"If you don't want her to faint again, don't tell her I've been here when she wakes up. She won't want to see me."
Although she was very reluctant to let go, the moment she saw Ye Zhong's photo, Chu Di understood that if Ye Xiangwan had to choose whether to be saved by him or die, she would choose to die without hesitation.
It would be best if he died with her.
Although she didn't say much about what happened four years ago, he knew that this matter would always be a cancer-like existence in her heart. Although she didn't seem to care much about anything, in fact,
She is a very stingy person.
Especially to him.
*When Lin Xiangwan woke up, only Xu Yunqi was by her side. She was covered with Xu Yunqi's coat, and Xu Yunqi held her in his arms like a statue.
The faint body odor of men remained on the clothes, as well as the warm smell of tobacco and soap. Lin Xiangwan knew that she had just fallen ill again. One winter, her heart seemed to be overwhelmed, and she would get into trouble at every turn.
However, the few times I have made this mistake in the past, it was never as serious as this time.
Her body temperature was very low because her heart was too fragile, resulting in insufficient blood supply, and even her hands and feet were cold.
At this moment, her ice sculpture-like claws were being carefully tucked into her chest to keep warm.
It's been a long, long time since I've been so close to someone's chest. It's also been a long, long time since I've been so warm by someone.
Lin Xiangwan squirmed a few times in Xu Yunqi's arms very comfortably. Xu Yunqi felt it and lowered his head to glance at her. Seeing that Lin Xiangwan's face had returned to rosy, he said slowly, "Is everything okay?"
"Well, it's okay. I didn't scare you."
"to be honest?"
"Well, to be honest."
"It's not that it scared me, it almost scared me to death." If Chu Di hadn't found the life-saving medicine just now, I'm afraid Lin Xiangwan would have been a corpse by now. Although he had ended the lives of countless people with his own hands,
It was stained with blood and could no longer be washed away, but when Lin Xiangwan fell into his arms, he still felt extremely frightened.
How can such a vivid person be said to be gone without him?
Seeing that he was really nervous, and thinking about how flustered he was just now, Lin Xiangwan smiled heartlessly, "You deserve to be scared to death, who told you to talk nonsense."
Xu Yunqi was silent. In the whole boxing ring, except for him, there was no one who was not holding a gun or a stick when talking to her, or was taking advantage of her for no reason, but he never saw her actually moving with anyone.
Angry, why did she become so angry after just saying those two words?
Almost mad to death...
Xu Yunqi remembered that when he was in the mercenary army, he once had a friend whose hometown was in the Northeast. He told himself that there was a wild bird in their home that looked very inconspicuous, but had a very fierce temper.
If someone catches it, it will fly around in the cage until it tortures itself to death, and it will not even take a bite of the food given by the person.
What's that bird's name... Hometown thief?
Wasn't she the child of a thief in her hometown in her previous life?
Xu Yunqi thought about it for a moment. He felt that if Lin Xiangwan heard these words in his head, Lin Xiangwan would probably be angry to death again, so he very rationally chose to remain silent.
Seeing that Xu Yunqi didn't answer, Lin Xiangwan thought that he knew he was wrong, so he excused himself, so he continued proudly, "How about my flying kick? It's very neat, right?"
She didn't say that it was okay, but Xu Yunqi felt even more dizzy when she mentioned it, "That kick was really good, but you have obviously taken the lead, why don't you continue? Did you just go up to kick him?"
"
Anyone who has been in the boxing ring knows that when the opponent is countless times stronger than you, the best way to defend is to kill the opponent until there is no way to retreat. Only in this way can you fight for a way out.
But she clearly had the upper hand, so why did she stop suddenly? Did she really think that the Germans would be merciful and let them live?
"Because the teacher in the self-defense class only taught this move, do you think I didn't want to kick him a few more times? Humph, if it hadn't happened so suddenly, I didn't even have the scalpel or silver needle by my side.
I must have beaten that kid!" Lin Xiangwan said with gestures in her hands without giving up.
Holding her hand that had just been warmed, Xu Yunqi had mixed feelings in his heart. He spent much longer in the jungle than in the city. The mercenary business earned him blood money, and every time he arrived,
After finishing a job, his companions would take the tickets earned with their lives and go to the nearby villages to find women.
He rarely went with them.
He didn't know what was worth remembering about those noisy creatures that were always crying. Even if they had physical desires to satisfy, they could choose other ways. He didn't like women, and of course he didn't like men either.
For him, human life is too fragile, and he doesn't like fragile things that are difficult to preserve.
