185 Kneeling heavily, she can't bear the superstar's knees
Qin Shaofeng couldn't say any more, and Lin Ke'er saw tears flowing slowly on his cheeks!
Lin Keer's heart tightened and she felt pain in her heart! For this proud and arrogant man who cried in front of her for the first time! His tears made her heart tighten and feel uncomfortable!
Qin Shaofeng kept looking at her, and after a while, he said with a hard voice: "I don't know... Ke'er! Are you still willing... are you still willing..." He couldn't say any more, and he didn't dare to say any more!
After a pause, he continued with difficulty: "Are you...still willing...are you willing...to continue...to be my...woman!"
After he finished speaking, he didn't dare to look at her, covered his face with his hands, lowered his head, and couldn't say another word!
Lin Keer looked at him in shock. She was heartbroken at the same time - heartbroken by the terrifying experience she had had, and heartbroken at the same time - because he had done something sorry for her under such circumstances.
My heart aches from the whiplash of my conscience!
The scene thirteen years ago clearly appeared in her mind again. At that time, she was so scared, so frightened, and in so much pain. She begged him not to touch him, but he ignored her suffering.
Begging, still cruelly possessing her!
For so many years, she has been trying to forget that nightmare experience, but late at night, she is always awakened by the same nightmare!
Do you want to forgive him? Forgive this man who has caused her so much harm?
Not to forgive him? But, what should she do if not to forgive him?
Leave him? Never see him again?
But why does her heart hurt so much when she thinks of leaving him and not seeing him again?
Qin Shaofeng's body was trembling. Looking at his trembling body, Lin Keer's heart ached even more!
She knew he was crying! He was trying to control his crying. The more he controlled it, the harder he trembled!
The tears of this man who cried because of regret softened her heart, which was not strong enough!
After a long time, Lin Keer held up his head and pulled away his hand. Tears kept flowing in Qin Shaofeng's eyes. The tears of this grown man made her heart convulse with pain!
A man won’t shed tears easily!
If it weren't for the fact that he had hurt her too much before, which made him feel extremely guilty;
If it weren't for the fact that she suffered too much in front of him, which made his heart hurt to the extreme;
If it weren't for the fact that he had done so many wrong things that made him extremely sad;
If it weren't for the fear that she would leave, which frightened him to the extreme, how could this born king shed tears?
Qin Shaofeng looked at her with tears in his eyes, choked with sobs, and kept calling her name: "Ke'er! Ke'er! Ke'er! I...I can't...can't...without you! As long as...as long as...as long as you are willing to forgive
I, I...I...I am willing...I am willing..."
Before he finished speaking, he slid down from the sofa, bent his knees, and knelt down!
This legendary superstar who has always been aloof, this entertainment king who is admired by everyone, this super idol who is worshiped and doted on by millions of fans, actually knelt down for Lin Keer, a woman who had always been petite and humble in front of him.
Got it!
Lin Ke'er was shocked and heartbroken. Qin Shaofeng's knees seemed not to fall to the ground, but to hit her heart heavily! Her little heart couldn't bear the pain of this superstar with a body of ten thousand gold.
Kneel down hard!
Qin Shaofeng knelt down not because he was afraid that Lin Keer would leave him and begged for mercy, but because of the deep regret deep in his heart!
He hurt her too much and too much. From that night when she was fourteen to now, for so many years, she has been hurt by him, has been enduring humiliation, and has been asking for perfection!
The harm he had done to her was so serious that it was irreparable. Apart from kneeling down, he didn't know any other way to express his repentance!
After a while, Lin Keer realized what she was doing. She fell down and pulled him with all her strength: "Get up! Get up! Feng! Don't do this! Don't do this! Get up! Get up!"
Qin Shaofeng choked and said: "Ke'er! I don't have the face to beg you! I am already a heinous sinner! I should go to court and accept trial! But... Ke'er! I... really can't live without you... I don't beg you.
Can you continue to love me! But I ask you, please let me continue to love you! Let me continue to love you, okay? As long as you are willing to let me continue to love me, let me love you with my life, let me use my love to
I am willing to atone for my sins no matter how long I kneel!"
Lin Keer tried her best to pull him up, but couldn't pull him up. She knelt down, hugged him and cried: "I forgive you! I forgive you! Get up! Get up! Don't be like this! You are like this, my heart is broken
It hurts so much! Ooooh!”
Qin Shaofeng hugged her: "Ke'er! Are you willing to forgive me?"
"I forgive you! I forgive you! I really forgive you! Get up quickly! Get up! I beg you! Get up quickly!" Lin Keer kept saying while crying.
Qin Shaofeng continued: "Then do you still want me to love you? Are you still willing to be my woman?"
