Xiaozhen has never seen Lin Xiangwan and Ye Nan lose their temper. In her little mind, Lin Xiangwan has always been a very capable but good-tempered mother. Compared with her careless crying voice, Lin Xiangwan
I don’t know how much gentler Wan needs to be. If her cooking skills were better, Jian Zhen would be a perfect mother.
So seeing Lin Xiangwan getting angry, Xiaozhen was so frightened that she trembled even more than Ye Nan, and even forgot to cry.
Seeing Ye Nan take out the pile of things from her pocket, she leaned her head over, "Huh? What is this? Grass? I think I saw it on the railing just now. Ye Nan, what are you doing with this?"
Ye Nan ignored Xiaozhen and just held the ball of grass that had been kneaded to pieces in front of Lin Xiangwan.
Lin Xiangwanhan asked him with a face on his face, "You have grown up and know how to use something like this to scare people? Do you know how dangerous what you just did is? You are lucky that you were not seriously injured! What if you fall and get injured?!
"
Golden alfalfa is a kind of herbaceous plant that is not very common in the wild. However, this kind of grass is often planted around horse farms, especially beside the railings where horses are circled, because for horses, it is like garlic.
For vampires, it is a plant that is extremely unpopular with horses. Horses often run away when they smell the smell of golden alfalfa. Planting it next to the fence also has the function of preventing the horses from escaping.
There was an introduction to this kind of fodder on the wall of the locker room just now. When Lin Xiangwan was treating Ye Nan's bruise on his leg, he saw that his fingers were covered with yellow-green juice, and he suddenly thought of this.
a little.
Ye Nan didn't speak and resisted with silence. Lin Xiangwan felt even more angry. She pulled him over and slapped the child's butt mercilessly, "You are so angry now! You can't even talk to him.
Did I say it?! Are you going to remain silent to the end? Have you ever thought about the consequences of holding something like this? What if Xiaozhen’s horse is also frightened? What should she do? Ye Nan, apologize
!”
Lin Xiangwan's hand was very heavy. Xia Tian's clothes were extremely thin. The slap made a loud sound. Her palms and the top of her heart were twitching. Xu Yunqi told her that when Ye Nan fell and was injured, her heart almost stopped beating.
, but it turned out that this kid was deliberately playing a prank.
What bad thing did she do? God punished her to spend her whole life repaying the debts of these two men? The big one gave her a splitting headache, and the little one kept giving her problems!
Xu Yunqi's eyes turned red when he saw Lin Xiangwan, and he was obviously distressed. However, mother and son were stubborn together, and neither one would give the other a step down. He stepped forward, grabbed Lin Xiangwan's hand, and said softly, "
Stop hitting him. The child is so young. If you hit him again, I know you are angry with him, but you also have to give him a chance to explain. Ye Nan is not a kid who just makes fun of things like this. What if he does something?
Difficulties..."
"What difficulties could he have?!" Lin Xiangwan stopped and panted, not knowing whether it was because he was angry or tired, "Okay, I'll let him talk and see what he can say!"
Xu Yunqi hugged Ye Nan over. The child's back was covered with sweat and his clothes were soaked. He bit his lips tightly, and his lips began to turn white. Xu Yunqi knelt down and looked at Ye Nan levelly, "What do you want to say?
Just tell your mother, don't be angry with her. She is really anxious. You don't know. When she heard that you fell off the horse, her face turned pale with fright. She beat you because she was afraid that something would happen to you. I know.
You are not that kind of naughty child, tell Uncle Xu why you did this."
Ye Nan didn't answer. He turned his face to the side and looked at the pasture in the distance without saying a word. Only the chest that kept rising and falling violently reflected the turmoil in his heart at this time.
Seeing that he was still so stubborn, Lin Xiangwan became even more angry. He stood up from the chair and took Xiaozhen's hand, "Forget it if you don't say it. If you don't say it today, you will never say it in the future. It's not that you don't want to talk to me."
Well? Then let’s just ignore each other from now on. If you don’t like me, I’ll leave now. You can go wherever you like!”
This is probably the most common tactic used by adults to scare children. If you don't obey, your mother won't want you anymore. If you continue to act up, your mother will leave.
Ordinary children are familiar with this trick and know that their biological parents will never leave them alone, so they won't care. But when Ye Nan heard what Lin Xiangwan said, she was shocked.
His eyes were wide open, and when he saw Lin Xiangwan pulling Xiaozhen away from the racecourse, he immediately rushed over and hugged Lin Xiangwan's legs, "Mom, don't let me go!! I know I was wrong!! I shouldn't
I did this! I didn’t want to scare you, nor did I want to hurt anyone!! I just didn’t want you to be with him! If I get hurt, you will come back and you will ignore him! Mom, I
Wrong, I was wrong. I don’t dare to do it anymore!! Don’t leave, don’t leave me!! Please, don’t leave me anymore!!”
The child's childish cry suddenly tore Lin Xiangwan's heart apart. Ye Nan's hot tears soaked her pants, as if her skin was being burned. Lin Xiangwan turned around and hugged him.
