Tong Mai was a little frightened by his sudden warmth. Also because he hugged him so tightly, his breathing was a little unsmooth. "Yize..."
Call him softly. So carefully. At the same time, the two short words are full of uncertain factors.
She couldn't tell how she felt now. Should she be happy or worried? But one thing was very certain. Huo Yize's tight hug gave her great warmth, as if she was being driven away bit by bit. The panic in her heart.
"I might die. If I die..." This question has become unavoidable now. Tong Mai said without a trace of sadness. But before she could finish speaking, Huo Yize locked her red lips tightly. The smooth tongue went straight in, teasing her lips that were as sweet and soft as honey.
There is always an alluring body fragrance on her body, which triggers the crazy factors in his body. The ultimate tenderness spreads around the lips. The burning breath is gradually heating up. It is getting hotter and hotter. Hot...
This kiss seemed like they had devoted all their strength to each other, just to let each other remember this beautiful and lingering moment. Remember that they had loved so deeply.
He loves her so much that he becomes terminally ill. He wants to be with her at all costs, regardless of responsibility and ethics, and will destroy everything.
She loved him. She loved him to the point of being sinful. Even if she cruelly sacrificed another person's life, she would still try her best to keep him alive.
Now, Huo Yize and Tong Mai were in the same mood. No matter what, they must save her life. Even if they lose everything and have nothing, as long as she can live, she will be happy and the greatest satisfaction.
After a long time, Huo Yize let go of her lips, held the back of her head, and said very seriously, word by word, "No. You won't die. I won't allow you to die either."
He was so firm and clearly told her that she was not allowed to die. There was no trace of exaggeration or joking in his determined and confident eyes. It was as if he was really completely sure to let her live...
"Even if I won't die, my legs... seem like I really can't stand up anymore. If I spend my lower body in a wheelchair in the future, it will be even more uncomfortable than death."
Between paralysis and death, she would rather choose the latter.
"Let me ask you. If I were in a wheelchair, would you leave me and ignore me?"
No matter whether Tong Mai answers this question or not. No matter whether her answer is yes or no, Huo Yize dares to be absolutely sure. She won't. A thousand won't. Ten thousand won't. It's as if she knew him at the beginning. He had a heart problem. When he was about to die, she stayed by his side.
That touch, that true affection. Not only could he feel it deeply, but he also concluded that this relationship could withstand the erosion and test of time. No matter what happens in the future, they will not change their hearts...
Tong Mai didn't answer. There was no way to lie to him. There was no way to give him hope.
"Even if you don't say it, I know you won't. I am as determined as you. Even if you can never stand up again from now on, or your body may not be able to support it. No matter where it is, heaven or hell... there will be I'm with you. I won't let you be alone."
Every word comes from the depths of his heart. There is no falsehood at all.
It's not that Tong Mai didn't believe him, but as he became more determined, she became more and more panicked. He may not care about her current situation, but she does.
If she doesn't die, if she spends the rest of her life in a wheelchair, she will not only become Huo Yize's burden all the time, but also one day in the future, when Luoluo and Niantong grow up, the children will be curious and confused. Why did my father marry my disabled mother? My mother couldn't even take care of herself. Why did she still follow my father?
How should she answer? Or can she persist? Is she brave enough to accept every surprised look from the people around her?
She can't. Absolutely not.
But Huo Yize's seriousness made it difficult for her to refuse. And the atmosphere between them was too serious at this time. Tong Mai couldn't help but ask. "I seem to have more shortcomings than advantages. I am impatient. I am not loving. I am not caring." Good intentions. What exactly do you love about me?"
What is it about her that attracts him to love her unwaveringly, gives her confidence, gives her warmth...
Also because of Huo Yize's seriousness, Tong Mai really wanted to do what he said, no matter what, no matter heaven or hell, life, old age, illness or death, she would be around his body and around his heart.
"Love without reason. Love everything about you. As long as it is yours, whether it is shortcomings or advantages, it can deeply attract me."
Even if we are really old forever or in the end of the world, this love will never change. It’s just that the way of love will manifest itself differently with age and maturity.
Listening to his words that were as sweet as honey, Tong Mai would still inevitably have thunder in her heart and would be shaken involuntarily. After all, she needed him by her side now to give her strength and the courage to live. …
"Dr. Yu's research has made progress. We may still go to Las Vegas to stay for a while. But this time when we come back, we will bring Luoluo and Xiaosha with us. Niantong will be discharged from the hospital soon. .When the time comes, our family will be reunited and live happily."
