Lin Keer shook his head and smiled: "No, he may... have a bad taste these days!"
Aunt Huang said: "I don't know what he wants to eat. I will go to the street early tomorrow to have a look and buy something to enhance the taste."
When Lin Ke'er went upstairs, Qin Shaofeng was lying on the sofa with his eyes closed, as if he was asleep, but Lin Ke'er knew that he was not asleep.
Lin Ke'er walked to the sofa. She wanted to ask him what was wrong. If he would open his eyes and look at her, she would ask, but he kept his eyes closed and motionless, as if he didn't know what he was standing in front of.
Got someone!
Lin Keer wanted to wake him up and go for a walk with her. She had just eaten. Lying down like this was not good for the stomach.
But seeing him like this, she understood that even if she told him, he would definitely not move.
After standing silently for a while, Lin Keer turned around and walked into the study. It was still early. Since he wasn't going out, he would write a novel for a while.
Sitting in front of the computer, Lin Ke'er still couldn't calm down. She looked at the words on the screen. As she looked, it turned into Qin Shaofeng's face, gloomy and depressed. She couldn't help but look back at the sofa.
He was still lying there, motionless.
Lin Ke'er forced herself to calm down and code for a while, then stopped again without realizing it, looking at the computer screen in a daze.
Lin Ke'er typed a few words and was in a daze for a while. The clicking sound was extremely loud in the quiet room. If it weren't for the sound of the keyboard from time to time, it would be as if there was no one in the room. It was eerily quiet.
Unknowingly, it was getting dark. Lin Keer looked back and saw that the light in the living room was very dark. Qin Shaofeng did not turn on the light. He seemed to have really fallen asleep.
Lin Keer turned off the computer, walked out, and saw Qin Shaofeng still lying quietly on the sofa.
Seeing such silent Qin Shaofeng, Lin Ke'er felt helpless. She had been passively getting along with Qin Shaofeng and didn't know how to change the situation in front of her. She didn't know what Qin Shaofeng was thinking or why he suddenly became like this.
Look!
After a while, she turned around and went into the house, took a bathrobe and took a shower.
After taking a shower, Qin Shaofeng was still lying on the sofa without moving.
Lin Ke'er entered the bedroom, was in a daze for a while, and then lay down. She didn't turn off the light or close the door. It had been like this for the past few days.
After a while, she heard Qin Shaofeng come in, took out his bathrobe from the closet and went to take a shower. Her heart was full of hope again. He didn't take a shower in the past two days, but suddenly went to take a shower today. After taking a shower,
He will come in!
Lin Keer really longs for his caress!
After a while, she heard Qin Shaofeng come out of the bathroom and walk into the living room, but he did not come in. He seemed to be lying on the sofa and sleeping again.
Lin Keer's heart sank little by little!
She was thinking about Qin Shaofeng's abnormal behavior in the past two days. She didn't know why this person who always liked to order her suddenly became so silent!
After thinking about it, she remembered that ever since her godmother said that she gave birth to a son after being raped by a stranger, Qin Shaofeng had ignored her when he came back!
She still clearly remembered that after her godmother told her about her rape, Qin Shaofeng became so absent-minded that he didn't even hear his father talking to him!
Lin Ke'er was very sad. She had long thought that such a day would come, so she kept silent. Now it was finally confirmed. He really couldn't accept the fact that she had been raped at such a young age. He really didn't like it.
I hate her! I hate her!
He no longer wants to be close to her, hug her, see her, or even talk to her!
He doesn't love her anymore!
Lin Keer's heart ached, and tears came to her eyes without warning!
As soon as she started crying, her tears were like a flood that had released its gates, pouring up incessantly. Lin Keer tried her best not to cry, but the more she endured, the more her heart ached, and the more painful her heart became, the more turbulent the tears came!
She reached out to turn off the light, secretly weeping in the darkness, biting her index finger in her mouth to prevent herself from crying, but she couldn't hold back the sobs no matter how hard she tried. In the end, she simply stopped holding back and let herself cry.
Sob and cry!
The strange sounds in the bedroom reached the living room, and the increasingly tear-jerking cries tightened Qin Shaofeng's heart. He could no longer lie down indifferently!
Sitting up and listening to the plaintive cries in the bedroom, Qin Shaofeng sighed, stood up, and walked into the bedroom.
Turning on the light, he saw Lin Ke'er sleeping on the bed without a quilt, her whole body curled up in a ball, her face facing inside, her whole body twitching from crying, and she looked so petite and pitiful!
Qin Shaofeng's heart felt as if he was being grabbed by a big invisible hand. He stretched out his hand and picked up Lin Ke'er. The tears on her face made him even more heartbroken.
