When Xu Yaran raised her head, Li Yilan was looking at her from a distance with a bright smile. And the woman beside her was as delicate as a flower, so beautiful that people couldn't take their eyes away.
In an instant, Xu Yaran remembered who that woman was. That woman was Nangong Meining. Xu Yaran was heartbroken.
She felt like she had fallen into an abyss, and she struggled hard. Xu Yaran woke up from her dream all of a sudden, and she was sweating profusely.
As soon as she opened her eyes, she saw an enlarged face appearing in front of her. Xu Yaran's vision went dark, she was startled, she opened her mouth and screamed.
"Are you okay?" The man straightened up, pushed up the glasses on the bridge of his nose, and smiled slightly, revealing a set of white teeth, two cute little tiger teeth, and two dimples on his face.
The man was a little farther away from her, and Xu Yaran saw clearly that it was her young attending doctor, Chu Li.
Xu Yaran's heartbeat was beating fast. She was really frightened by Chu Li just now.
"Chu...Doctor Chu." Xu Yaran swallowed, her heartbeat was beating so fast that it almost jumped out of her stomach.
"Are you having a nightmare?" Chu Li sat down beside Xu Yaran's bed, folded his hands on his chest, and asked.
Chu Li was sitting there, looking particularly imposing. Although his facial features were not exquisite, his temperament was good, making him look particularly approachable.
Xu Yaran was really scared just now. Now seeing Chu Li, Xu Yaran felt relieved. Maybe it was because Chu Li had a good appearance and it was difficult for people to be wary of him. And Chu Li was hers.
He is the attending doctor, so Xu Yaran still trusts Chu Li.
"Well..." Xu Yaran nodded with lingering fear.
That dream was so real. Thinking about it now, Xu Yaran's heart still aches.
Was that dream hinting at something? In fact, Xu Yaran knew very well in her heart that the dream clearly foreshadowed that if she continued to follow Li Yilan's footsteps, there would be an abyss ahead of her, and if she took another step, she would fall.
"Can you tell me what the dream is?" Chu Li pushed up his glasses again and asked.
Xu Yaran raised her head to look at Chu Li, but when she saw Chu Li's glasses, the reflection flashed, which inexplicably made Xu Yaran feel a chill in her heart. She took a closer look, but she saw nothing. Chu Li was still looking like that
The harmonious appearance of a humble gentleman.
When the words came to her lips, Xu Yaran swallowed them again and said: "I know, I gave birth to the child."
Chu Li raised his eyebrows, looked at Xu Yaran with a half-smile, and responded in a neutral tone.
Xu Yaran suddenly felt that she had nothing to say. In the past, she always felt that Chu Li was an elegant and generous doctor. But for some reason, she suddenly felt that Chu Li was not that simple today. Xu Yaran didn't want to tell others what was in her heart.
This was her own secret, and even Tu Baobao didn't know it. She almost told a stranger, and Xu Yaran became even more afraid of Chu Li.
"It's okay, dreams are all the opposite." Chu Li smiled and replied.
It was quiet in the ward. Xu Yaran glanced at Chu Li. He seemed to have nothing to say and was not ready to leave. Chu Li's eyes were staring at Xu Yaran's face without hesitation. Although Chu Li's eyes were gentle and not close.
It's tough, but it also makes Xu Yaran uneasy.
"Um, my body should be fine, right?" Xu Yaran reached out and brushed the Liu Hai in front of her and asked.
"Well, nothing happened." Chu Li nodded.
"Then when can I have the surgery?" Xu Yaran asked impatiently.
In fact, she was afraid. She was afraid that the longer time passed, the weaker her determination to abort the child would become. After all, she would develop feelings for the child in her belly over time. She actually loved the child in her belly.
, but for the sake of the child, in order to prevent the child from becoming an illegitimate child after birth, she had to abort it.
She is so determined now. If she delays for a while, Xu Yaran really can't guarantee whether she will be soft-hearted and want to keep the child. The dream she just had... If she continues to be entangled with Li Yilan like this, she will really
There is no cure anymore.
Although Xu Yaran doesn't know Nangong Meining very well, Nangong Yuhan is so strong. Nangong Meining is Nangong Yuhan's sister. They should have the same temperament in their bones, right? What if Nangong Meining knows the child in her belly?
It belongs to Li Yilan, then...
For myself, for the sake of the child, and for the sake of the child's father Li Yilan, this child must not be born.
Chu Li looked at Xu Yaran with some surprise. He had been a doctor for many years. He had also seen many women who had abortions, but he was always somewhat accurate in judging people. He felt that Xu Yaran didn't seem to have any concern for the child in his belly.
My dear, Xu Yaran doesn’t seem to be such a hard-hearted person.
