Xu Yaran stumbled by herself, relying on her vague memory to walk unconsciously. She had no idea where she wanted to go, but there was always a voice in her subconscious calling her, telling her,
She is going somewhere.
So Xu Yaran ran out of the ward without thinking about anything.
She didn't know where she was going, she just followed her feeling and kept walking forward. Her intuition told her that her destination was there.
When Xu Yaran stopped and saw everything in front of her, Xu Yaran was already in tears.
She didn't expect that the place she had always wanted to visit the most was actually the place she was afraid of avoiding. It was the nursery where Chu Li had tried his best to bring her here. She didn't expect that the place she wanted to go to the most was the place she wanted to visit the most.
It's actually going to be a baby's room.
The children here are all newly born, and some are wrinkled, but they actually don’t look good at all.
When a baby is just born, he is not particularly good-looking. The skin all over his body is wrinkled, dark and small, like a little monkey. But if you look at it again after a while, it will be completely different. The baby is very small.
cute.
Xu Yaran was at the window outside, looking at the little people in the baby room.
"Miss, are you okay?"
A gentle voice sounded, bringing Xu Yaran back from her thoughts. Xu Yaran felt a chill on her face, and then she realized that before she knew it, she had already burst into tears.
Xu Yaran wiped away the tears on her face with some embarrassment, then reluctantly showed a smile and turned to look behind her.
There was a man standing behind him. This man was very tall. Xu Yaran was stunned at first glance.
This man's facial features are very deep, making him look particularly mysterious. His whole person is just like his voice, very kind and restrained.
His facial features are profound and all of them make people unable to take their eyes away.
The feeling of this man to Xu Yaran is so different from that of Nangong Yuhan, Yin Ziye and Li Yilan. Nangong Yuhan, Yin Ziye and Li Yilan feel like boys over flower.
Very pretty.
As for this man, when Xu Yaran first saw him, she thought he could be called a mature and reserved man.
This was the first time that Xu Yaran had such a profound understanding of the word man. The first impression that this man gave Xu Yaran was that he was a real man, majestic, upright, and very stalwart. This is the real man who is as stable as Mount Tai.
Xu Yaran felt her face heat up. She turned her head away and took the opportunity to brush away the flow on her forehead to hide her embarrassment.
"I'm fine, thank you." Xu Yaran raised the corner of her mouth, showing an expression that could barely be called a smile.
This man also smiled politely at Xu Yaran, then took a step forward and stood next to Xu Yaran. Xu Yaran could smell a faint scent of soapberry on this man's body, which made Xu Yaran feel at home.
.This kind of man should be very suitable for staying at home.
The man stood next to Xu Yaran, and like Xu Yaran, he quietly looked at the baby in the baby room from the window. His expression was very serious and a little obsessed.
Xu Yaran also looked towards the baby room, and raised the corners of her mouth slightly. Children are really the most beautiful things in the world, so fascinating. Looking at the focused look on the man next to her, Xu Yaran thought, maybe
Like himself, he is a man with a story.
Xu Yaran couldn't help but quietly raised her head and looked at the man beside her. Xu Yaran didn't know why she looked at this man, but she always felt that there was something about this man that attracted her, but Xu Yaran didn't know what it was.
.So she was like a woman who was obsessed with nymphomaniacs, always looking at this man intentionally or unintentionally.
"These children are cute, aren't they?" The man's eyebrows stretched, and he turned to look at Xu Yaran with tranquility and asked.
Xu Yaran looked at the man's face. She nodded and met the man's eyes as steady as a mountain: "Yes, they are really cute."
The man stopped talking, but for some reason, after saying a word to this man, Xu Yaran felt very painful in her heart, and there were many things she wanted to say. In fact, she also did so.
"Actually, I should have given birth to such a beautiful child, but because of my selfishness and willfulness, the child is gone. I am a sinner. I should not be forgiven. When the child leaves, he should take me with him.
"." Xu Yaran said, her nose felt sore and tears almost fell. Fortunately, she held back in time and did not cry in front of a person she had just met less than ten minutes ago.
Xu Yaran thinks that she has never been a familiar woman, but this time is an exception. This is her own private matter, and there is no need to tell others. But she doesn't know why, she would want to say it to this person
The man listened, perhaps because he seemed to see the shadow of home in this man for the first time.
She didn't know if this man wouldn't like hearing what she said. She didn't think too much about it and just said it. She intuitively thought that such a generous man would listen to her.
After listening to Xu Yaran's words, the man who had been calm from beginning to end finally felt a little moved. He took a deep look at Xu Yaran. Xu Yaran felt that that glance was like a reassurance, which instantly made Xu Yaran's heart settle down.
.
"These children are angels, and they will not hurt their mothers. The mother will welcome the little angels to this world again in the future. If they take away the mother, they will deprive other little angels of coming into the world.
It's a chance. Don't be too sad. There is a time in life, but there is no time in life. Don't force it." The man looked at Xu Yaran and said to Xu Yaran.
Xu Yaran could clearly see a trace of pain slipping through this man's eyebrows.
Xu Yaran thought, maybe this man had lost a child like him, right?
After finishing speaking, the man turned back to look at the baby room. The man returned to his previous calm demeanor. There was no change at all, not even the curve of the corner of his mouth changed. However, Xu Yaran saw something from this man's body.
, I felt a sense of sadness and desolation.
"Sir, are you okay?" Xu Yaran stretched out her hand, grabbed the man's sleeve, and asked gently.
Xu Yaran knew that this action of hers was a bit too intimate for a stranger. However, when she performed such an action, she was extremely skillful, as if she had done it often, between two adult men and women.
, a woman pulls a man's sleeve, but there is no trace of ambiguity.
"I'm fine. Today is the death anniversary of my wife and child. Five years ago today, they died in childbirth in this hospital." The man's voice was no longer as gentle as when he first heard it. His voice
There was sadness in it, and Xu Yaran wanted to cry after hearing it.
"Although mother and son are gone, I have to live out their wonderful life on their behalf."
Xu Yaran glanced at the man, loosened her fingers, pursed her lips and said nothing. She didn't know what to say.
"So, you don't have to be sad. At least you are still alive, right? You can live instead of the child in your belly. Living is actually a luxury for some people. If it is gone, it is gone. If it is gone, it means there is no fate. Fate
No matter how hard you try, you can't keep your fate. If there is still fate, no matter whether you are willful, unreasonable or selfish, the child will be yours after all." The man said to Xu Yaran kindly.
"Every child is an angel. The departure of angels will not be death. Angels will not want their own departure to make their mother so sad. If you continue to do this, your little angel will still care about you even if you leave.
Yours." The man continued to say to Xu Yaran in his gentle voice.
After listening to the truth that everyone will say, every time at this time, people will always feel like sitting and talking without back pain, but this man said it, but it makes people feel convincing, as if everything this man said
The words are all true.
Xu Yaran has grown up, and this is the first time she has met a man like this.
"Sir, thank you." Xu Yaran sniffed and showed a sincere smile.
Although Xu Yaran and this man met by chance and had known each other for less than twenty minutes, she felt as if she and this man were very close to each other. The depressed mood she had just been feeling was not as sad as before when this man enlightened her.
"You're welcome. Thirty years ago, I was also a little angel." The man smiled and said to Xu Yaran.
Xu Yaran has never seen any man who can smile so brightly and plainly. But he is also so beautiful. All the modifications and beauty are not as good as the brilliant traces left by this smile in Xu Yaran's heart.
"Let's go first. Do you want to go in and take a look at these little angels?" Xu Yaran said to the man.