Chapter 294 We are the only ones living the life we want
Chapter 294 Only we are living the life we want
Author: nest eating little orange
Peeping into the memory of another self.
There is "I" questioning Lin Jie, or in other words, communicating.
That man had a disdainful expression under all circumstances, and he looked down on everyone from the bottom of his heart. Only the monster he created could make him show his disdain.
'Those experimental subjects.'
'They are all as useless to human society as my own daughter.'
"People glorify disabled people, or defective products. They say sympathy is a virtue."
'In my opinion, it is just a waste product. If I were such a defective product, I would kill myself without hesitation.'
'You should thank me, right?'
'Let those society's defective products have meaning. Just like my daughter, although a lot of medical resources were wasted, I finally have a place to use it. I am gratified.'
To put it bluntly, all the experimental subjects were not doing well.
Personality defects.
Wandering.
Or run away from home.
Disability.
···
Having said all this in a grand way, in fact, the most convenient thing for him is that it won't attract much attention if he disappears. It's just convenient for him to move it to the experimental bench.
Theoretically speaking, the other person is very difficult to die. The extent of being bombarded like that is not at all harmful.
The cause of death was actually devouring.
Voluntarily.
The monster devoured him and everything he owned.
This is news that only appeared recently. I have never heard of it at any time in the past.
The first black hole observed at close range in human history is about 55 million light-years away from the solar system. Its volume is 6.8 million times that of the sun, enough to swallow the entire solar system. Some researchers believe that at some point in the past, hundreds of small black holes merged into one
This huge black hole was formed. To compare, the black hole at the center of the Milky Way is only one thousandth the size of this black hole.
Maybe no one in this world would have thought that that thing is related to the blue star that is 55 million light years away. It is in the winter market.
Anything powerful is worth mentioning there.
Being swallowed into it, time stops. Death is never only physical death, the same is true for stillness.
"You said, this child is..."
Xia Xianyue unconsciously covered her mouth and stared blankly at the little white-haired loli lying on the floor, reading a comic book.
"Yes, that's the black hole."
Su Yao also felt that it was a bit reluctant to connect the little thing in front of him with the huge thing in astronomy. But that was the fact.
"That's right, it's good to have such a memory!"
"I don't want to swallow up your stomach-ache memories! Delete them all!"
“···”
Including my other self, everyone seems to have a slight misunderstanding of the real monster.
That guy...
It's just pure curiosity, but her own appearance is that of a giant spider. It's not that she came to Blue Star too early, and the first thing she saw was a spider, so it was a spider.
She has been living in a cave, and when she wakes up, it is different from the boring world she first came to. There is an additional human circle in the world.
She is interested in the Anthropocene.
But of course it is impossible for humans to communicate friendly with such terrifying things.
Been mythized and told horrific stories.
And inexplicably, someone who regarded her as a mountain god took the initiative and said that they would never interfere or disturb her, and established a village nearby.
To be honest, she didn't understand it at all. She just felt happy when she saw humans coming to talk and bring food. When she was happy, she scared people away.
Later, the father who lost his daughter came to communicate with her with a death wish.
It is too easy for her to change the time of ordinary humans.
People nearby thought she didn't want to be disturbed by humans, so they always followed the legend and never came near her.
And she has always wanted to communicate with humans, and has also gone out.
Um···
There is also a legend that aliens are suspected of visiting Blue Star.
For example, a huge circular pit was left in the wheat field in a certain place overnight, and the wheat field was neatly crushed.
She is unconscious of her abilities and uses them casually.
That was also the way Lin Jie could contact her, through the ashes buried in Antarctica - it was a legend in the village that the devil's ashes could only disappear completely in an extremely cold place.
This is another thing that I can't do.
Only he would sit in front of her monster form and say hello casually.
At the beginning of the conversation, I was still clueless.
When she peeks into her other self's memories, she only knows that she will devour people's memories. In other words, she will devour the memories of the virus that is a part of her. Such memories are used as her eyes to observe the entire human race, or the entire timeline.
But then again, just because she doesn't have the means to speak, it doesn't mean that she doesn't have any thoughts of her own after devouring and peeking into so many memories.
