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Chapter 27 I hide a grain of sand in my heart

The aroma of the food gave people an extremely warm feeling. Lin Xiangwan felt that at that moment, her soul returned to its original place. She suddenly raised her head and said to Xu Yunqi, "Old Xu, what do you think of me? I think

You're fine, let's get married."

Lin Xiangwan thought very simply. Since the senior sister said that the family environment in which a child grows up would have a great impact on his future personality, and she didn't have much confidence in her own personality, why couldn't she replace Ye Nan?

How about finding someone with a relatively safer personality to grow up with him?

Xu Yunqi is a very good person, but he is not a bad person. He is responsible and can handle things. Perhaps he is different from the men Lin Xiangwan has interacted with in the past. He does not have their deep background, but he also has no ties. He can do it on his own

Be his own boss. Most importantly, he is single.

Most women still hope that they can rely on themselves. Although Lin Xiangwan felt that she could take care of Ye Nan well alone, her senior sister's words kept lingering in her mind.

She didn't dare to bet on Ye Nan's future, she couldn't afford it.

In addition, although she did not admit it, Chu Di's appearance still caused her some trouble. No matter what his purpose was, he would not let go of her. If she gets married, all this will end naturally.

Alright.

It was her fault before, she gave him the so-called opportunity, but it won't happen again in the future.

Lin Xiangwan feels that marriage is nothing more than two people living together. There are many marriages without love these days. As for life after marriage... Although she hasn't thought about it carefully yet, it can't be too bad, Lao Xu.

She doesn't look like a sexually violent person, and in the first few years with Chu Di, she has been trained out of her. Some things will pass as soon as she grits her teeth and closes her eyes.

It's just that Lin Xiangwan thought that she had thought it through very carefully, but when she asked this question, she still felt that she was being abrupt, because marriage was not a trivial matter after all. Although she had thought about it clearly, she didn't know what Xu Yunqi was thinking, and she hoped that Xu Yunqi wouldn't

It's better to think she is insane.

As expected, Xu Yunqi has seen big scenes. After hearing Lin Xiangwan's question, he was just slightly startled, and then smiled and said, "It's hard to make a decision about this kind of thing now, right? Why don't you go wash your face first?"

, after we finish breakfast, we can come down and have a detailed chat."

Although the answer was not very satisfactory, Lin Xiangwan felt satisfied that he did not run away.

Xu Yunqi ate breakfast in silence. Xu Yunqi was probably thinking about Lin Xiangwan's words, while Lin Xiangwan was focused on the case. Even if Su Cen married her, the work habits she had developed still prevented her from working.

Before the tasks at hand were finished, he put them aside. Ye Nan was the only one at the dinner table who was very happy. Because he had practiced kung fu with Xu Yunqi two years earlier, he was very familiar with Xu Yunqi and had been telling Xu Yunqi about himself.

School things.

After breakfast, Lin Xiangwan went to take a bath. Her body was cleansed and her mood seemed to become brighter. She felt more and more that she had made the right choice, and the next step was Xu Yunqi's decision.

Xu Yunqi was sitting in the living room. When he saw Lin Xiangwan coming out, he patted the sofa and said, "Sit down, Ye Nan is going to do her summer homework. I think we can have about two hours to have a good chat."

Lin Xiangwan sat next to him as instructed. Strangely enough, she usually hated being too close to strangers and always felt like she was being violated, but Xu Yunqi was different. He gave her a sense of completeness.

If they are together, they may not fall in love in this life, but they will become relatives.

"Why do you want to get married? I thought you didn't care about this? What problems have you encountered?" Xu Yunqi is also a very rational person. Of course, he would not think that Lin Xiangwan mentioned this matter to him because she loved him so much.

She's crazy, so she won't marry him unless she is.

Lin Xiangwan smiled and said, "Why don't I care about this? I'm young, why can't I pursue happiness? Lao Xu, you have too little confidence in yourself. Do I only think of you when I encounter difficulties? I just

Can’t I have a soft spot for you, have I loved you for many years?”

Xu Yunqi burst out laughing when he heard this, "What do you like about me? You're not a boxing ring owner. Well, even if what you said is true, why did you bring it up now? You like one person, but for another

I really can’t understand the feeling of dying alone. Besides, there are so many outstanding people around you, how could you have such bad taste and only fall in love with me?"

How could Lin Xiangwan not understand Xu Yunqi's teasing? Her smile dimmed slightly, and then continued, "Excellent people may not be suitable for me... Besides, you are also very good." Xu Yunqi shook his head as he listened, but Lin Xiangwan didn't.

Regardless, he continued, "The past has passed. Don't look at me with the same old eyes. I am brand new now, new from the inside out! The past has no influence on me at all.

