However, I no longer feel as relaxed and simple as that time.
In front of the coffee machine, listening to the sound of coffee beans grinding, and with the slight noise, a slow fragrance began to come. However, this aroma is disturbing.
Xiao Xixi was dejected. She mechanically put the cup in her hand into the discard box, took out a new cup from the sterilizer, and stared at the numbers on the coffee machine with numb eyes.
For a while, I sighed, and for a while, I was still in a daze.
"What are you thinking about? - It's been so long, I thought something happened to you." A voice suddenly rang in her ears, and she was pulled out of her thoughts. She raised her eyes and saw Situ Leiyan's face.
.
Xiao Xixi couldn't help but think of everything just now. She looked a little uncomfortable and shook her head slightly: "Nothing, oh... the coffee is ready, I'll bring it to you." As she said that, she reached for the coffee machine.
But it was blocked.
In another second, his hand was held by Situ Leiyan's palm.
This sudden tenderness was a bit surprising, and Xiao Xixi couldn't help but panic. She paused, tried to calm down and looked at him, and wanted to pull back, but he held her tighter.
Xiao Xixi smiled sarcastically: "What's wrong with you?...I still want to make coffee." After saying that, she tried to pull out again, but it was still in vain.
"I miss you anytime, anywhere, all the time." Situ Leiyan said quietly.
"Aren't I right in front of you?...Why are you still thinking about it?" Xiao Xixi lowered her eyes, and her long and thick eyelashes seemed to form a beautiful arc.
"I just want to," Situ Leiyan's tone contained a kind of coquettishness, and also contained a kind of softness, mixed with traces of peace. "Even if I can see you with my eyes, I still want to, and I will."
I want to ask you, tell me why?"
After saying that, he put one hand around Xiao Xixi's head, letting her lean against his chest, and then gently held her completely in his arms.
"How would I know," Xiao Xixi said lightly, leaning against Situ Leiyan's thick chest, which was indeed warm, "I... will miss you too." In any case, to be honest, she had to admit that she too
I started to fall in love with this warm and solid feeling.
If you say that you have no future, then you must be deeply in love.
Thinking about it, Xiao Xixi just stayed on his chest in a daze and stopped moving.
Just like this, the warm aroma of coffee lingers, and it feels like a dream. Even if, even if... they have something to hide from themselves, I'm afraid they can still accept it.
Thinking about it, she felt a little sour.
It’s very contradictory, both sweet and sad. Is this the feeling of love?
"Ye and I will go out to meet each other tonight. You can rest early at home." Situ Leiyan said suddenly, as if to explain, and mentioned Xiao Xixi's worries again.
He didn't know if she was as nervous as he was in his arms. He held his breath and tried his best to feel all the subtle changes in her.
Xiao Xixi didn't think much and nodded lightly.
In fact, he has already agreed and decided. What's the point of asking her for her opinion now? But he still doesn't know if there is anything else that he can't let her know and must hide it...
Even though he said he didn't mind, he still had a grudge.
"The coffee is ready." She turned around, put the bone china coffee cup into the coffee machine compartment, pressed it lightly with her fingertips, and the dark brown liquid was poured into the white cup body amidst the rising heat.
Seeing that Xiao Xixi was really in no mood and didn't care, Situ Leiyan was a little disappointed, as if he was asking for trouble. He was in a daze for a moment as he watched her skillfully mixing milk and sugar.
******Night falls.
Xiao Xixi stayed in the president's office to accompany Situ Leiyan to deal with things. From time to time, Xiao Xixi looked at the small corner icon on the computer. The time was already close to seven o'clock, and all she could think about throughout the afternoon was the things they talked about.
Finally, Situ Leiyan let out a long sigh of relief from the documents in his hands and finally put down a few pieces of paper.
"Are you done?" Xiao Xixi asked hurriedly. Seeing how he was concentrating on thinking, she didn't want to disturb him. Even though she was thinking about the two children, she still didn't want to break his thoughts.
"Well," Situ Leiyan stretched his body and replied, "Will you go with me?" He changed his mind, still hoping that there was something, maybe... it would be better to let her know? But Xiao Xixi hurriedly shook her head
He shook his head.
She won't go. They say that if you sincerely invite someone, you should do so far in advance. If you don't invite until the time has come, 90% of the time you don't want the other person to come.
Therefore, she decided to shake her head and decline.
"Really? - I'm considering..." Situ Leiyan spoke decisively, but stopped suddenly the next second. He hesitated a little, but still swallowed the rest of his words.
It's not the right time to tell her. If he tells her earlier, all his previous hard work and efforts will be in vain.
Xiao Xixi quickly shook her head: "I went home to take Xiaojue and Xiaohui, and I haven't seen them all day!" In this way, she diverted the sadness that his apologetic expression brought to her. It could be seen that it was too obvious.