But she was different from any other woman he had ever seen. She was the most unique sight in the world.
When she is strong, it seems that even the most vicious men will not be taken seriously by her, but when she is weak, she can arouse the deepest protective desire in his heart.
What a strange woman.
"Why do you think I brought Ye Nan to a place like this? Don't I know how bad this place is? But I have no choice. If I don't take him with me, I won't feel at ease." Xu Yunqi
There were few words to say, so Lin Xiangwan began to speak slowly, filling in the gaps in time.
"You can find a nanny."
"You're talking lightly. Do you know how difficult it is to find a suitable nanny in Chicago? I have to work at night, so to hire a nanny for Ye Nan, I have to hire someone who works the night shift. But there are no professional nannies willing to stay up all night.
Even if you pay a high price, you may not be able to hire the right person. Besides, Ye Nan... is different from other children... It's not that I haven't tried it. I've tried posting ads and looking for four or five people.
A nanny... But do you know what happened? One weekend, there was a problem with the circuit system of the boxing ring and the game was stopped, so I went home early. But as soon as I walked in, I found that my nanny and
Her boyfriend and several other scumbags are fooling around in my house, smoking marijuana, drinking wine, and turning up the speakers as loud as possible. They thought Ye Nan was in the way, so they locked him in the closet!"
"You know he was not even three years old at that time. He couldn't speak or cry. He was hiding in the corner of the closet. Until I opened the door, he was too scared to come out. It was so cold.
In the winter, he wet his pants and his legs were red from the cold... Then I stopped looking for a nanny. I would rather take him with me. At least where I can see him, he will not be wronged.
"
As Lin Xiangwan spoke, she covered her eyes with her hands. Xu Yunqi thought she was crying, but when she put her hands down, he found that her eyes were dry and there was not even a drop of tears.
"I admit that I love money, but who doesn't love money? I didn't steal or rob. The first penny I earned was the result of my labor. It's clean. I don't want to be like everyone.
I'm called a miser, but I have to do this for Ye Nan's future. I don't want him to be unable to even have a mouthful of hot rice after I die."
She feels that she owes Ye Nan too much. She has not been able to give him a complete family and a healthy body. This is her lifelong guilt. She has no ability to change the mistakes that have happened. Her only
All we can do is try our best so that Ye Nan's future won't be too hard.
She had nothing but money and all her love.
"Your illness..." Perhaps hearing the despair in Lin Xiangwan's words, Xu Yunqi's heart tightened again. Suddenly thinking of her appearance just now, an extremely ominous premonition flashed in his mind.
"Yes, I am seriously ill, very seriously ill, and... there is no way to cure it..."
"Impossible, why are there diseases that cannot be cured? Even cancer can be treated with cocktail therapy..."
Seeing that he was really anxious, Lin Xiangwan couldn't help but laugh. What a good person. Although he talks less and is a bit bitch, it is possible to meet people like him and Eric in the boxing ring.
It's not to take advantage of her, but to come from the heart and really care about her. She thinks it's so rare.
"Do you know about cocktail therapy? That's great, but you remembered wrongly. Cocktail therapy is used to treat AIDS." Lin Xiangwan moved her body to find a more comfortable angle in Xu Yunqi's arms. Lin Xiangwan continued, "
My heart is broken. It was actually broken when I was in my mother's womb. Later, as I grew older, it could no longer bear the load on my body. There was an opportunity for surgery four years ago. At that time, my heart was broken.
The condition is not that bad. If I have surgery, there is a high possibility that it can be cured. Even if it cannot be cured, it can also extend my life, but I did not do it..."
"Why don't you do it? Aren't you afraid of death?" The more she told, the more uncomfortable Xu Yunqi felt, his brows furrowed into a Sichuan shape, and his heart felt like it was being rubbed hard.
But Lin Xiangwan looked calm and composed, as if he was telling someone else's story. "Afraid... Of course I am afraid, people will be afraid of death... But at that time... I was pregnant... I had grown up
When I was older, my life was not particularly good. My closest relatives were all gone. I selfishly thought that maybe it was because I had no relatives that I was living such a bad life. If I could create a family for myself,
Maybe my life will turn around. But I didn't expect...God doesn't like me so much...I've caused Ye Nan trouble. If he hadn't been reincarnated as my son...he might have met a better family..."
"How serious is your illness?" The more he listened to her words, the more he felt something was wrong. Xu Yunqi couldn't help but ask.
Lin Xiangwan tilted his head and smiled, "Let's put it this way...even if a miracle happens, I can't see Ye Nan going to elementary school."