Ning Jing searched every corner of the house like crazy, but she couldn't find any other living being besides herself.
Beside the door, Tang Yunming's shoes were still thrown there. Ning Jing recognized those shoes at a glance. They were the shoes Tang Yunming was wearing today. There were various blood stains on them, which had now dried up and turned into streaks of black.
dirt.
In other words, Tang Yunming changed his shoes after returning home and then went out? And he also took Ning Xiaobao with him?
Ning Jing had a bad premonition in her heart, because it was already past ten o'clock in the evening when she sent Tang Yunming back, and Ning Xiaobao should have gone to bed by that time. Over the years, Ning Jing often stayed up during the day and went out at night.
Xiaobao was left alone at home. She knew this child too well and was very confident in Ning Xiaobao's self-control. At that time, no matter how much Tang Yunming begged, Ning Xiaobao would not go out with him.
But why are they all gone?
Sitting slumped on the sofa, Ning Jing finally remembered to call Tang Yunming.
"Sorry, the user you dialed is currently unavailable..."
"sorry……"
Ning Jing didn't know how many calls she made, but when she felt that the phone in her hand was getting hot, Tang Yunming's voice finally came out.
"Hello?" Tang Yunming's voice was dry and hoarse, as if he hadn't slept for days and nights.
"Where are you?" Ning Jing yelled, venting all her excitement and nervousness on Tang Yunming, "Where is Ning Xiaobao? Do you know how worried I am?!"
Tang Yunming's voice was weak, "Ning Xiaobao is by my side now."
"Where are you and him? Who asked you to take him out! You know Ning Xiaobao doesn't go out at night! How can you take him out?!"
"I'm in the hospital now."
Ning Jing's hand holding the phone suddenly became a little weak, and her arms were sore, "You said... what? In the hospital? Why? You... want to treat the wound, right? I can do it for you at home, who asked you to
Take Ning Xiaobao with you..."
"Ning Xiaobao is sick."
Ning Jing kept chattering so much that she didn't give Tang Yunming a chance to speak, just because she didn't want to hear him say such an answer, but she didn't expect that Tang Yunming finally said it.
"I... got it," Ning Jing lost her confidence in an instant, "Where are you, I'm here now."
Tang Yunming and Ning Xiaobao were at the nearby hospital. It only took ten minutes to walk. Ning Jing almost jogged all the way and arrived in three minutes at most. But faced with the pale light and the smell that could be smelled before she walked in the door
The smell of disinfectant made Ning Jing feel weak all over. She sat on the concrete steps for ten minutes before slowly walking into the hospital.
"Why did you come just now?" Tang Yunming said softly. His face had only been washed hastily, and some dried blood could still be vaguely seen. However, although his tone was tired, he did not mean to blame Ning Jing at all.
, "I thought there was something wrong with you, which made me nervous again."
Ning Jing swallowed and sat next to Tang Yunming, "When did you find out that Xiaobao was sick?"
"When I first came home," Tang Yunming was obviously still a little frightened when he talked about it now, "When I first came home, I saw him lying on the ground. I thought he was playing a dead person game, but I didn't expect to call him for a long time.
Just say something and I'll call the ambulance."
Ning Jing could even think of the scene at that time, how Tang Yunming directed the ambulance to come, how he brought Ning Xiaobao to the car, and how he shocked the doctors and nurses before hurriedly running to wash it.
Face.
Seeing Ning Jing's thoughtful look, Tang Yunming was very surprised, "Don't you want to know his situation?"
Situation? Ning Jing smiled bitterly, "This situation you mentioned is not the first time. You know it without asking."
"Isn't this the first time?" This time it was Tang Yunming's turn to be surprised, "What do you mean? You already knew that Ning Xiaobao was sick? Then why didn't you tell me! I know many famous doctors and they can definitely cure him!
"
"No."
Tang Yunming showed some excitement, "Why not? Isn't Ning Xiaobao very important to you? Since he is an important person, you should be nervous when he is sick, right? Ning Jing, I don't understand you more and more now.
Don’t you keep saying that Ning Xiaobao is the only person in the world who is of great significance to you? If this is the case, what kind of attitude do you have? Is this the attitude of a mother towards her child? "
Ning Jing felt a little tired, and Tang Yunming's voice sounded particularly noisy in her ears, "Can you please stop talking? It's very annoying! I have the final say on what Ning Xiaobao does, I don't need you to tell me what to do here!"
"Do you think you are very good at being a mother? Do you think you are right to treat Ning Xiaobao like this? I have never seen a mother like you! You are so irresponsible to Ning Xiaobao! Ning Jing
Ah Ning Jing, what do you mean? Is it interesting to pretend to be a mother who values her children more important than her life? I think you are just talking, why can't you feel that you are serious at all?
