Ning Jing had never felt that she could be so weak. If she hadn't been leaning against the wall, she was afraid that she would lie on the ground and never be able to get up.
She has been pretending for too long. In fact, she has wanted to escape since she entered this door, but because Tang Yunming was here, she could not face her cowardice calmly, but now it is different, she
Finally I can relax and vent.
Here, all Tang Siqi's past was recorded. Ning Jing wished she had never seen these things, so that she could deceive herself and say: In fact, Tang Siqi was originally an indifferent person, and he had never liked her in his life.
Fuck anyone! But despite this, I still have a child with him. Based on this, none of you can defeat my status in his heart! She could have laughed and danced while talking, making everyone believe this.
The truth of her words, but now, she can't even deceive herself.
Cai Yaxi, even her name is so nice. No matter from any aspect, whether it is appearance, figure, tutoring or temperament, she can't find any advantage. Just a photo can defeat Ning Jing. She knows that she will never be able to defeat her.
Compared with Cai Yaqi, let alone shaking her position in Tang Siqi's mind.
Now Ning Jing is as desperate as a patient who has been declared a death notice, as desperate as a runner who is still on the starting line while others have reached the finish line, as desperate as a person who is about to take an exam but doesn't even know how to write.
Just as desperate.
There is no chance or room for her to surpass Cai Yaxi.
Ning Jing sat blankly in the room for a long time. It was not until it was getting dark that she got up from the ground.
She felt like she was in a haunted house in an entertainment center. There were scary things everywhere. She wanted to burn everything about Cai Yaxi with a fire, but she knew that this would not change Cai Yaxi's position in Tang Siqi's heart.
Ning Jing feels that she is so ridiculous and pathetic. Now she is exactly the kind of person she hated most before, resenting others because of her own shortcomings. But she can't control it. She now hates this woman named Cai Yaxi extremely.
, although I don’t know why she disappeared from Tang Siqi’s life, but now that she is gone, why does she still dominate his heart and refuse to give Ning Jing any place?
Standing up slowly, Ning Jing felt her whole body weak. She gritted her teeth and moved out of the wooden house step by step.
The sky had completely darkened, as if there was no more light in Ning Jing's heart. Ning Jing turned on the faucet used to water the flowers in the garden and washed her face hastily.
The wedding was probably over a long time ago. She was absent again and became a professional bride who escaped from marriage. Ning Jing couldn't help but want to laugh. She didn't know what Tang Siqi was thinking now. If he knew that she came to visit him
What will it look like if the wedding is delayed due to Cai Yaxi's past?
Ning Jing tried to guess from Tang Siqi's perspective, but in fact she found that she couldn't do it, because as long as Tang Siqi's face appeared in her mind, Ning Jing would feel like someone was tearing at her heart, making her
She was in so much pain that she couldn't breathe.
Can't forget, can't let go, Ning Jing doesn't want to let go!
Yes, can she give up Tang Siqi? From today on, let him completely disappear from her life, just like the sentence "From now on Xu Lang is a passerby"? Ning Jing can't do it!
The cry from the bottom of her heart made Ning Jing wake up instantly. She stood up straight and ran to the church desperately.
The bride, who did not bring her mobile phone or wallet, was running with high heels along the road, attracting everyone's attention. However, her eyes were always so firm. Except for Tang Siqi, nothing happened now.
important.
In the church, the dim lights illuminated the lonely wedding hall. All that could be seen was a dilapidated scene. The ribbons that should have been hanging high fell to the ground, the bouquets were thrown into pieces in the corner, and the seats prepared for the guests were
The chairs fell to the ground in pieces, and the whole church seemed to have been hit by a tornado.
Ning Jing suddenly felt a lot more relaxed - just looking at this scene, Ning Jing could think of Tang Siqi hysterically breaking the ribbon, throwing it away, breaking it, and kicking the chair over.
At least, he is still angry, at least, he is still angry, at least, he still cares about his absence!
Finally able to find some evidence that he had cared about her, Ning Jing suddenly laughed like a child.
Tang Siqi's every move was like a small hand, pulling Ning Jing's heart a little closer to Tang Siqi. She pursed her lips and rushed out of the church happily. As soon as she reached the door, she was met by someone coming her way.
Tang Kai and Ning Xiaobao.
"Ning Jing!" Seeing Ning Jing from a distance, Ning Xiaobao broke away from Tang Kai's arms and jumped down. He angrily ran to Ning Jing and scolded her without any explanation, "Where did you go? You
Running away from marriage has become a habit, hasn’t it? What’s wrong with you? Haven’t you been waiting for this day for a long time? Is this your attitude and way of treating others? "
Ning Jing didn't have time to explain anything to Ning Xiaobao, so she turned around and looked at Tang Kai, "I'm sorry, today..."
