After being an orphan for more than 20 years and lacking love for more than 20 years, it is enough for the father who has not seen him since he was born to receive the evaluation of Uncle Li.
He shakily lit a cigarette, took two deep breaths, tried hard to calm down his emotions, then slowly raised his head, his eyes red and said: "Uncle Li, thank you."
"Thank me." Uncle Li was stunned,
"Yeah." Lin Ze smiled sadly and murmured softly, "Maybe I may not be able to see him once in my life, but it doesn't matter. He is very similar to the image in my heart."
Uncle Li stared at Lin Ze with a complicated expression. For a long time, he finally let out a breath and said seriously: "Xiao Lin, once there is news about him, I will notify you as soon as possible."
"Yeah." Lin Ze nodded slightly, paused, and then asked, "Mom, what kind of person is she."
Uncle Li was stunned for a moment, then took out his wallet from his pocket, took out the yellowed photo that had been treasured for many years in his wallet, handed it to Lin Ze, and said softly: "Your mother is a gentle woman. I know her." People all praise her for her virtue and beauty."
This is a very old photo. If the owner of the photo had not taken very careful care of it, it would have been difficult to see the face of the woman in the photo.
Lin Ze gently took the photo and stared at the woman in the photo softly,
As Uncle Li said, the woman is extremely delicate and beautiful. Even if the photo is in black and white, it still cannot hide her outstanding charm.
Her dark eyebrows and big eyes were as graceful and charming as a girl from the south of the Yangtze River. There was a hazy and soft meaning in her autumn-like beautiful eyes, as if she was telling Lin Ze something. At this moment, Lin Ze's heart trembled slightly. He said hoarsely: "Mom, my son misses you."
Uncle Li tilted his head slightly, unable to bear witnessing this scene.
But soon, he was distracted by a question from Lin Ze.
"Do you like my mother?" Lin Ze asked straightforwardly,
Uncle Li is not an ordinary person. He has encountered so many things in his life that he simply doesn't want to do it again. It can be said that his mind is tenacious and invulnerable. But after hearing Lin Ze's impolite inquiry, then A trace of embarrassment still flashed across his face that had gone through many vicissitudes of life. He couldn't help but rub the bridge of his nose and said, "It seems that there aren't many people in our group who don't like your mother."
Lin Ze nodded lightly and said nothing,
If he didn't like it, how could he keep the photo close to his body? Lin Ze couldn't think of any other reason, so he asked seriously. As expected, the high-ranking Uncle Li in front of him did like his mother. Interested, he said A secret love is more appropriate,
"You can keep the photo. This is the only photo of your mother. I worked hard to get it. Alas, it has been occupied by me for more than 20 years. It's time to give it back to you." Uncle Li sighed softly. ,
Lin Ze is welcome,
This was the only thing he could use to remember his mother. No matter how immoral he was, he had no intention of returning it to Uncle Li. He carefully put it in his pocket and said calmly: "Thank you."
"I can't provide you with photos of your father." Uncle Li said helplessly, "On the one hand, your father has never been in the habit of taking pictures. On the other hand, after that incident, his files, including everything about him, were Being blocked, including his life experience, it is as if he has never appeared. Even now, I cannot collect anything about him."
After a pause, Uncle Li continued: "Back then, your father was on a secret mission. After he married your mother, he didn't have many opportunities to get along with each other. He only returned to China a handful of times every year until your mother became pregnant with you. He just took a month's leave to accompany your mother, but he didn't expect that after this one-month leave, he would never have the chance to see your mother again. Even on the day your mother gave birth to you, he was strictly controlled and could not communicate with the outside world. connect."
"You must be very curious as to why I know you clearly and even have a very good relationship with your parents, but I would rather send you to an orphanage than cultivate you and take care of you, right?" Uncle Li asked calmly,
Lin Ze didn't answer, just stared at him silently,
"Because Heavenly Sword was originally created by your father." Uncle Li said bitterly, "And you already know that Heavenly Sword and Hidden Dragon are almost sworn enemies. Your father fell and disappeared, but the label of traitor remains. In the eyes of many people, Dai Shi is the real one. If others know that you are his son, who can protect you? Even after more than twenty years of ups and downs, the Hidden Dragon still looms over the head of the Heavenly Sword. For more than twenty years, How can the newly built Heavenly Sword compete with them before? If they were concerned about you, we would not be able to take care of you with the energy we had at that time."
"After your mother gave birth to you, she asked me to send you away, far away, to a place where no one can find you. However, in the hospital and in all aspects, everything about you is the same. You were not born. , the pregnancy was stillborn, and thanks to the people’s attention focused on your father, this matter has been kept secret until today. Your mother was already weak, and before you were born, your husband was thrown into the cold palace, waiting to be punished. , and sent you away cruelly, without even remembering your appearance. How could she live well? One year after giving birth to you, she died of depression." Uncle Li said sadly,
Lin Ze looked sad and pursed his lips, but he didn't know what to say.