'There are humans who have come to meet me before you.'
This was the first sentence she wrote after Su Yao told her that she could draw traces on the ground and speak.
'Why do you humans always think that I want to eat you?'
'I like to eat fruit, dragon fruit.'
‘?’
'It hurts, it hurts too much. I don't want to observe your memory anymore.'
'I want to go by myself.'
'Sweet love, I like it. Stomach-ache love, I don't want it.'
'So disgusting... Wow.'
'Do not touch me!'
'I absolutely don't want your memory! Stay away from me!'
‘···’
It seemed that she had been holding back some words for a long time, and she couldn't stop talking.
Moreover, the position seems to be somewhat opposite.
It stands to reason that Su Yao should be afraid of such a giant spider monster, but the reality is the other way around. From the first moment she saw Su Yao, she shrank inside and refused to come into contact with Su Yao.
"Pfft-"
"Beer and pure love, relaxed and funny, great~"
Under Su Yao's persuasion, she gave up the horrific body in the cave and made a new one herself using local materials.
Well, the flesh and blood are dug out from the spider's body and cooked freshly. It's a little bloody when I think about it.
Monster, gender, asexuality.
Interesting, pure love, funny or light-hearted stories.
The disgusting thing, Su Yao, and his memory.
"It doesn't look like that at all."
After Xia Xianyue knew who she was, she didn't know what to say.
In fact, the little loli in front of me was drinking beer with pumpkin seed shells scattered on the ground. No matter how she looked at it, she didn't want to be related to that kind of thing.
"Don't worry about her, she is already a useless person."
"What? You dare to call me a useless person? Be careful I swallow you!"
“···”
Su Yao approached her.
"Wow! Don't come over here!"
That's it.
It seems that as long as she touches her, she will automatically peek into her own memory.
Seriously.
The fact that this guy has become the useless person he is now is closely related to the effect of Su Yao's memory backlash. She originally had no consciousness and no clear purpose. Sometimes she would stay still and sleep, and sometimes she would come out to peek into the memory of her eyes.
But now, he has become an idiot who only wants to watch comedies without any knives. In other words, Su Yao saved the world in another way.
If she continues to sleep unconsciously or exist in other ways, sooner or later she will swallow everything with the Blue Star as the center point.
Now, under Su Yao's persuasion, she let her body float to another place.
As for what will happen in other places, Su Yao doesn't know.
All I can say is, let go of helping others and laugh at other people's fate. That's all.
Then again.
The person who rushed ahead of Su Yao to see the monster was No. 16.
She denied You Ye's decision, so another time was born. Thanks to this, she killed many shadows, knew the truth in advance, and met the monster.
'I don't want to swallow up my memory at all, it's annoying me to death!'
'Who wants that kind of memory!'
'Give me that memory again, or I will kill you all!'
'Eow! Don't come here! Whoa--'
‘···’
According to the confession extracted from the monster through coercion, No. 16 just wanted her to be the monster's new eyes. She was devouring his memory and time without caring about the monster's wishes at all.
It's really hard to say who the victim is.
Number 16 is not an orphan.
According to the information provided by Youye, she has an immediate relative.
She is not from the Snow Country, but from the nearby Neon Island Country.
Unfortunately, her immediate family members... would be better off not existing.
As an immediate family member, when she was suffering in school, she signed the three words "unsuitable" on her withdrawal application due to financial reasons.
But it doesn't matter, I'll leave this matter to You Ye.
Immediate family members.
I have never been able to get rid of him, but there is one thing that No. 16, who is also an immediate family member, can do. Only immediate family members can do that, send that relative who is crazy for some reason to a mental hospital.
Intermittent explosive disorder, schizophrenia, persecutory delusion... various diagnostic opinions.
As for the rest, just give her money. As a direct family member, there is no shortage of money to support her until she dies in the best hospital.
"What do you think?"
After the matter was over, we connected with No. 16.
"What do you think..."
"The character that appears on the stage should always have its purpose. If you want to be a heroine, you must have the consciousness of a heroine."
"Speak humanly."
