The days passed day by day with deep affection. As the relationship between the two grew stronger, the wedding day gradually approached.
Since the last wedding was not successful, we had to hold it again, so we chose the auspicious day of Huang Chen on the 5th of next month to get married.
When she called Xiaolu, Xiaolu's painful roar came from the other end of the phone: "Qin Yunwei, you idiot, you ran away from your sister's marriage last time. My belly is bigger than two basketballs.
He was extremely gracious to allow me to attend your wedding last time. This time, even if I please him with my big belly, he will never let me come all the way to your wedding again.
, Woohoo, but I really want to go, your man is so handsome, I really want to see him again!"
"Li Xiaolu, you are the one who looks like a loser, right? Are you lamenting that you can't come to my wedding just because you can't see my man?"
"Hehe, this is just one of the reasons. The more important reason is that I am about to give birth and cannot witness your happiness."
"Xiaolu, I called you to inform you of my wedding date. What I want is your blessing. Xiaolu, I don't know what's going on. The closer the wedding date gets, the more uneasy I feel."
"Maybe because the last wedding was not successful, it left a psychological shadow on you. Don't think too much about it and just be the bride with peace of mind. This time, you will definitely tie the knot with him and fall in love forever."
When she hung up the phone, Yunwei's uneasy heart relaxed a little under Xiaolu's comfort. She shook her head and told herself not to think too much. No matter what happened, she would unswervingly stay with Shaoxuan.
Together.
After work, I walked out of the hotel lobby and saw a very familiar figure standing under the plane tree.
As soon as the man saw Yunwei coming out, he quickly ran up.
"Yunwei, you finally came out. I've been waiting for you for almost two hours." He said anxiously.
"Jinse, why don't you go in when you're here? Just call me and I'll come out soon."
"I have something very important to tell you. If you go in, it won't be good for your colleagues to see you coming out with me."
"What's important?" Yun Wei asked doubtfully.
"Come with me to see Jing Chen. He has no thoughts about life now and has stopped taking medicine. I'm worried that if he continues like this, he may not even have half a year left." Yun Jinse
said eagerly.
"What are you talking about? What's wrong with Jing Chen? Why can't I understand him well?"
Jinse quickly told Yunwei everything about Jingchen's illness.
"Jing Chen has a malignant brain tumor, and it's still in the late stage?"
Jinse nodded repeatedly: "Yes, Jingchen's situation is very urgent now. There is at least a 20% chance of surgery. If he doesn't have surgery, I'm afraid he won't even have half a year. He is so depressed now.
, there is no thought of having a baby at all, I can’t persuade him anymore, you can go and persuade him to have an operation.”
Yunwei thought of Jing Chen's thin and pale appearance, and thought of his words that she wanted to stay with him for two years, and she couldn't help but feel an indescribable sourness in her heart.
He used to be so high-spirited, and the scene when I saw him for the first time appeared in front of my eyes. He was facing the sun, and he was as handsome as a boy from a comic book.
But now the illness has tormented him into a human form that has become thinner, and his former splendor no longer exists.
It is undeniable that even though he is in such a depressed state, when he hears about him, his mood is still uncontrollably touched and aches.
He was her first man, and her feelings were so deep. It was because she had gone through so much pain and hurt that she always wanted to forget him completely, but she could not forget him in the end.
Her feelings for him have dimmed a lot because of Shaoxuan's appearance, but they still remain in her heart. She can't get rid of them or fade them away. It's just that she has been unwilling to admit them and face the few remaining old feelings.
.
The more she still has feelings for him, the less she can see him. She is afraid that her heart will soften when she sees his sick and pale appearance. Moreover, her marriage to Shaoxuan is imminent. She doesn't want to affect her relationship with Shaoxuan because of anyone or anything.
The marriage once again failed Shaoxuan.
"Jinse, I can't accompany you to see him. He and I are divorced and we are in two different worlds. Whether he lives or dies has nothing to do with me." Yun Wei said coldly.
"Yunwei, you are the only one who can save Jingchen now. Please come with me to see him. No matter how he has hurt you, but now Jingchen is in a life-or-death situation, you only care about the fate of your husband and wife.
For my sake, please save him." Yun Jinse said, refusing to give up.
Yun Wei looked at him firmly and resolutely: "I have made up my mind and will never see him. Jinse, if you have nothing else to do, I will leave first."
"Shaoxuan? Mu Shaoxuan? Ha, no wonder you are so heartless towards Jing Chen. It turns out you have found a bigger sponsor." Jin Se said sarcastically.
"I'm heartless? Comparing my feelings, Jinse, you are his good friend, so you naturally think about him, but have you ever thought about how he treated me before? How much hurt he did to me? Have you ever thought about the hurt I suffered from him before?
How big is that? If you haven’t experienced the feeling of not being able to live or dying, then don’t blame me for being ruthless. My ruthlessness was all caused by him." Yun Wei said emotionally.