Originally, he complained a little about his parents whom he had never met, but now, he is full of regrets for his mother.
How much determination does it take to bear the pain of being separated from your parents and children?
Lin Ze took a drag on the cigarette, slowly raised his head, and asked bitterly: "Now, why are you willing to see me and be honest with me?"
"Why." Uncle Li raised his brows, and a touch of majesty appeared on his weathered face, and he said in a long voice: "After more than 20 years of accumulation, even the ancestor of the Zhuge family will not be honest. You have to refute my face, not to mention your Uncle Lian."
"Director Lian." Lin Ze was slightly surprised,
"Are you not sure?" Uncle Li chuckled, "The last time he held back and didn't chat with you, it was actually my request. At that time, I actually wanted to hide it from you for a while, at least you wouldn't take the initiative to ask. , I won’t tell you. Speaking of which, Lao Lian is the oldest among our group, but he is also the most devoted to your father. When your father had that incident, he almost lost his future to help your father. , if your father hadn't driven him away with beatings and scoldings, you would never have thought of joining the Military Committee in this life. You know, he was the military advisor of our group at the time. He was the one who made suggestions for any troublesome things. Alas, that old guy always talks about how a little impatience leads to big plans. But when something happened to your father, he made the most violent fuss. He still holds grudges for the one who contributed so little at the beginning. I guess he still holds a grudge. I won’t let go even after I’m in a coffin.”
The corners of Lin Ze's eyes felt a little sore,
For everything they did to their father and the care they took for themselves,
Why did Director Lian run from Yanjing to the Hidden Dragon Base overnight to intercede and say good things to him? Isn't it just because he missed his old relationship? No wonder he looked at him a little strangely at first. If it weren't for his father, he would be a dignified military-commission boss. , I will travel all over the world for my little guy,
"Please say hello to Uncle Lian and thank you for me," Lin Ze said gratefully.
"No need." Uncle Li shook his head slightly and said, "He has always felt sorry for your father. In fact, he often teased me, saying that if your father hadn't been motivated, I might not be able to hold the position of Minister of Defense now. La."
Lin Ze forced out a smile and continued a cigarette.
"Xiao Lin, Uncle Li won't say much else. Since I have confessed everything to you now, I won't hide anything in the future. Your uncle and I will definitely look at you. Speaking of which, your father was Of the group of comrades, only your uncle and I are still in our positions. Some of them took it lightly and left early, and some of them went out with your father and never came back. But no matter what, at least in the military system "Here, as long as you don't cause a big disaster that breaks the sky, your uncle and I will carry it out for you. Of course, we also know that you are not the kind of reckless child. Just like Xiao Shu, you know how to measure and advance and retreat." Li The uncle said meaningfully,
Lin Ze is now a member of Tianjian, and it is inevitable that he will have friction with Hidden Dragon in the future. In addition, Lin Ze's identity is completely exposed, and it is not possible that no one will remember that the grudges of the past were vented on Lin Ze. Uncle Li will give Lin Ze early I want to get vaccinated because I am afraid that he will be too cautious and tolerant, and not only will he not be able to solve the problem, but he will also suffer huge consequences.
Lin Ze understood what Uncle Li meant and nodded gently: "Thank you, Uncle Li."
"Don't thank us all the time." Uncle Li suddenly smiled heartily and said, "Your father was not like this back then. He always yelled when he told us to do things. No one of us dared to challenge us. We all accepted them obediently. Cowardly.”
Lin Ze smiled knowingly, took a puff of cigarette, and said with some confusion: "Uncle Li, what mission did my dad perform back then?"
This is just a casual question. He doesn't care about that matter. After all, more than 20 years have passed. Even if he investigates everything that happened back then, it will not help the current situation. Moreover, Uncle Li may not be willing to say anything. ,
"You should know that that kind of thing must be classified as a state secret. Uncle Li didn't go there with me at first, and he doesn't know much about it, but since you asked, I'll tell you something." Uncle Li paused, very surprised. He said euphemistically, "It has something to do with the British royal family. In fact, your father played a vital role in the court storm of the British royal family."
Lin Ze was extremely surprised. Could this be the reason why the Queen of England looked at him differently?
"The Queen has known my identity for a long time." Lin Ze asked hesitantly.
"It's impossible to know." Uncle Li shook his head and said slowly, "The events back then were too complicated, and the information I could collect was quite limited. Furthermore, your father's responsibilities at the time had little to do with the Queen of England, and there were some changes in plans later. , he had no choice but to get involved in that palace storm."
Lin Ze nodded lightly, and a flash of light suddenly flashed in his mind. He raised his head and asked curiously: "Is there an agent named Night Demon in Guoan?"
