When he woke up, a pair of pupils on his side were looking straight at him.
Curling up in his arms, looking up from below.
The room was still dark.
He stroked her cheek gently with his hand, feeling slightly warm and moist.
"Are you awake so early?"
I looked at my phone and saw that it was only around four in the morning.
"I woke up with a fright."
For some reason, she tried her best to get closer. She didn't do anything else, she just closed the distance.
"I had a nightmare..."
"What nightmare?"
"What if it's something you don't even understand?"
What kind of existence is he to Jasmine?
As night fell, Xia Xianyue was still curled up lazily on the edge and asked whether she should wear a swimsuit when she went rafting tomorrow or go to the water world to buy a raincoat.
The phone vibrates just right.
"Don't worry, I have the ability to make money."
That's not the case.
You Ye is a practical person.
It was also the first time in many years that he spoke to Youye in a cold tone.
But Su Yao can't look forward to tomorrow.
I came out to look for someone.
It only took one day to find out where Jasmine was buried. It was not far away, in the cemetery on the outskirts of Dongshi.
The phone continues to vibrate.
"You probably don't know. Xiaoyue has been chatting with me a lot lately, and she feels more tired than ever before when she speaks."
"I have nothing to worry about. You all think too much."
But Xia Xianyue didn't say anything, she just held Su Yao's hand, "Honestly, if she wanted to take Ah Yao away from me, maybe... I wouldn't even have the courage to resist."
“···”
[You also read the bonus gifts]
It's at the intersection, the passage.
"What do you think of Xiaoyue's treatment of you?"
I know Youye doesn't want to live alone, but I don't want to see her continue to waste energy on these things. It's not a big deal if she dies. She won't feel lonely if she has her children by her side.
"Now...I can only rely on Ah Yao, and I can only..."
The driver, a male, looked pale and ran back to the car to call the police.
You Ye became taciturn and no longer asked Su Ze to conduct experiments. He locked himself in the laboratory and continued to study the viruses in his body.
The woman on the tombstone was completely different from the one in Su Yao's memory.
But she didn't show up for many years.
The medical staff barely managed to breathe after performing emergency rescue, but no one thought they could survive the night.
“···”
In my memory, I am cheerful, cute, and occasionally a bit whimsical. Very healthy.
“···”
is that so?
Su Yao fell silent.
"It just so happens that we haven't hung out together for a while."
At that time, she was the reason for her parents' quarrel. When she said she envied herself, she probably meant that at least she was not really in trouble.
She went to Antarctica again to try to dig up things related to the virus in an attempt to resurrect herself.
"So, even if Ah Yao is doing it for money, he can't leave me behind."
At first, only the consciousness goes back, and then it is gradually improved... and the body can also go back to the past without information.
"So pitiful..."
She held the letter Su Yao pulled out and said sympathetically, "Did you find out recently that she is gone?"
It's hard to say whether it's coquettishness or not.
But the consequence was that from the moment the device appeared, the timeline had countless branches, and everything was messed up.
To be worried is to cover up the past with part of the truth. This will not cause any problems at least in the short term.
If it was just because of this incident, Youye wouldn't have studied time.
So, what can you do if you know this?
"Maybe an outsider like me can't tell, but I don't think you can deceive Xiaoyue, who lives with you day and night."
Looking through it there, I found Jasmine's letter.
Sometimes what she says is a joke, but there is some hidden line in it.
[But please make no mistake, the enemy is not me, or there is no enemy]
“···”
Her family members are no longer in the country, but they seemed to adhere to the principle of returning to their roots after fallen leaves and insisted on being buried in the winter market.
Very good character.
"Thank you for helping Ah Yao, thank you."
It was late at night when the little shadow sneaked into the room and used its tail to save itself.
But people are dead and cannot be resurrected.
Turn on the TV and don't want to see the animal world.
It was only later that I learned from the medical staff that Xia Xianyue was watching me day and night that I started to regret my hasty words at that time.
"Buzz."
She locked herself in the laboratory and studied day and night. In an attempt to crack the core virus in her body, she found many samples and experimental animals for experiments.
She said she would be forgotten, but except for Xia Xianyue's automatic filtering out of You Ye and the others, everything else was fine.