I don’t want to continue to be entangled with those crappy things, so let’s put it this way, can you give me a happy word, will it work or not? If you agree, we will try our best to look at everything, and if it doesn’t work, we will break up. If you don’t agree..." Lin Xiang

Wan bit his lip, "Just think of me as being amorous. Just treat this as a joke. Don't come to me if you have anything to do in the future. Ye Nan and I have no shortage of people to take care of us. To put it bluntly, we and you also

Not familiar."

She was somewhat heartless when she said this. If it weren't for Xu Yunqi, she might still be living under someone else's roof in the teahouse. But Lin Xiangwan knew that with Xu Yunqi's character, if he didn't force him, he might not make a decision so quickly.

She is impatient, and once she is determined to do something, she will not procrastinate. If Xu Yunqi said that he could not make a decision now, and if he planned to think about it for four or five months, Lin Xiangwan felt that he would collapse as soon as possible.

Xu Yunqi never thought that he would consider marriage again, because when Landuo died, he told himself not to have anything to do with anyone in this life.

People like them, who kill and torture too much, should end up alone all their lives.

But now Lin Xiangwan posed a problem for him. The woman sitting opposite him had long hair reaching her shoulders and was a little thin, but she did not look weak. People who didn't know her would be surprised if they spent some time with her.

How could such a stubborn soul be hidden in such a small body?

And those who know her well...

She must have very few friends, because only a very patient person can tolerate her bad temper, and after getting along with her for a long time, she will find out how much of a lovely woman she is.

If he refuses, she will definitely keep her word. She will push him far away so that he can no longer enter her life, just like what she did to another person, and get what she wants.

, rarely miss a beat.

Xu Yunqi knew that Lin Xiangwan would not give up until he got his answer today, so he thought for a moment and gave his own answer.

*Chu Di waited for several days in the convenience store, but did not wait for Lin Xiangwan. Lin Xiangwan disappeared from the community as if he had evaporated.

In fact, Chu Di was not very sure about what to say or explain when he saw Lin Xiangwan, but he was always in a panic, feeling like he had missed something, just like before Lin Xiangwan's accident, he

In fact, she already felt something was wrong. She was such a tough person, but she was willing to live with him, and she was willing to restrain all her temper. She was like a cat, hiding its sharp claws and staying with him just to please its owner.

, this in itself is abnormal, but he closed his eyes because he didn't want to believe it, thinking that everything was fine. In the end, things got out of hand.

Now he knows he was wrong and wants to make things right, but he doesn't know if it's too late.

It was already a week later when she saw Lin Xiangwan again. She pulled Ye Nan along, and the two of them passed by the convenience store as if nothing was wrong.

When Chu Di caught up with him, she was not too surprised. She just asked Ye Nan to go aside to play first, and then walked with him to a relatively secluded part of the park in the shade.

She wore a lake green dress, her hair was tied up high and tied behind her head, revealing her smooth forehead, and her face looked very healthy. She was sitting on a swing made of tires, letting the swing sway randomly.

Like a naughty little girl, Chu Di did not speak, and she was not in a hurry to speak. Her two slender legs were crossed together, and as the swing swayed, the toes of her shoes drew strange patterns on the ground.

Chu Di stood next to her for a long time, and finally said, "You haven't been home these days? I've been waiting for a long time."

"Oh? What do you want from me? I took Ye Nan on a short trip." Lin Xiangwan answered casually, as if Chu Di was an old friend she had known for a long time.

"Where are you going?" Seeing that she was in a good mood, Chu Di felt a little calmer and spoke in a more casual tone. "Ye Nan looks very happy."

For the first time, when the child saw him, he didn't glare at him, nor did he pull Lin Xiangwan away from him as if he was fleeing, which made him a little happy.

Lin Xiangwan raised her eyelids and glanced at him gently, "Does this have anything to do with you?"

Just one word extinguished all the little flames of hope in Chu Di's heart. He rubbed his palms with a wry smile, and his palms rustled. He hadn't done any heavy physical labor in many years, and now he had to carry dozens of barrels of water up and down the stairs a day.

, many calluses were quickly worn out on the palms. The hands hurt, but they did not feel painful. He slept well every day, because he did not have to worry about something bad happening when he got up the next day. He relied on himself

Use your strength to eat, don't steal or rob, don't do anything harmful to nature, and you won't be ashamed of anyone.

And he would meet her occasionally. Every day when he passed the floor where she lived carrying a bucket, he had the feeling that the distance between her and me was actually not that far away. As long as she opened the door, she could see me...

Such a feeling cannot be expressed to anyone. He hides it in his heart, like a clam burying a grain of sand in his own flesh and blood. After enduring the long pain, he will eventually turn into the most brilliant pearl.

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