The vision is very beautiful, and the outline of the future is also very happy. Unfortunately, the reality is often not satisfactory.
"I miss Luo Luo very much." She really missed Luo Luo. But when Luo Luo called "Auntie" in front of her, she would inevitably feel hysterical and uncomfortable...
"Don't you miss me?"
Huo Yize blurted out this sentence completely unconsciously. It was not because he was jealous of the child. It was just the thought that she could leave everything behind and avoid him. This behavior made him worried and scared. Even now that he has found her .But he seemed to have a premonition gathering in his heart. Sooner or later, or in the not-too-distant future, she would hide far away from him so that he could never find her again...
Thinking of this, Huo Yize swallowed hard. He was flustered. His eyes were fixed on Tong Mai for a moment. She was right in front of him. He could even clearly and truly touch her cool palm. However, he was always uneasy and scared.
Unprecedented fear and discomfort gathered together. And he flattened the note in his palm and reviewed the words she wrote again. Tong Mai suddenly turned red and felt dry. "Don't read it...let me put it away." It hides."
As he spoke, he grabbed the note in his hand. Huo Yize treated it like a treasure. "I'm by your side now. What else do you need these things for? Confiscate them."
Wheat, although I came back late, but once I come back, I will never leave again. I will protect you all my life.
There was clearly a deep tenderness in his eyes. He put the note back into his pocket seriously and confiscated it.
He once heard about Tong Mai writing a love letter to Jiang Chengyi by mistake. He just thought it was a love letter written by Tong Mai to him. And in Huo Yize's eyes, it was the most precious and touching love letter in the world.
"You... scoundrel. Bring it..." Tong Mai couldn't bear to have the evidence of her love in his hands. He would use it to show off in the future. He wanted to snatch it from his hands in a hurry. But Huo Yize dodged and dodged. .Can easily avoid her, but will not let Tong Mai fall away. Staring into her eager eyes, he really likes her noisy. He used to be too noisy, and he would not adapt; but now she doesn't make any noise. .It became quiet. On the contrary, he felt uncomfortable with it.
"No. Well... what is this? It's a diary. I can't tell... you can also write diaries." Huo Yize seemed to have discovered a new world. He was filled with surprise and joy. light.
She is very unexpected. Obviously there are some little girl things... that cannot be connected with her, but she can be closely connected with her.
"What? You also have opinions on writing a diary. Please return the diary to me."
"What? Did you write a lot of secrets in your diary? You have a crush on Sam. You like Xiao A. You hate Huo Yize... Is it something like that?"
Huo Yize said mischievously, with a happy smile on his lips, as if he didn't mind what Tong Mai wrote in his diary at this moment.
Even if he writes something that shouldn't be written, it's in the past. It's the past mood. As long as he can deeply feel that the person Tong Mai loves is him, that's enough.
"What nonsense are you talking about? I'm not as superficial as you. Please return my diary to me. It's very immoral to peek at other people's diaries. It's very poor quality, you know."
Tong Mai was preaching in a childlike manner. She was as anxious as an ant on a hot pot. She was very reluctant to let Huo Yize peep into her past worries. Even though most of the contents in the diary were related to him...
But Tong Mai always didn't want Huo Yize to see it.
"Idiot. The first day you met me, you actually talked to me about moral character."
Even when he was studying in school, he was an absolute gifted student. However, in front of Tong Mai, his ethics, morality, and character... were all put aside.
However, it seems that the behavior of reading the diary is just to tease her. Huo Yize holds her busy hand tightly. "Tell me, have you missed me these days? Tell the truth. I will return the diary." for you."
As he said that, he raised the diary in his hand as a temptation.
He knew that she must miss her endlessly, but what he knew deep down in his heart and what she said to him personally were two completely different concepts...
Helpless, Tong Mai could only compromise. "I think about it. I think about it. You can return the diary to me." The answer was perfunctory and extremely reluctant.
Huo Yize was not satisfied with her answer either. He murmured unhappily, "Is it so difficult to say you miss me? It's like going up a mountain of swords and down a sea of fire."
Even though he was unwilling, he still returned the diary to Tong Mai. Tong Mai heard his displeased mutterings. When he reached the diary, he hugged his neck affectionately and said happily. "Not only do I miss you very much, I also love you very much. Are you satisfied?"
However, while speaking, blood began to slowly drip from the tip of her nose, and it dropped straight down...