Tang Kai shook his head and couldn't help but smile. For him, seeing Ning Jing appear here proved everything, "Although I don't know why you didn't show up today, I believe it doesn't mean that you want to
Give up Si Qi, right?"
A few hours ago, Ning Jing had to admit that she had begun to make such a plan, but now, Ning Jing, who had found a reason to stay here, had completely given up the idea. A passionate fighting spirit was ignited in her chest, regardless of Tang Si
What was the relationship between Siqi and Cai Yaxi like? Just like Tang Kai said, he couldn't like others because of Cai Yaxi for so many years, but now he still likes himself. One day he will completely replace Cai Yaxi in Tang Siqi's heart.
Location.
"How can I find Tang Siqi now?"
Tang Kai's tense heartbeat suddenly relaxed, "I just called him. I don't know where the child has gone, but I have searched for his friends. I believe I can always find him! He needs you very much now!"
"I know!"
Taking the mobile phone handed over by Tang Kai, Ning Jing patted Ning Xiaobao's head and said, "Don't worry, I'm going to get Daddy back for you now!"
Ning Xiaobao didn't know why he was deeply moved, or whether the previous nervousness finally subsided. He couldn't help but choked up and yelled at Ning Jing, "If you can't find her back, don't come back!"
Ning Jing had a smile on her face, gestured to them not to worry, and ran towards the city center.
As if she had inexhaustible strength, Ning Jing ran all the way to the city center and finally found the pub that Tang Siqi's friend told her about.
The lights were feasting and the neon lights were flashing, which made Ning Jing feel a little uncomfortable - was he here to get drunk? For himself? Ning Jing bit her lip, wishing she could rush to Tang Siqi now and tell him that no matter what, in the days to come,
, she will help him slowly heal the injuries left by Cai Yaxi.
This thought made Ning Jing rush into the pub without thinking. Ignoring the looks of others looking at monsters, she searched for Tang Siqi's figure in the crowd.
Unfortunately, she didn't know whether Ning Jing was too excited or too nervous. Her eyes were blinded at this time. Maybe it was because she didn't have a good rest last night. She suddenly felt dizzy and was about to fall to the ground.
What a coincidence, just when Ning Jing was unsteady and about to fall, a man's figure bumped into her head on.
Just like six years ago, Tang Siqi bumped into Ning Jing at this time.
The difference from six years ago was that this time Tang Siqi walked away like a stranger.
Ning Jing fell down in embarrassment, her high heels were thrown somewhere, and her wedding dress was stepped on by the dancer next to her. But even in such chaos, Ning Jing still saw Tang Siqi's leaving figure and recognized it at a glance.
When she came out, she immediately got up from the ground and caught up with Tang Siqi who was about to leave.
In the crowded crowd, Ning Jing trudged forward, ignoring the harsh words and even curses from the people around her, and finally stopped Tang Siqi at the entrance of the pub.
A man wearing a groom's suit, with a bow tie thrown away, smelling of alcohol and messy hair, made him look like he was not about to knock on the door of happiness.
A woman was wearing a white wedding dress, with footprints all over the skirt. Not to mention that she had lost a high-heeled shoe, and there was a hole in her lace gloves. She looked like a refugee fleeing from hunger.
The two of them stopped at the door of the pub, looking at each other as if they had been separated for many years.
"Tang Siqi," Ning Jing felt heartbroken when she saw Tang Siqi's embarrassed appearance. She covered her mouth and choked, "I'm sorry... I am today..."
"Ha," Tang Siqi waved his hand and looked at Ning Jing coldly. She looked completely different from usual today. Perhaps it should be said that starting from this morning, the Ning Jing in Tang Siqi's heart was dead.
He didn't even want to hear what kind of explanation Ning Jing would give him. Anyway, in his opinion, no matter what he said, it was all perfunctory and lies, "You don't have to say anything, and I don't want to hear anything. I'm going home and going to bed now."
, please step aside a little."
Tang Siqi pushed Ning Jing away indifferently, staggered and opened the door to get in the car.
If it were normal, Tang Siqi's attitude would definitely arouse dissatisfaction from Ning Jing's self-esteem, but she had nothing to say today. Even if Tang Siqi treated her like this, she had nothing to argue with and just rushed to the car window.
, "You've been drinking today, so why don't you drive? How about we take a taxi home?"
"Go home?" Tang Siqi sneered, "Miss, I think you want to go to the hotel. Please step out of the way. I am not in the mood to play with you today. One mistake leads to a son. I, Tang Siqi, am no longer
The CEO of Tangcheng International cannot afford to support that much."
Ning Jing's heart felt like needles pricking her, "Tang Siqi, since you don't listen to my explanation, why do you say such things!"