye woke up suddenly. He twisted his body slightly and rubbed his sleepy eyes.
"Wake up well."
"Meow meow?"
Unexplained sound.
"Meow?!"
"Brother, You Ye doesn't want to come."
“So sleepy...”
"Ugh, woohoo!!! Youye is angry!"
It's just cute when you puff up your cheeks and get angry.
As for the 'angry' result, no one made breakfast this morning.
Su Yao even got up earlier than You Ye.
When I went out, I saw two children who consciously placed buckets of fans on the table.
"Brother, come on! The poached eggs are about to take shape!"
Two siblings are standing in the kitchen.
Su Ze set up a bench and struggled to fry poached eggs.
My younger sister was cheering eagerly on the side, almost like a cheerleader.
"Ah, I'm confused again."
"What can I do?! This tastes just like *! Why do you want to eat *!"
"It's not*..."
“···”
"puff--"
Su Yao just drank some water and almost choked to death when she heard *. What were the two unlucky kids talking about in the kitchen so early in the morning?
"Ah, it's buzzing!"
"Baba~"
The daughter ran over with short legs and grabbed the hem of Su Yao's clothes.
"Xiao Li wants to eat omelette. Don't eat what brother made*."
“···”
"Tch, I haven't cooked it for you to eat yet."
Su Ze's kid was also in bad shape. It seemed that he originally wanted to show off his cooking skills in front of his sister. But his nose was not much different from his mother's.
"Okay, okay, don't keep using those words on your lips."
"Omelette, right? I'll do it."
"Okay! Come on, Baba!"
“···”
Ten minutes later.
“···”
The eggs in the pot are mushy.
The reason was that Su Yao had not cooked for a long time and knew the steps. But he obviously misjudged the speed and temperature of heating the oil, which caused the eggs to be directly 'oxidized' into black charcoal.
"Kacha——"
It was so bad that the carbonized omelette even cracked.
"Poached eggs, cracked?"
Su Xiaoli looked at the things in the pot and suddenly burst into tears for some reason.
"This thing is not as good as what I made*!"
Su Ze smiled happily.
"you···"
“So noisy.”
Finally, You Ye was probably woken up and came out in pajamas.
Once the wife of ten years takes action, no one dares to say no.
That perfect golden color.
"What mom makes is many times better than what daddy makes!"
"?"
To be honest, Su Yao really didn't know what was wrong with his son.
It is said that he is smart. He is indeed good in many aspects, such as studying and interpersonal relationships, but this... First of all, he is just following himself, and he is not a good person. He is born, born.
Fortunately, You Ye looked a little sleepy and just glanced at Su Ze. The latter shrank his neck and said nothing more.
"You don't look good."
After the two children had gone outside to wait for him, Su Yao said.
"Well, it's all big brother's fault."
"that···"
"It's too much to absorb."
You Ye put on a resentful expression for the first time.
"Well."
"If you absorb too much () it will make you feel sleepy."
Hearing the inexplicably jumpy words, Su Yao suddenly felt that Su Ze had indeed inherited the Youye gene perfectly.
"Then just have a good rest at home today."
"dinner···"
I wanted to say it myself, but let it go.
"I'll come back and see if there's any restaurant I want to go to. It would be nice to go to a family restaurant after a long time."
"Hmm...Okay."
Youye yawned while tying Su Yao's tie.
Rare.
But very cute.
After a parting kiss as before, her whole body curled up on Su Yao.
"Youye doesn't want to move anymore..."
"Then don't move."
I can't laugh or cry.
It seems like she went a little too far last night. Although Yuye's energy is fine, she seems to have said that if she stays in it, it will be absorbed. There is some kind of cycle that will cause her to consume extra energy.
Have a good rest.
Send You Ye back to the bedroom.
Su Yao went to the entrance to put on her shoes and made sure the door was closed before getting into the driver's seat and sending her two children to school.
"Good morning, Teacher Su!"
"morning."
"You look very energetic today, Teacher Su!"
“···”
Breathe the fresh air and say hello to every teacher I pass by.
It is no longer passive but active.
During class, Su Yao found that things in his mind began to come alive.
He even talked about a poem, which led to the topic, and he improvised a wave of Where the Stars Are.
"Wow, Teacher Su is so good at whistling?"
"What song was that just now? Teacher."
"Teacher, can you teach us this? I want to learn!"
“···”
Gained the admiring eyes of children.
"What do you want to learn?"
Su Yao looked at a certain little boy who was very interested in something funny.
The man scratched his head and hesitated to speak.
"Hahaha, I just want to attract girls' attention!"
The people nearby laughed.
"Why are you laughing?"
Su Yao said sternly, "It's not a disadvantage to want to attract girls' attention to learn good things. Just like Li Bai, the author of this poem, isn't it also because he is talented that he is liked by so many girls?"
"It's not impossible to learn if you want. If you do well in the next test, I will set aside one class time every week to teach you some interesting extracurricular things."
There was no lesson preparation yesterday, but Su Yao felt that this class was very comfortable. Of course, Su Yao knew very well that it was also due to external reasons, just like the chicken blood injection.
The love game is really over.
The choice was made.
The knot in my heart is gone.
I do my best in everything I do and do it wholeheartedly. It feels very good, just like I am alive.
I really think so.
I want to love my little wife.
I want to see my children grow up healthy and healthy.
I want all the students I teach to become excellent and get into the high school they want to go to.
However--
That was the news I heard when class was about to end.
There was a teacher preparing a lesson, and another person sitting next to him got up, made a cup of tea, and started speaking casually.
"Have you watched the news?"
"What?"
"Don't you all know? The daughter of the richest man in the winter market committed suicide last night."
“···”
Eh?
Obviously I didn't get the exact information, but I couldn't help but stop typing out notes.
"Who is that?"
A teacher asked casually.
"That's it, ah, yes, the daughter of the person who was elected as our winter city council representative this year. She's just 30 years old, she looks so young."
"Ah, I have an impression. How come you suddenly want to die?"
"This is really amazing. I saw the news this morning saying that she might marry a rich second-generation man in Dubai, and that they were joining forces. All the comments were envious."
"If you just know how to do it, you will die."
"Why else? To resist marriage."
"I saw it in the morning. That man seems to be the son of several European mine owners, right? He's not bad looking, so what's unacceptable?"
"In that kind of life, you should be in contact with people like that, right? She wouldn't look down on it if it were an ordinary person. If you ask me, it's just hypocritical."
"Teacher Li, I don't agree with what you said."
The teacher who taught politics frowned and said, "Everyone has the right to pursue freedom. I think she is quite pitiful."
"Why are you pitiful? If you really live like us, you won't have time to think about that."
“···”
Tell the truth.
Su Yao really didn't understand what they were talking about.
Just lowering his head, he suddenly realized that his hands seemed to be trembling slightly since he didn't know when.