"You just know!" Situ Leiyan smiled and hugged her tighter with his arms again. Warmth and a kind of warm solidity were transmitted from his body.
Xiao Xixi lowered her eyes slightly and put her hand on his arm, with a very disdainful but contradictory expression of vague resentment.
Suddenly, I thought that a few years ago, Situ Leiyan, who was a typical cold, arrogant and strong man, could lie without blinking an eye. Just like that, I was so simple that I believed his lies.
I thought he would never joke about this kind of thing no matter what, but at the beginning, it was just for five million... for five million...
Xiao Xixi couldn't think anymore, swallowed, and started to push Situ Leiyan's arm outward with her hands. Naturally, it didn't move at all at first, but after realizing that she wanted to push him away, Situ Leiyan's arm - even more
Tightened up.
"What are you thinking about? You can't even hug me?" Situ Leiyan frowned, somewhat confused, and his expression pretended to be impatient.
"No, you actually lied to me back then, and you did it so naturally that I immediately believed it!" Xiao Xixi started to reach out again, stubbornly trying to break away from Situ Leiyan's embrace.
She was so petite that she didn't have the strength to compete with him, but she really persisted, but Situ Leiyan couldn't resist him, so he began to loosen his grip, hoping to calm her down a little.
I don't know what happened to this little woman in the past few days. I feel happy all the time, but I still lack something and I don't understand her.
It turns out that the closer you get, the more things you need to understand.
The two of them calmed down, and Xiao Xixi's expression became slightly confused.
"You lied to me." Xiao Xixi didn't mind this at first. After so much, does she still care about it at the beginning? But now she can't help but want to dwell on it.
Perhaps, there is some unexplainable confusion in my heart, and I want to find a small opportunity to vent it.
"I lied to you, but I did it because...because I love you," Situ Leiyan's voice paused, then he said, "Tell the truth, what happened? - You get over that incident.
After that, why did you feel a little unhappy every day?"
He was a little impatient. What he worried about the most was every subtle change in her expression and a little movement of her thoughts every day. All of these could easily arouse the itch in his heart.
It turns out that this is what it feels like to care about someone.
All the time, there is only her in my eyes. I want to give her everything I feel good about, I want to confess everything to her, but I am worried about whether she can accept it...
Situ Leiyan no longer half-crouched around Xiao Xixi, but completely let go of her, stood up gently, and looked down at her from a tall angle.
There was a hint of disappointment in his eyes.
The two of them said nothing to each other, but they had concerns about each other. This is an indisputable fact.
"I'm going to make coffee." Situ Leiyan broke the silence bravely.
Something must be done to stop this situation from getting worse. We can't finally get together peacefully, and then start to have troubles again, making the chickens and dogs restless.
Xiao Xixi didn't say a word, but she could hear Situ Leiyan walking out calmly. She didn't know how long she would be stubborn. In fact, it was not difficult to tell some things.
But, I just...can't say it.
She shook her head and sat quietly on the chair, inexplicably in a daze. After a while, she was awakened by the sound at the door.
"Secretary, I heard that you have been promoted to president now?" This neither strange nor familiar man's voice attracted Xiao Xixi's eyes. Yes, it's Xifu.
Putting away her displeasure with Situ Leiyan just now, Xiao Xixi tried her best to smile and stood up: "You are here, you didn't even listen to him, he...he went to make coffee." As she said that, she felt a little embarrassed. Thinking of it
The meaning behind Xifu's words just now seemed to confirm hers.
However, when Xifu Yangye said this, didn't it mean that what he said to her was something she thought was just a personal relationship between two people...but he said it to Xifu without any hesitation?
Thinking of this, Xiao Xixi couldn't help but feel a little depressed.
Although she didn't show it on her face, she obviously talked a lot less. After chatting with him occasionally, she simply sat in her previous seat and stared at the computer screen in a daze.
"Night?" Situ Leiyan's voice suddenly sounded at the door again, and the footsteps extended from the door to her side. Xiao Xixi felt the aroma of coffee drifting over. However, she was no longer in the mood to drink coffee.
"I came here specifically to disturb your world. It seems that the little secretary is not in a good mood!" Xifu said half-jokingly, as if Xiao Xixi was not around.
Hit the mark.
Xiao Xixi pretended not to hear, disapprovingly, reached for the coffee, brought it to her lips, and took a sip.
Situ Leiyan did not answer Xifu Yangye's words. He handed the cup that belonged to him to his hand and asked: "Aren't you with Keya? You still haven't stopped in the past few days!" He glanced around with a look of disdain.
On Xifu's face, there was some subtle understanding between the two grown men.
"Don't go back tonight, go to my place and have a good chat tonight." Xifu seemed to invite unintentionally, "—without a woman." This sentence was more like a message for Xiao Xixi.