"Yes! Yes! Yes! I want! I want! I want you to love me!" Lin Keer replied repeatedly: "I do! I want to be your woman! Even if you don't want me, I will still be you.
woman!"
As long as Qin Shaofeng can hurry up, no matter what he says, she agrees. She doesn't want this superstar to kneel down for her. Even if he is really wrong, even if he really hurts her completely, she doesn't want him to kneel down for her.
kneel!
His kneeling made her heartache. She couldn't bear the knees of a superstar like him!
Lin Ke'er stretched out her hand to gently wipe away the tears on his face. She put her lips to his and kissed him crazily!
Then, she said: "Feng! I love you! I love you so much! I really really love you! Can you get up? I beg you! Get up quickly!"
Qin Shaofeng knew that Lin Keer had really forgiven him!
Under Lin Ke'er's tugging, Qin Shaofeng stood up, sat back on the sofa, hugged Lin Ke'er tightly, with tears in his eyes, kissed her passionately, and said: "Ke'er! I swear! I will never do this again.
I'm sorry for you! I will treat you well! I will also treat Dongzi well, because he is not only your son, but also my son! I will also treat Aunt Luo well, she is not only Tian Gui's mother, but also yours
My godmother is Dongzi’s grandma! If Aunt Luo hadn’t taken care of you all these years, you and Dongzi would have suffered even more!”
Lin Keer nodded with tears in her eyes: "Yes, my godmother treats me better than my biological mother!"
The two kissed passionately for a long time before they separated.
Qin Shaofeng held Lin Ke'er in his arms, and the two cuddled quietly, not speaking for a long time. They had just experienced intense emotional turmoil, and they still needed time to settle and digest it.
After a long time, Qin Shaofeng broke the silence and asked softly: "Ke'er, why didn't you tell me about Dongzi? I asked you several times, and even got very angry because you refused to tell, and tortured you cruelly.
But no matter how I treat you, you never tell who Dongzi’s father is. Even if you don’t know who his father is, as long as you tell me about it, I will understand that it was me who did it! I won’t do that either.
to you!"
Lin Ke'er didn't speak.
Qin Shaofeng raised her chin and asked her to look into his eyes: "Ke'er, tell me, why would you rather be hurt by me than tell who that person is? Do you know? I always thought you were protecting that person.
Man! You think there is a man in your heart all the time! I’m jealous! I’m jealous like crazy!”
Lin Keer looked at him and shook her head gently: "Shao Feng! There is no one else in my heart. Ever since I blocked your ride and was bullied by you, I have only had you in my heart!"
"Then why didn't you tell me?"
"I didn't tell anyone about Dongzi first because I didn't want people to know Dongzi's true identity. So that night when you taught me how to be your woman, you saw that I had already lost my virginity and you were very angry.
, I felt sorry for you when I saw you angry, but I didn’t say it out loud. Although I love you, Dongzi is still young, so I have to protect my son first!"
"What happened next? Later you told me that Dongzi was your son. Why didn't you tell me about his father?"
"That's because... it's because..." Lin Ke'er looked at him with complicated eyes: "I can see that Dongzi looks like you and Ouyang Yuechuan!"
"You...have seen it a long time ago?"
"That's right! When I first saw you on the ride, I thought you were similar to Dongzi, but because I didn't know who you were and saw that you were a rich man, I couldn't afford to offend you.
So I didn't mention it to anyone.
"Later, I met Ouyang Yuechuan and found that he was also very similar to Dongzi.
"Later, when I saw your true face and knew that you were the man on the ride, I couldn't figure it out. I didn't know which one of you Dongzi was related to.
"I think you are a superstar, so naturally you will not be the one who raped me. That would be Ouyang Yuechuan.
"You have always been dissatisfied with Ouyang Yuechuan. I'm afraid that if you tell me, you will target him even more, because even if he did something wrong before, he has corrected it now and is doing good things everywhere. I don't want to pursue it anymore."
Qin Shaofeng looked at her: "Is he the person you have been protecting?"
Lin Keer was silent for a while and said, "But the person I have always loved is you!"
Qin Shaofeng suddenly pulled her into his arms and hugged her tightly: "Ke'er! I have made you suffer a lot!"
After a while, Ke'er said softly: "It doesn't matter, as long as I can be with you, I will be satisfied."
Qin Shaofeng was silent for a while and asked: "Ke'er, do you still hate me?"
Lin Keer shook his head.
"Actually," Qin Shaofeng said, "Even if you hate me, it's okay. After all, I've caused too much harm to you! I even hate myself!"
Lin Keer shook his head again: "No! I don't hate you, because those things have passed!"
All the knots in their hearts were opened, their hearts became closer and their love deepened. That night, they kept talking and kissing until dawn!