Qin Shaofeng took Lin Ke'er out, sat on the sofa, and held her petite body tightly in his arms. Lin Ke'er kept crying and crying. Qin Shaofeng's heart became more and more painful. He lowered his head and kissed her,
He kept kissing and drying the tears on her face to soothe her hurt heart.
Under his constant passionate kisses, Lin Keer's crying voice became quieter and she finally calmed down.
Qin Shaofeng held Lin Ke'er like this, his chin resting on her forehead, her forehead was warm and smooth, his hands wrapped around her waist, holding her whole body in his arms, quietly
After sitting on the ground for a long time, his voice sounded above Lin Ke'er's head: "Ke'er, why are you crying?"
Hearing his question, Lin Keer's tears came out again. He clearly knew why she was crying, and he knew clearly that she was crying because he didn't like her anymore, but she still came to ask him!
He lowered his head to kiss her again. Lin Keer turned her face away, not wanting him to kiss her, but he turned her face towards her and kissed her.
In his kiss, Lin Keer became quiet again.
Seeing that Lin Keer stopped crying, Qin Shaofeng said, "Is it because I haven't talked to you in the past two days that you are crying?"
Lin Ke'er closed her eyes and wanted to cry again. Not only did you not talk to me, you didn't even look at me. You didn't hug me, kiss me, or get close to me. You just hate me anyway! Of course I can't bear it.
I want to cry!
"Ke'er!" He kissed her, then raised her chin and asked her to look at him: "Tell me, is this the reason?"
"Well... yes... yes..." Lin Keer choked, raised her head, looked at him with tears in her eyes, and said with a choked cry: "Because... because... because you don't... like me
No! You don’t love me anymore! You hate me!” She shed more tears!
"Who said I don't like you? Who said I hate you?" Qin Shaofeng hugged her tightly and whispered in her ear with his magnetic voice: "Ke'er, you don't know how much I love you! You don't
You know how much I love you! As long as you can be happy, I am even willing to die!"
"Feng!" Lin Ke'er was startled and covered his mouth with her hand, looking at him with tears on her face: "What are you talking about? I won't let you say that!"
Qin Shaofeng took her hand, put it to his mouth and kissed it, then raised his head, looked at her, gently wiped away the tears on her face, and said: "Ke'er, you know? I really hope that time can turn back and I can
Let us do it all over again. If we could go back to the past and start everything over again, I would never hurt you! I will use all my efforts to make you happy! Happy!"
Lin Ke'er was extremely moved after hearing his words. She said, "Feng, as long as you don't hate me, as long as you want me and don't drive me away, I will always be happy and happy!"
Qin Shaofeng hugged her tightly again and let her head rest on his shoulder. He said: "Ke'er, I really wish I had never hurt you! But I have hurt you so much. How should I deal with those hurts?"
Make up for it? How can I redeem it from you? Ke'er, what should I do? What should I do?"
His voice was full of helplessness, and Lin Keer's heart ached. She hugged him back: "Feng! It doesn't matter, let the past go, as long as we are together now!"
After a while, Qin Shaofeng let go of Lin Ke'er and said, "Ke'er, what would you do if I wasn't the Qin Shaofeng you imagined? Can you still accept me?"
Lin Ke'er didn't understand what he meant and looked at him blankly. After a while, she said: "You are the Qin Shaofeng I imagined. The Qin Shaofeng I imagined is like you, very handsome.
Very majestic and domineering..."
Qin Shaofeng shook his head: "What I'm saying is, if I weren't like this, what would you do? Will you still love me?"
Lin Ke'er didn't know what he wanted to say, so she thought about it and answered uncertainly: "If you weren't like this, I should love you too, but if you weren't like this, what could you be like?
I can’t imagine it!”
Qin Shaofeng looked at her for a long time. Lin Keer suddenly felt as if she had said the wrong thing again, but she didn't know where the mistake was. She also looked at him stupidly.
Qin Shaofeng hugged her tightly again and said, "Let me tell you something. I have never told anyone about this matter! This is my past, and it is a past that I cannot bear to look back on!"
Lin Ke'er nestled in his arms and heard his solemn voice. She didn't know what he was going to say, and her heart skipped a beat. Was he going to tell her a secret of his own?
Qin Shaofeng began to narrate.
*When I was in high school, Tian Gui and I had a very good relationship. We were always number one or two in the class. In studies, we were competitors. In life, we cared about each other, helped each other, and often went out to play together.
After the high school entrance examination, our nervous nerves were completely relaxed. The weather was very hot at that time. I don’t know who suggested that we go swimming. As soon as the words fell, there was an immediate response. The male classmates came to the river together and tossed their clothes.
, just hearing the sound of water, we jumped into the water one after another and started swimming.
We have been busy for three years, depressed for three years, and nervous for three years. Now that the exam is finally over, we are liberated and free. We are completely relaxed from body to mind.