In many past gatherings, even when it was just Situ Leiyan, he and Keya, they never cared whether Situ Leiyan brought a woman, especially whether he brought her.
At this moment, Xifu deliberately emphasized this point, so Xiao Xixi on the side seemed to understand what he meant. However, she understood, but her face remained calm. She continued to raise the coffee cup to her lips and drank the bitter taste again.
Tao's brown liquid. This is Situ Leiyan's favorite flavor of Blue Mountain, but...
But she clearly only felt bitter, and it seemed that it was not as strong as before.
Not talking, just not talking. Xiao Xixi simply recognized this, and Situ Leiyan directly expressed his affirmation without asking for her consent. Then, the two men started chatting as usual.
Finally, unable to hold herself back anymore, Xiao Xixi drank the last drop of coffee into her mouth, and suddenly stood up: "I'm going to the bathroom, you guys talk first." These words floated empty in the air, and she said them to the two of them.
She left without waiting for anyone to respond.
As she walked to the bathroom, she felt like she wanted to cry. Yes, she had been sensitive, abnormal, caring, irritable and... messy for the past two days. How to describe it?
Because she cares too much about Situ Leiyan and has expectations... now, it has become like this. He turned a blind eye to her, and she felt unhappy, scared, and even...
Don't dare to think about it any more.
After washing her hands, Xiao Xixi tiptoed toward the door. In order to make no noise, she had an idea in the bathroom and simply took off her high heels and carried them in her hands. Being sneaky was definitely not her style.
However, now I really want to know what else they will talk about inside. Is it related to tonight?
curiosity...
care...
Worry...
Countless emotions of worrying about gains and losses surged into her heart, and Xiao Xixi couldn't hold it any longer, so she thought of this clumsy and smart-aleck method.
"...She doesn't know yet?" Xifu Yangye's voice sounded faintly. It could be heard that his tone was very solemn and solemn. Xiao Xixi pricked up her ears and stayed close to the door, trying to keep her breathing even so as not to affect her hearing.
"Well, I don't know how to speak." Situ Leiyan answered honestly and seriously, his voice low.
Suddenly, Xiao Xixi's heart skipped a beat.
"Don't do what you did to Gu Ruolan before. I think it's better to talk about some things directly." Xifu thought for a moment and slowly persuaded.
Situ Leiyan was silent for a while.
This silence made Xiao Xixi's heart suddenly tense at the door. She... They mentioned Gu Ruolan again. I always felt that these three words had finally gone away, but now they appeared again.
Unexpectedly, he hit her weak spot. How could he be compared with Gu Ruolan? I wonder what kind of indescribable and unspeakable feeling Situ Leiyan had towards him?
Thinking about it, I feel a little chilled.
This chilling feeling made Xiao Xixi feel uncomfortable all over, as if she was holding on to some huge hope, but suddenly failed. The person who fell into the water swam desperately to a straw, and when he got closer, he realized that it was a straw.
your own hallucinations.
I turned around, but I was too far away from the shore. I would never be able to swim across it with this little strength.
There was a moment of sadness.
"...Then you'd better be ready, everything is complete...Don't let her down, it's just..." Xifu Yangye's voice sounded again, but the voice was lowered and a little hard to hear. Xiao Xixi tried her best
He rushed forward, wanting to hear it.
"...Could she not be able to accept it...not like it...I'm afraid..." Situ Leiyan's voice was also rare and low, and only a few words could be heard.
Xiao Xixi was so anxious that her heart was itching, why couldn't her ears be used better, and the person inside seemed to know that she was listening, so softly.
So angry.
Gritting her teeth, Xiao Xixi felt depressed.
Well, since they couldn't hear her clearly, then...she just interrupted. Since they had plenty of time to talk about it in the evening and made it so mysterious, she didn't care!
When her thoughts came to this point, Xiao Xixi gritted her teeth, put two high heels in front of her face, coughed twice, and pushed the door open.
Sure enough, as expected, as soon as she walked in - the two grown men immediately returned to silence as if nothing had happened. The whole air was so quiet that you could hear a pin drop. Occasionally, only the breeze would blow the gauze curtains on the window lattice.
, the sound of the hook tapping on the frame.
"Do you still want some coffee? - If you do, I'll make it." Xiao Xixi suddenly said.
Her face was expressionless. At this time, she felt uncomfortable and very depressed. However, in order to encourage herself, she still had to pretend that she didn't know what secrets they were telling her behind her back. Try her best to cooperate with them.
...
The more I thought about it, the more suddenly I felt sad.
Xiao Xixi pursed her lips, smiled lightly, took her empty cup, walked to Xifu Yangye and collected the empty cup. Just like a few years ago, she walked out of the house.
However, I no longer feel as relaxed and simple as that time.
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