In her arms, she said in a trembling voice, "I'm sorry...Xiao Nan...it's my fault. Mom won't want you. Mom just said it to scare people. How could mom not want you...I'm sorry...it was mom's fault..."
It was obviously her who had ruthlessly pushed the child away, using life and death as a ravine to block him in a place she thought was safe, but she had forgotten that for a child, the mother is the most important. If she loses
Without the protection of their mother, no matter how safe the place is, it is full of dangers for them.
Only mother's embrace is the harbor where their little ship can dock.
If she wasn't so cruel, how could Ye Nan be so frightened by such an ordinary sentence? She was not a competent mother. She applied the anger she accumulated from Chu Di to her child. She was not even as good as Xu Yunqi. She
Without even giving him a chance to defend himself, he was convicted based on intuition.
Ye Nan's temperament is similar to Lin Xiangwan's, neither of them is a crybaby, but at this moment, one big boy and one small boy were hugging each other and crying together, which was particularly heart-wrenching to watch.
"Xiao Nan, does it hurt? Do you want to hit mom a few times? Mom will never hit you again, and I won't see that person again. Let's move tomorrow, okay?" She knew that Ye Nan didn't like Chu Di,
But she never thought that the child's dislike for Chu Di had reached this level. She wanted to stay in the first place for Ye Nan's good, but when it came to learning chess, not every master had to have a good teacher.
Success, Ye Nan really likes Go, Lin Xiangwan believes that even if there is no special teacher, he will continue on this road tenaciously.
Ye Nan choked with tears and her little face turned red from suppressing it. He was really afraid that Lin Xiangwan would just leave and never find her again. Hearing Lin Xiangwan's words, he nodded hastily and held his little hands tightly.
Holding Lin Xiangwan in his arms, sweat and tears mixed together, leaving a large wet stain on his trousers.
An originally wonderful trip ended in such a mess. On the way back, Ye Nan and Xiaozhen were tired from crying and fell asleep in the back seat. Because the car's cooling was not good, Xu Yunqi was afraid that they would be injured if they kept driving.
The child was so hot that he found a rest stop and waited for the sun to set before heading into the city.
"I am such a failed mother. I have made my life a mess, and even my children have to suffer too." Lin Xiangwan sat down against a wall in the shade, with decadence written all over her face. Ye Nan and Xiaozhen slept on the
On a bench under the shade of a tree not far from her, the breeze blew by. The two children's soft hair danced with the wind, and their faces were filled with smiles that only appeared when they had sweet dreams.
Xu Yunqi sat down next to her and patted her shoulder as if caring for a brother, "Don't say that, you can't help it. If you put others into your life, they will definitely not be able to handle it as well as you."
There is one person in this world. If they were to live in her life, very few of them would be able to survive. Maybe they would just go with the flow three years before meeting Chu Di...
"I don't know what I am insisting on. At the beginning, it was for my family. Later, after my father died, I was completely stupid. There was nothing but hatred in my heart. Maybe it was hatred that supported me the most difficult time.
In the past few years, after I had Ye Nan, my life became more prosperous and I knew what I wanted..."
Those days were like a thick mass of ink, with deep and shallow blacks and the gray of despair. Ye Nan's arrival was like a ray of sunshine shining into the deep sea, giving her the persistence and hope to live again. If that's the case
Over the years, if there was anything Lin Xiangwan had done that he would never regret, it would be to keep Ye Nan and give birth to her.
"You can't imagine how difficult it is for a person to raise a child living abroad. For a long time, two or two and a half years, I slept no more than five hours a day. Ye Nan is different from other children.
He doesn't cry, so you don't know when he is sick, when he spits up milk, or when he wets his diaper. You can only make him healthy by spending nearly twice as much time taking care of him as an ordinary child.
Growing up. But how could I have time? I was busy studying for a degree, busy doing internships, and working part-time to earn money to buy milk powder. I was so busy that I didn’t even have time to breathe." Lin Xiangwan supported his head with his hands, and his palms were still feeling hot.
Feeling the pain, she put it against the wall. The wall was covered with green creepers, and the thin leaves were covered with a layer of fine hairs.
"Why don't you find someone to help you? That Mr. Shen seems to be a good candidate to be your husband." Xu Yunqi asked.
Lin Xiangwan smiled and shook his head, "How many men are willing to be the father of other people's children? Godfather is one thing, stepfather is another. Marrying him is good, but if he wants to be himself in the future
Where is the child? Except for Ye Nan, I don’t want to have another baby. It’s too painful. I lay alone on the delivery bed for several hours, screaming that the sky is not responding to the sky and the earth and the earth are not working. I don’t want to repeat the experience again.
"
All mothers are accompanied by their relatives. They surround the delivery bed and wait excitedly. In the first second of the birth of a new life, they can feel the love and care of their relatives. And her youngest son
, from the moment he was born, she was the only one who stayed with him, and maybe she was the only one, looking forward to his landing and overjoyed because of his first cry.