A large box with a slightly antique charm. The box exudes the faint scent of lavender. It is filled with large and small glass bottles.
I heard that if you write your wishes in a glass bottle filled with lavender seeds, your wishes will come true. Lavender is the seed of hope. It can carry wishes together, bring hope and bring miracles.
In fact, she knew that this was just a kind of spiritual sustenance, but she still believed in it. She always believed that as long as you believe, your expectations will come true.
Tong Mai's weakness seemed to change every minute. He held the pen with all his strength and wrote on the paper stroke by stroke:
Luoluo. When you read this letter, maybe your aunt is no longer here, but she still wants to tell you in this way: I am not your aunt. In fact, I am Luoluo’s mother. I am Luoluo’s biological mother. .Yuqi’s mother is the aunt.
But no matter whether Luoluo treats me as her aunt or as her mother, as long as she knows that Luoluo loves me, she will be satisfied.
Luoluo and Niantong. My dearest and most sorry babies. Please forgive me for not being a good and dedicated mother. I can't be with you to share the happiness of childhood with you. Mom only hopes that no matter whether you can see this in the future, Lavender bottle. You are all healthy and happy; no matter where your mother is, I will always love you.
Her handwriting is very neat and clean. It has a cute doll body and a big shape. The strokes are heavy but very clear. It looks pleasing to the eye.
After finishing writing, Tong Mai stared at the note reluctantly. Her eyes could not help but feel sour. At this moment, helplessness, debt, and heartache occupied her body. She seemed to be falling into an endless abyss. There was no way out. There was no way. There is no way out, and I don’t have enough courage to end this deep pain...
Tong Mai put the written note into the bottle and corked it. I hope her wish can come true. I also hope that Luoluo and Niantong can tolerate her irresponsible mother with a broad heart and forgive her. Unqualified.
And Xiaosha. She also has a lot of things she wants to say to Xiaosha:
My dearest Xiaosha. Xiaosha, your appearance gave me great hope. When I was hesitant and desperate, you were the most precious gift given to me by God. You stayed with me and supported me.
You have asked me many times, who is my father, where is my father, why others have fathers, but you don’t. Once, I got tired of being asked, and in the end I yelled at you, scolded you loudly, your father. Dead. You don’t have a father. Your father didn’t want you as soon as you were born...
After you listened, you cried very sadly that day. In my memory, it was the hardest and saddest day for you to cry. Because I didn’t want you to ask about your father again and again. I was also afraid that I would be there. You kept asking, and I couldn't help but tell you: In fact, you are not my biological child. So, that day, I gave you a strong reassurance. I was not allowed to ask about daddy anymore. Since then, you really Never mention the word "Dad" again.
Your life experience is pitiful enough. So, I have been trying to cultivate you to be bold and brave. I just hope that if the truth is exposed one day, you will not be sad if one day you know your life experience. .Because no matter whether you are my biological child or not, you are the child I love and worry about the most. I have never treated you as someone else’s child.
You are my mother's daughter. I love you. My mother loves you very much.
But I still hope that you can find your biological parents. Even if this may not be a good thing for you, they are always the parents who gave you life...
After Tong Mai finished writing the letter to her three children, her hands were trembling. Tears had completely blurred her vision. Her emotions were out of control.
If one day she leaves in a hurry, even if she knows Huo Yize, she will treat Xiao Sha as if she were her own. However, Xiao Sha has the right to know the truth about her life experience.
It was at the "Elisa Home" that the dean picked up Xiaosha. Xiaosha's parents left nothing but a note. On the note, there was only "Xiaosha"'s name and birth date. So Tong Mai later called her "Xiao Sha".
Maybe Xiaosha's parents left a note. They still hope to find Xiaosha one day in the future.
Maybe it’s justifiable to leave Xiaosha alone. Maybe it’s because she’s too poor to support Xiaosha. Maybe it’s because she has more compelling reasons...
Therefore, Tong Mai has begun to ask the dean to find Xiaosha’s biological parents...
Tong Mai folded the note neatly again and put it neatly together with the note addressed to Luoluo and Nian Tong. Finally, she touched the largest glass bottle, which had a note stuffed inside.
This bottle was what she once wrote to Huo Yize. After Huo Yize and Yin Yuqi left for Las Vegas. In fact, she couldn't bear the pain of losing Huo Yize at all. She even acted like a child and behaved in various childish ways. Huo Yize would suddenly appear in front of her one day. But she didn't expect...he would be gone for several years.