He didn't understand why Xu Yaran was so eager to abort the child in her belly.
Chu Li pursed his lips, looked thoughtfully at Xu Yaran's calm face, and said: "In a week."
This time was given to Xu Yaran by Nangong Yuhan. Thinking of Nangong Yuhan, Chu Li's smile deepened. The pair of eyes covered by thick lenses looked even more unfathomable.
"Is my body okay?" Xu Yaran asked with a smile.
Chu Li nodded. Xu Yaran's body did not have any major problems now. When she first entered the hospital, her body was too thin and the pregnancy was unstable. After staying in the hospital for a few days, her body had already deteriorated.
back to normal.
"Can I be discharged from the hospital?" Xu Yaran asked with some embarrassment.
She was particularly afraid that Chu Li would not agree. She didn't want to stay in the hospital for a moment now. If she stayed in the hospital for a day, Xu Yaran would feel very lonely. Now even Tu Baobao ignored her, and there was no one in the hospital.
She is willing to come see her, which reminds Xu Yaran every moment that she is a person without relatives or friends.
So she longed for family affection even more, and her closest relative was in her belly. But she wanted to abort this relative so that he would not have the opportunity to come into this world.
Now Xu Yaran is in pain and her heart is suffering.
Chu Li did not directly agree whether Xu Yaran could go back. He only said that she should go back and study. Ten minutes later, he came over and told Xu Yaran that she could be discharged from the hospital based on her physical condition.
When Xu Yaran came out of the hospital wearing her own clothes, she felt like she was in another world. She didn't stay in the hospital for a particularly long time, but she felt as if she had experienced a lot of things.
Yes, this is not her illusion. She has indeed experienced a lot of things. For example: she knew that there was a little life in her belly, which was her closest relative. Another example: she finally saw clearly who Li Yilan was, and
Her feelings for Li Yilan died. Another example: She has decided to abort this close relative in her belly.
After experiencing these things, Xu Yaran already felt as if a long time had passed.
She has experienced many emotions in the past few days, such as joy, confusion, betrayal, etc.
Walking alone on the deserted road, Xu Yaran tightened her tight clothes. This set of clothes was the one she got in the morning to paint the baby's clothes.
She really envied Tu Baobao, but Tu Baobao also experienced a lot of hardships before he was happy today. Xu Yaran didn't dare to ask for anything else, she only hoped that after she could experience these painful days, she could do the same.
Find her own happiness, just like Tu Baobao.
In fact, she never wanted much, she just hoped to find a man who could treat her well. She already felt satisfied. That man didn't have to be more handsome than Yin Ziye, nor as powerful as Li Yilan, nor as powerful as Nangong Yuhan.
Money. Just treat her well. This has always been what Xu Yaran wants most. However, her luck has never been very good, so she has never been able to wait for this man to appear.
But she met Yin Ziye and Li Yilan before, but only after experiencing many things, Xu Yaran was able to fully understand what she wanted.
Xu Yaran didn't know how long she had been walking outside. Later, she felt that her whole body was cold, especially her hands. She couldn't feel the existence of her hands. Only then did Xu Yaran come back to her senses. She looked over again and saw that the lights were starting to turn on. She was now
Where it is, I can't tell for a while.
She is actually a very homely girl who rarely goes out.
Even though she has lived in this city for many years, she is still like a person who has come from out of town and does not know many things about this city as well as the locals.
When they were almost gone, Xu Yaran took a taxi and returned to the single apartment she rented.
The apartment was also deserted, but the feeling was much better than in the hospital. In the hospital, even if it was a good time, she felt like a patient in her heart. When a person is sick, in the ward
But it was deserted, and it was really embarrassing to say it out loud.
Originally Tu Baobao was with her in the hospital every day, but she didn't think so. But now Tu Baobao doesn't want to pay attention to her anymore. She really has no friends or relatives. Xu Yaran's heart aches.
After getting used to the warmth, she became even more afraid of loneliness.
Xu Yaran took out a pack of instant noodles from the refrigerator, ready to cook some noodles and just eat a little.
But when Xu Yaran soaked the noodles and opened them, she smelled the familiar smell of instant noodles. Xu Yaran felt a wave of nausea in her stomach, which seemed to be overwhelming. She covered her mouth, rushed into the bathroom, and retched for a while.
.
Her stomach felt uncomfortable for a while, but she didn't vomit anything. She just vomited some sour water. Xu Yaran sat on the floor of the bathroom, hugging the toilet, and refused to let go.
After a long while, she felt a little more comfortable in her stomach.
Xu Yaran's frown slowly melted away, and a sweet smile appeared. She stretched out her hand and gently stroked her belly.
————Thank you Ran Xiaoxianer for the luxurious chapter, thank you!
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