"Stop being so self-righteous. Do you think I did that because of you? I am ashamed of being a leader and want to make up for it."
"... Do you know that in novels, I receive the most feedback and the type of heroine that readers hate the most is that type of heroine?"
"What kind?"
"Don't tell me if you are in trouble, just do what you think is right."
"You are a very unpleasant person to talk to."
"But this thing is different. I asked that guy, if you really do what you expected, after she devours it... no one, including me, will remember you."
"Is that so?"
"Yes."
“···”
"So, I want to ask you, is it worth it?"
"Then I also want to ask you."
No. 16 paused and said, "In the beginning, when you took the initiative to die to save someone, would you also think about whether it was worth it?"
"Just like a leader will vent his anger regardless of where you are because you died, no matter how smart a person is, he will have time not to think."
"How can I thank you?"
"I also had the privilege of peeking into your timeline. You wouldn't treat me like this, would you? Just in the time when yours has disappeared, once you did accept help from a girl who had a crush on you and borrowed money.
When repaying the money, in order to make her no longer have a good impression of you, I deliberately chose the cruelest words."
“···”
"Let me think about it, it happened to be Christmas when I paid someone back money. The other party deliberately said that they didn't expect you to think of giving her a red envelope on such a day. But when you responded, I paid you back the money and didn't contact you again. In the
To passers-by, it seems like this is pure scumbag behavior, right?”
“···”
She was talking about Xia Xianyue.
Such a time does exist, and in order to get her to get out completely, I deliberately chose the most disgusting method.
"Actually, before you, I have received calls from the women around you."
"Yeah?"
"They are quite cheerful. They are obviously little wildcats, but they don't resist it much so far."
“···”
"But I refused."
"In your opinion, it's probably a bit sad. It's like charity."
Su Yao smiled bitterly, "Besides... I didn't say anything, which made you more sad, right?"
"There's a little bit of that feeling, but that's not the main reason."
"Then what's the main reason?"
"You are all wrong."
"What?"
"They all think that I want to surround you like them. That's true, but my method is different."
"You don't understand at all."
"The current leader is no longer a leader. My relationship with her has changed. She said that I will be her sister from now on."
"Do you know what this means?"
"Sooner or later you will come to my place to play, and bring Sister Youye with you."
"Then, my sister will go out shopping, and then I will go without any underwear - "
“···”
Su Yao turned off the speakerphone.
"You dare to hang up the phone at your own risk. I want to hear what this little wild cat wants to say."
Xia Xianyue hugged the baby canteen and stared at Su Yao coldly.
Besides her, Jasmine and the others were sitting on the sofa. One of them was drinking tea pretending to be casual, and the other was playing with walnuts that she had never played with before.
Cold sweat began to flow from his forehead unconsciously.
Hands free had to be turned on again.
"In the end, of course, this is the only way I will be dissatisfied."
"I still have to recognize them as little sisters around you, go shopping with them, and pretend that I have given up on them a long time ago."
"Then there's always a chance they go out and you and I are alone."
"hey-hey."
"At that time, I will show you... other gifts for good people?"
"how?"
"Doesn't that sound exciting?"
"Really?"
"What kind of pure love do you want? I'm not interested in that kind of identity at all. We are communicating between heart and heart, body and body, without interfering with each other. It's a secret."
"When I think about the exciting secret, my whole body is shaking."
"I don't believe you don't have any imagination about the excitement of this kind of immorality. You must have started to fantasize about yourself as I said it, right?"
“···”
"I'm not that kind of person."
"You didn't refute just now that I am one of the heroines, so... just let me be a special character. Don't resist so much. Let my sister be Kangkang?"
"I dare not have any ideas."
Su Yao wiped away the cold sweat.
"You are welcome to visit the winter market at any time. My sister will treat you well."
Xia Xianyue came over and emphasized the word "receive".
"After you come, I will go out of my way to buy an expensive pinhole camera that will not be discovered and can be used to monitor you. Maybe I can sell it for a good price."
Jasmine said calmly, "Teacher, don't worry, I will code it for you."
"Xiao Qing, what are you doing?"