Do you care about Ning Xiaobao very much? Do you think Ning Xiaobao is a stumbling block for you? I know that it is not easy for a woman to get married with a child, but Ning Xiaobao is the one who falls on you.
A piece of meat! How could you treat him like this?"
"Tang Yunming, are you annoyed!?"
As soon as Ning Jing's voice rang, the voice-controlled light not far away also rang. In the hospital at midnight, this sound caused an echo. The originally silent and empty corridor now seemed even more eerie and terrifying. The light cast on Ning Jing
Jing's face was illuminated by two lines of sparkling clear tears.
Tang Yunming was stunned. He suddenly regretted it. He had just said so much, but he had forgotten Ning Jing's feelings. He immediately felt a little guilty, "I'm sorry, my words... seemed to be too harsh."
"It's not serious, hahaha," Ning Jing's laughter made people feel like someone was pinching her heart, and she was so sad that she was about to drip. "You are right, maybe I am just so selfish, knowing that I can
There is a way to help Ning Xiaobao, but I am unwilling to try it because of my various problems. Do you think such a mother is selfish? Do you think your own feelings are more important than the life of a child? "
Tang Yunming was very puzzled by these words. He heard the clouds and fog, "What on earth do you mean? What method? You should say it. Even if you can't do it, maybe I can do it."
"Forget it," Ning Jing shook her head. She had been thinking about how sure she was of this desperate method for more than a year or two. Ever since Ning Xiaobao was found to have this disease, Ning Jing had thought about it more than once.
That method, but her reason brought her thoughts back to their original form more than once, "That's impossible."
Tang Yunming was like a two-foot-old monk who was confused, "I said, you should tell me carefully, what is the solution? Let me help you think about it!"
"It's nothing," Ning Jing said without intending to tell her the solution. She didn't want to stir up another bloody storm and disturb everyone's peace. "Leave me alone for a while."
Tang Yunming had never seen Ning Jing so helpless, which made him feel distressed, but he didn't know how to help Ning Jing.
It's like that kind of mirror maze. Watching a person in the mirror in front of you, reaching out your hand but feeling a layer of coldness. Even if you watch him die in front of you, there is nothing you can do. Tang Yunming feels that he is so
It's so small and pathetic that when the woman he loves is so helpless, he can't do anything to help her.
"Is Ning Xiaobao's family here?"
The nurse's voice rang in the corridor. Tang Yunming stood up excitedly and looked at Ning Jing nervously. Ning Jing, who had long been accustomed to this kind of scene, slowly stood up after a while and walked slowly towards the doctor.
.
"Who are you from Ning Xiaobao?"
"I am his mother."
The doctor nodded, then turned to Tang Yunming, "Is this the father? Please come in and talk..."
"No!" Ning Jing quickly interrupted the doctor, "He is not the child's father, he is just a friend. I can go in by myself!"
Tang Yunming looked at Ning Jing stubbornly, and his eyes clearly told Ning Jing that he also wanted to go in, wanted to know Ning Xiaobao's situation, and wanted to help. But Ning Jing's eyes also clearly told Tang Yunming, no. Ning Jing's
His eyes were so cold that Tang Yunming didn't even have the courage to ask again.
The door to the doctor's office was closed like this. Tang Yunming looked helplessly at the thin door and stood outside the door slumped.
In the office, Ning Jing sat on a chair and felt that the chair was extremely cold. Everything here seemed to be contaminated with the breath of death.
This is the reason why Ning Jing is reluctant to come to the hospital, because she often feels that she will lose Ning Xiaobao after she comes.
"Since you are the patient's mother, I will tell you about the patient's current situation first." The female doctor turned over the medical records. They were used to seeing life and death, and even their words were so cold. They didn't know what else could be done.
To impress them, there is no emotion in any sentence, just a simple routine, "I think the patient's family already knows what the patient's disease is, right?"
Ning Jing nodded, wondering whether the doctor's deliberate avoidance of telling Ning Xiaobao's illness was his last sympathy for him, "I know."
"The patient's condition is very unstable now. If this continues, the body's hematopoietic stem cells will gradually decrease, which will lead to blood necrosis."
"I know."
The doctor sighed, "This disease is very rare in China. Very few hospitals can successfully complete the operation, but the patient is not very old." The doctor glanced at Ning Jing and said slowly and tentatively, "Like
In this case, we generally recommend that the patient's parents consider... having a new child, because this kind of situation is difficult to recover from, even if it is cured..."
Ning Jing slammed the table with excitement, "Just tell me how to treat him, I won't give up on this child!"