It can only be seen now.
Su Yao shrugged, "Why do you ask so suddenly?"
“···”
"Let me make a premise first, you...there is no third party in the matter, right?"
【Of course it's interesting】
It still feels weird to some extent.
I couldn't find it anywhere. I just walked under the sudden heavy rain, crossed the zebra crossing, and was knocked away.
"I just suddenly felt very sad, very remorseful... a very scary feeling. I kept walking in the dream and couldn't see anyone anywhere, and I couldn't find Ah Yao."
"There is a strong sense of loss."
"Great."
A lot of letters.
It was raining violently.
Xia Xianyue hasn't come back yet and sent a message saying that it might be a little late today.
"Is it intentional?"
"A good man?"
Even though he and Youye got married, he didn't show up.
After Xia Xianyue came back, Su Yao spoke frankly.
But in the photo, she doesn't look good. Although she is smiling, she always feels like she is forcing herself to smile.
The body was taken away by the belated ambulance.
Healthy people cannot live to be popular and become autistic.
But after the experiment was transplanted to Su Yao, he couldn't live longer. He didn't even wake up after the experiment, so he died like that.
After saying this, I didn't see her again until she was discharged from the hospital. Maybe she was still peeking at me in the dark corner, but I didn't have the courage to show up in front of her.
Maybe there is an ambiguity in this statement.
We found a booth at the nearest tea bar to meet.
Su Yao stood there indifferently for a long time, "He is a good person who is so pure that he cannot be saved."
Resurrection failed, but she found another incredible thing... There is a tiny substance deep in the source of the virus, which can not be disturbed by any factors.
"Buzz."
"Is there anything I can't tell her?"
I no longer care about it.
Both of them ordered black tea.
It's because of You Ye that I gradually feel that life is interesting.
She took a sip of tea, hesitated and said, "Although it's not good to cross Xiaoyue and come to you directly, it won't work like this. You two are too tired."
I talked about part of it, the part about Jasmine.
Only when she was about to die did she realize that it was not that she had never appeared since then, but just like the letters intercepted by Su's mother a long time ago, all her contact information had been intercepted by You Ye.
By now, I have become immune to her tone.
"He also said that he was very worried about you, and said that you didn't tell her that you had something on your mind."
Su Yao saw his body lying in warm muddy water, and the turbid sewage became even turbid after being mixed with blood.
"Do you really want me to have nothing to do with her?"
“···”
Work, no interest in going.
I knew that Youye had the ability to save her, but it happened that Youye was on a business trip at that time, and I couldn't contact her anyway.
"What's the meaning?"
Because I remember everything and hate everything, even myself.
Should we quickly take out the broken heart and mend it while no one is crying secretly?
Well, I'm looking for You Ye.
Xia Xianyue had a lot of things to do today, so Su Yao didn't join her after breakfast.
"Maybe he's similar to you in a sense."
"It's really good to stay young and live for more than a hundred years. So, stop thinking about how to transform me so that I can live longer."
The place where it all started. It was where I was hit, or in other words, I was seeking death aimlessly.
"How is it possible?"
The estrangement was caused by You Ye deliberately refusing to save her, the real estrangement.
“···”
And Xia Xianyue's perspective is different from her own. She doesn't have those memories, and her emotions are also different.
After talking for a long time, it turned out that he followed the promise he made when he was a child and became a heartthrob.
"If anything happens, just take this opportunity to tell her not to worry so much. I believe you can do it. You guy... although you are a bit weird, you are still a good person in essence."
Now we also know that she has serious physical problems and will not live long.
"Because she likes her big brother."
"Can you please, don't dangle in front of me."
【Do you think it’s fun for me to do this? 】
"...No, it's because..."
"And after living for more than a hundred years, I have lived enough."
The phone vibrated again, not a message, but a call.
“···”
【Next, let’s go see new and interesting things.】
"Is it necessary for you to take such arrogant... decisions on your own?"
She asked straight to the point.
"But luckily it was a dream. When I was in the dream, I realized it was a dream. When I woke up, I found that Ah Yao was still there. Nothing happened."
"She has nothing to say to you. And no matter what happens, it will be much better if you can at least talk to someone who can share it with you."