"ah···"
Qiao Qing frowned and said, hesitated and said, "I just... feel a little uncomfortable and want to talk to her again."
"Don't worry."
"They are all women. She said it so obviously. Who wouldn't know that she was saying goodbye in her own way."
"Have you forgotten? The most powerful ruthless character among us is still over there. If she wants to say goodbye, she won't say goodbye in this way."
"Just judging by what she said...it's probably very difficult to escape."
"You can only benefit one person again."
Everyone looked at Su Yao.
"Yes, sorry?"
Although he didn't do anything and just passively answered the phone, Su Yao thought it was best to apologize first.
"I'm sorry will only show my own cheapness. Is this what Ah Yao said?"
“···”
"This is really the last time. From now on, whether it is the past or the future... I will take back my words. Even if I have been nice to Ah Yao before, I will reject them."
"If it doesn't work out, we can really only consider turning Ah Yao into a girl. Then we can become sisters."
"This is a good suggestion. If the teacher is a girl, then I have a lot of my own clothes in my wardrobe and I can let the teacher wear them."
"Isn't it good? The seniors have been boys for more than 20 years, so it will be very uncomfortable to suddenly become a girl."
“···”
I was so touched that I didn't expect that there was a cute school girl willing to speak for me.
"The school girl is very stupid, isn't it our turn to help at that time?"
"That's right. Then senior, don't worry at all. Even if you really become a girl, I will definitely help senior how to be a good girl."
good.
Such a considerate school girl. I was so moved that I wanted to shed tears.
"Wait a minute, you just said that even people who were kind to teachers before you would reject them. Are you talking about me?"
"I advise you not to take your seat."
"Do you think my relationship with the teacher is only because of your charity?"
"Hey, Jasmine, don't do this!"
"And you, Xiao Qing, too. If you continue to be weak like this, you will be marginalized in the future. Can you show your previous energy?"
"What the hell are you talking about?"
"Don't just hug your big, borderless thing when you have nothing to do. Don't you think it's flattering?"
"Looking for trouble?"
"You were the one who said the harsh words first."
"Well, I think we can prepare to go out to eat now -"
"Shut up! This is a matter between women and has nothing to do with the teacher (A Yao)."
As soon as Su Yao opened his mouth, he was stared at by two women.
"Look at the clothes you bought for the teacher. They are not in good taste at all. And you say she is also a young lady."
"Ah? So what did you buy? The print is so ugly!"
"The teacher is already a bit gloomy. Is there any problem with changing it to something more fancy?"
"You will look like a clown, just like you. You are even jealous of the baby cafeteria, is it because you don't have one?"
"Besides having that thing, what else do you have to praise?"
“···”
It is normal to have this kind of situation.
Su Yao would pull Qiao Qing and ask in a low voice, "Well... have they all reached that point?"
"Yes."
The latter nodded silently.
"Why don't you act like this even in those days?"
"Because I'm an ordinary person. They... are actually the eldest ladies before the seniors. I might get into trouble if I'm not careful."
"As for ordinary people, I am one too."
“···”
There is no need to interfere, otherwise you will only be pulled into the whirlpool and be dissed for no reason.
It only takes less than half a day.
"Jasmine, what do you think of this dress?"
"Wow, it's so beautiful. It matches my sister's temperament very well. The price/performance ratio is also very good."
"Hehe, really? By the way, you used a new eye cream today?"
"Ah, my mother recommended it to me. Do you want to try it?"
"Okay~"
In the morning, there was a quarrel that Su Yao couldn't get involved in. In the afternoon, we went shopping with our brothers and sisters. After we got used to it, it just felt like that.
"Hey, it feels like I'm the only one who can stay with my senior without doing anything."
The school girl sighed.
"What are you talking about... From now on we are all one family. I don't have any property for you to plot against. There is no need for intrigues. It's just daily life."
"It's just daily life. If it can go on like this forever - woohoo!"
"Shh-"
Su Yao looked around and said, "Please don't stand up casually. Maybe some bastard is waiting for this sentence and will come up with some weird drama."
"Haha, there are no such people anymore. We are the only ones living the life we want."