——Situ Leiyan’s hesitation and decision seemed very difficult.
In fact, there is nothing she can't bear if she talks about bad things.
But now, he just doesn't want to say it.
If you don't want to, let her know.
So, simply... Xiao Xixi decided not to interfere with him, not to disturb him. No matter what it was, she still had to give him space. From the marriage and love articles I accidentally read in the past few days, didn't it mean that men need space.
..
Thinking about it, she started to pack her bag.
****The night is colorful.
Amid the hustle and bustle of feasting and feasting, several grown men gathered together in a luxurious box to drink. However, the drunkard's intention was not in the wine, but in the mountains and rivers.
"Yan, have you decided?" Keya raised his glass and still looked at Situ Leiyan who was stuck on the sofa with some suspicion, "I always felt that you really don't look like the person who made this decision!" After saying that, he drank.
A sip of wine.
Situ Leiyan glanced at him scornfully, a little embarrassed, and remained silent. Fortunately, the dim light did a good job of hiding the heat on his cheeks.
"Hahaha! - I knew he was like this, Keya, you just don't believe it!" Xifu Yangye almost sat up from the sofa in a smart way, with a smile on his face that almost made him laugh, "You don't know what he plans to do yet?"
..."
"Ye - do you want to die?!" Situ Leiyan finally couldn't help it and spoke. He had been holding back enough. He originally wanted to discuss it, but unexpectedly, the two close friends in front of him both had the same thought.
An expression that wants to squirt rice.
This is depressing enough.
"You...hahaha..." Seeing his expression, Keya suddenly understood the fact that Xifu had been talking about for a long time with great excitement and jealousy. It turned out to be true. He could hardly imagine that Situ was like him.
What will the thunder flames look like?
He couldn't help but laugh out loud.
"Are you two here to cheer, or to have fun?" Situ Leiyan pretended to be sullen, but he was still a little nervous.
Is what he proposed just now unworkable? - From the eyes of these two grown men, he seemed to be too unreliable.
If that's really the case...
Should we think more carefully and comprehensively?
He took a sip of wine with some anxiety, and then poured another glass.
"I think your idea is not bad, although it is a bit childish, but... it should be what you call 'romance'!" Keya slowly put away his smile, but still had a smile on his face, "Yan,
To be honest, I always thought you were a non-marriage person. No matter how many women you play with, you will never get married."
"——Yes, it's like a ship drifting on the sea. It's used to riding in the wind and waves, and it won't dock so easily." Xifu Yangye followed up with a firm tone, "I know you are
I really fell in love with a woman, and I am still a young woman, but... I never expected that you would have to go to all the trouble to propose a proposal!"
Another burst of laughter.
"Is there anything strange about this? - In the future, when you also propose to women, I have to guide you, guide, guide, do you understand?" Situ Leiyan snorted with some disdain.
"I lost to you," Xifu shook his head, still smiling jokingly, "This is a good idea, but I just didn't expect that you would have to do it yourself..."
"Shut up. If you say anything again, be careful of me telling your new woman about your recent relapse with the woman from the past." Situ Leiyan threatened.
"Okay, okay, I just smiled casually. I was born with such a charming smile," Xifu slowly adjusted his tone and changed to a serious expression, "The plan is good, but... you
Do you think we can succeed? The secretary seems to be in a bad mood today."
When it comes to women, he is relatively more delicate and sensitive.
Three men standing on a tripod, each one different.
"Yes, I feel it too, but I don't know why." Situ Leiyan was a little troubled, "I find that I don't seem to understand women now." He was like a big boy who wanted candy but didn't know how to get it.
, he was restless.
To say that she loves him, this is definitely true. From the natural look in Xiao Xixi's eyes, he can be sure of it.
But, suddenly, it seemed like something had changed, something was missing. She always looked like she was worried. Sometimes she was in a good mood when talking to him, and sometimes she seemed to be distracted by secretly thinking about something.
On this day, he called her several times, but she either couldn't hear him, or she hurriedly asked what he had just said again as if she had just woken up from a dream... The accumulation of these was enough to judge that she was distracted.
"It's settled, let's finalize the details. I think you can definitely impress women!" Keya thought for a moment, then suddenly said, "I don't know women that well, but even if I am a man, I still think it's good.
, interesting!" It was a positive tone, but it still contained a smile.
"Are you...are you really sure about this?" Situ Leiyan glanced at him sideways and hummed.
"Then...is it possible that Ye Ye and I can go back and ask the woman again tonight? - The great President Situ, if he wants to propose like this, will the other party accept it? Hahaha..." Keya couldn't help it and laughed again.
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