"Don't worry so much. It's normal for humans to grow old, get sick, and die."
Maybe it turned into a tree that swallowed the entire city and life, maybe it died earlier, maybe it still didn't come out of the experimental bench...
Ultimately, she can't change anything. The interaction of past, future, and present will not produce good results, it will only make things worse and more confusing.
"Ah, it's me."
Xia Xianyue did come to visit her.
There is a gap.
Su Yao was silent for a moment, "I've seen it before. But I didn't recognize him, and I couldn't really talk to him."
"Yeah. I discovered it accidentally when I was sorting it out."
He looked for it in his mother's room.
"How many years have passed, how many years have I been married to you? No matter what she thinks now, at least I want to express my gratitude to her for taking care of me in the hospital."
It's because I can never resist birth, old age, illness and death. No matter how careful and careful the transformation is, problems will eventually arise.
Very ordinary letter paper, the content written on the paper is not as dense as Xia Xianyue's.
think.
"You don't even understand?"
Su Yao couldn't figure out how she did it, but she did make a device that could go back in time, and went back to the past through it.
"She is a very optimistic and cute girl."
Suddenly I felt that my heart had become cold, as if it didn't matter what happened.
She has tried pretending to be an ordinary member of the experimental subjects to pass on new thinking theories to the past Yu Ye, and she has also tried to kill the past Yu Ye and directly replace him. She has done everything...but the conclusion cannot be changed no matter what.
, and then back to the future, he is still dead.
"Is it possible that you still don't believe her? Do you need to hide something from her?"
【···】
After the conversation ended, Su Yao returned home.
"Have you encountered anything lately...?"
"I think too much. We are old friends."
Lin Xiaowan scratched his hair, "Ah, it's so annoying. Forget it, I don't want to listen to your worries, just like this, let's go out to play together tomorrow. You, take her, I will take Xiao Mo, the four of us will go out together
Take a walk.”
"What's the matter?"
"Can you tell me about it?"
"Okay, let's go see her together!"
What about consciousness?
Maybe there is, otherwise there is no way to explain why even though my body is still active and young, I often feel tired and want to sleep. I feel that my end is approaching.
The human body has a lifespan.
Because the dream world came again as she fell asleep.
"Did you see Ah Yao later?"
"Even if I want to meet her or do something, I will still wear the ring and even take you with me to the meeting."
I don’t want to do anything at home.
Su's mother did not throw away those letters, but put them all into the closet equally. Several letters were opened and read, and the contents were basically Xia Xianyue apologizing, or carefully asking how she was doing.
It was Lin Xiaowan who called, "If it's convenient, I can come out and meet you. I want to have a chat with you."
Don't know what it means.
"It will make you feel sick."
Maybe people from other families would throw away anything belonging to the deceased person if a family member disappeared, but Su Yao had never thrown anything away from Su's mother's room.
Don't understand.
But it's not just because of this.
"Um···"
I just thought that if she shows up again, I should speak more calmly.
But Youye didn't think so.
After a while, the other party responded.
I don't like to be glib in front of myself. If I really regret something or feel I have done something wrong, I will definitely find a way to correct it.
"Is it convenient?"
Because Su Ze was smart, he dragged him into the laboratory to accompany her regardless of his wishes.
"Buzz."
"She's generous, pretty cute, and a heartthrob."
"No, you still have a lot of money."
[I just want you to continue writing better stories after you figure out the situation. I’m looking forward to it.]
She would not accept Su Yao's death.
"Su Yao?"
People who are about to die are gentle and cute and are liked by everyone.
She also presented a basket of white chrysanthemums.
"I don't know where she is buried."
"Then, do you think she will be very serious about you?"
The research on animals was successful, and the mice lived several months longer.
“···”
Found what I wanted in the closet.
But she was treated coldly by him, and no matter what she did, she remained indifferent.
In other words, she will basically never enter that room after she is gone.
"What kind of girl is she?"
[Even if you go back in time and change time, time will repair itself and end.]
【Those who want to control time will only be swallowed by time in the end.】
【Only those who are recognized by time will have such a small chance to truly change the past and future.】
[Now, the responsibility belongs to you who has been denied by time, and the backlash that you should bear is coming.]