Therefore, when I saw Huo Yize again, my feelings of hate, love, surprise, and fierceness could not dissipate for a long time after that. But I was afraid of revealing my emotions, deliberately pretending, and deliberately indifferent.
From the time I met Huo Yize until now, it has been more than seven years. Others have the seven-year itch, but they fell in love deeper and deeper in seven years. They fell in love the most intensely, but they also fell in love very briefly.
But they have always experienced strong winds and waves together. Her heart has calmed down a little. She doesn't hate or complain, nor is she impatient or impatient. Even like now, she can clearly realize that her body is getting worse day by day. But what should come will eventually come. Come on. It's useless even if she tries to escape. She can only accept the facts.
Maybe she was too immersed in her own thoughts. Her hand slipped and the large glass bottle containing Huo Yize's wishes suddenly fell to the ground unexpectedly. In an instant, the glass fragments made a crisp sound and then fell quietly. Lying on the ground, his body was in pieces like a broken heart. Tong Mai was suddenly startled. What followed was a stiffness in his body. He was so tight that he was about to burst...
this……
Is this an omen?
It was destined that all her thoughts about Huo Yize would eventually be broken one by one. Beautiful flowers bloomed among them for a while. In the end, they were short-lived and could not last long.
Tong Mai was sitting in a wheelchair. Her fingertips touched the ground with some difficulty, trying to piece together the broken glass. She also tried to pick up the note that fell on the ground. But at this moment, a pair of familiar black lights appeared in her eyes. The leather shoes and the note were also picked up the next second.
When Tong Mai raised her eyes in shock, she found that Huo Yize had miraculously appeared in front of her...
In fact, Huo Yize appeared as early as she was scribbling on the paper. He just looked at her struggling and frowning. He hesitated and did not dare to move forward. Although he had seen her in a wheelchair in the video. But it's far less shocking than seeing it with your own eyes.
He was afraid that he would be unable to control his emotions in front of Tong Mai. He didn't want Tong Mai to feel that she needed pity now. So he tried his best to adjust his emotions outside until she bent down to pick up the note...
At this moment, when Huo Yize saw the words written on her note, his heart suddenly felt as if it had been bombed, and blood was dripping from his heart. The pain was unbearable, especially when he looked at the date signed on the note. It was the date he signed on the note. The day when I left China for Las Vegas with Yin Yuqi:
Huo Yize. Do you know that I miss you very much? Do you know that our child is gone? Do you know that I actually don’t want you to leave at all. But since you are gone, can you come back soon? I am waiting for you. Waiting for you here...
The ink handwriting has faded with the passage of time. The handwriting is not as good as the handwriting written to Nian Tong and Luo Luo. It is crooked. You can completely see Tong Mai's messy and painful mood at that time.
Huo Yize's hands couldn't help but tremble...
Damn. He really deserves to be damned.
Because he was young and energetic, because he was arrogant, because he was stubborn. It was all because of his fault that he and Tong Mai missed too much precious time...
And she had never shown her sexy side in front of him before. She was heartless and seemed to not care about anything. Nothing could enter her heart. At least at that time, only hatred occupied every corner of her body.
Huo Yize has never hated and annoyed himself more than at this time. He suddenly felt that he was the most bastard in the world. So when Tong Mai called him a bastard before, he was not wrong at all. He is a veritable bastard... …
She used to say she didn't deserve him. In fact, it was he who didn't deserve her.
Even if I spend my whole life and all the remaining time to make up for her, it is not enough...
After Tong Mai looked at Huo Yize calmly for dozens of seconds, and when she was sure that it was really him who appeared in front of her, she smiled awkwardly and said, "Hey, the surprise you gave is a bit... too unexpected... "
From beginning to end, she hoped to show her best side in front of Huo Yize. Even if he saw her in a wheelchair with his own eyes, she would always find ways to find excuses to cover up. "But... you came just in time. These days... I My leg is twisted. It just gives you a chance to show off."
A clear and clean voice. There was no trace of impurity or sadness in this voice. When he heard it in Huo Yize's ears, overwhelming discomfort enveloped him deeply. He was breathless. Even the air in his chest was extremely painful. .
She knew clearly that Huo Yize had seen her note. Even though many years had passed, Tong Mai could still remember what she wrote by heart...
Her face was a little blushing. Especially when she saw the heavy haze on Huo Yize's face flickering and layers of pain engraved on his face, she smiled. "Here. I wrote it for fun. You don't know how. I thought I also had such a sentimental and sentimental side. I was pretending to be deep on purpose..."
Before she finished speaking, Huo Yize stepped forward and hugged her tightly. He hugged her tightly...