Jinse was stunned by Yunwei's fierce words, and then he said in a gentle tone: "Yunwei, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to blame and ridicule you. Jingchen's life and death are at stake, and I was too anxious to say anything."
He sighed and continued: "Yunwei, I know that the hurt you suffered before was too deep and it is difficult to forgive Jing Chen, but do you know? Caught between you and Han Yun, the pain he endured is by no means less than you, Han.
Yun has no father or mother, and has a rough fate. He regards Jingchen as the only important person. His responsibility to Hanyun is like a shackle, binding him tightly and making him unable to break free. In fact, every time he tells me about his
When I was in the painful entanglement, I understood that what he really loved was you, and all he had for Han Yun was an inescapable responsibility."
"After you left him, I looked at him without any sparkle in his eyes. He was like a puppet without his soul. Although he was with Hanyun because of responsibility and morality, he was not in his heart..."
Not wanting to be affected by those words anymore, she interrupted: "What's the point of telling me this now? Regardless of whether he has difficulties or not, that's all in the past. I won't go there just because he has difficulties."
When I see him, I just want to live my own life peacefully and don’t want to have anything to do with him anymore.”
Looking at him firmly: "Jinse, please stop trying to persuade me. No matter what you say, I will never waver in my original intention. He has to decide whether he lives or dies. I can't help him. I'm sorry.
, it’s getting late, I have to go.”
Seeing Yun Wei hurriedly leaving after saying this, Jin Se shouted anxiously at her back: "Yun Wei, do you know that Jing Chen understands how desperate he is after losing you completely?"
, being so desperate that even one second of living is painful torture for him. The pain of losing a loved one is a hundred times stronger than the physical pain. He has asked me for euthanasia medicine more than once!"
Yunwei covered her ears and continued walking forward.
Jinse shouted with a troubled expression: "Yunwei, Jingchen is dead, can you really live a peaceful life? Do you really not feel sad for him at all?"
Tears kept falling down his cheeks, and the image of him lying in the coffin after his death, stiff and bloodless, appeared in his mind, and his heart ached.
Is she sad? Yes, if he died, she would be very sad, very sad.
When he was alive, he would not leave many traces in her heart, but when he died, he would leave a deep and long scar that will always be with him. Every time he thinks about it, it will hurt and it will be a kind of torture.
Whether she is cowardly or timid, although she cares about his death, she does not dare to see him because she is afraid that once she goes to see him, something will change.
Shaoxuan loves her with all his heart and treats her like a treasure, and the wedding is coming soon. She must not be affected by anyone or anything anymore. She cannot let Shaoxuan lose face in front of everyone again, let alone let him down.
Since you are not sure of controlling the situation, avoid facing him.
Biting her lips tightly, she burst into tears but continued to move forward resolutely.
"Yunwei, I'm kneeling down for you. Just think of it for my sake and go see Jing Chen and persuade him to have surgery. I beg you." The pleading words resounded through the sky, followed by Yun Jinse's bang.
The sound of kneeling down.
Yun Wei's heart trembled violently, and her already tense heartstrings were completely broken when he knelt down.
She turned back, her vision blurred by tears, and her voice trembled uncontrollably: "Okay, I'll go see him!"
She called Shaoxuan in advance. In order to prevent Shaoxuan from thinking too much, Yunwei said there was something going on at home and her parents wanted her to go home.
Sitting in the car, the night outside the window was beautiful, but she felt heavy-hearted and did not appreciate it at all.
The car got on the highway to Yiyuan and drove quickly into the night.
After arriving at the destination, she jumped out of the car and looked at the villa standing quietly in the moonlight. Yunwei's eyes were sore and uncomfortable, and she stood at the door, hesitating in a daze.
Jinse saw Yunwei standing at the door and refusing to go in, so he stepped forward and opened the door.
The room was pitch dark, and I thought Jing Chen was already asleep at this time. As soon as the light was turned on, he saw a person lying next to the table: "Jing Chen!" Yun Jinse screamed and ran over quickly.
Hearing Yun Jinse's scream, Yun Wei followed her in and saw Jing Chen, who was pale and skinny and could clearly see the skin and bones lying in Yun Jinse's arms.
Seeing him dying and unconscious, Yun Wei felt that her throat was dry and tight, and her body was so stiff that she couldn't move.
We haven't seen him for just a few days, why is he so haggard and inhuman? Is he really dying?
"Yunwei, come here and help me move Jingchen to the sofa. I'll go get the medicine from the car."
Yun Jinse's cry brought Yun Wei back to her senses, and she quickly ran over to help Jinse move Shaoxuan to the sofa.
Seeing that his face was covered with sweat, she ran to the toilet and mixed up a wet towel to wipe him.
He seemed to be in pain, his brows were furrowed tightly, and his thin chain bones were clearly visible. Yunwei's heart clenched bitterly when she saw it, tears could not help but overflow her eyes, and she gently wiped his cold sweat.