Xu Yaran and a stranger came to the baby room together. Xu Yaran didn't know why she invited this man. Maybe it was because of this man that Xu Yaran felt sympathy for her. Or maybe this man was the most helpless person in her.
When you need help, give her comfort.
Xu Yaran still remembered the precautions Chu Li said when she and Chu Li came together last time.
Xu Yaran glanced at the man next to her. It was obvious that he remembered things much more clearly than she did, and his movements were much more skillful than hers.
Xu Yaran glanced at this man again. She didn't know why, but she was very interested in this man. Maybe this man was like a mystery in Xu Yaran's heart. But Xu Yaran was not curious. If you are curious about a person of the opposite sex,
If so, it is tantamount to the beginning of love.
She has been completely injured by Li Yilan, and love is the last thing she wants to touch again in her life. The most hurtful thing in the world is wishful love. She devoted herself wholeheartedly, but the final love ended without any illness.
.Li Yilan hurt her too much, and she was afraid that all men would be like Li Yilan.
This is the second time Xu Yaran has entered here. Every time she comes here, no matter how sad she is. When she sees these children, she always has a moment of peace in her heart. Xu Yaran and the man are in the ward, watching silently.
She was holding the baby in the stroller. Xu Yaran looked at the baby's white and tender appearance, and she couldn't help but be stunned.
After standing until her waist felt a little sore, Xu Yaran came back to her senses. When she turned around, she was the only one left in the baby room.
Turning her head, she found a man's coat draped over her shoulders. Xu Yaran still remembered that this coat belonged to that man. However, there was no trace of that man in the baby room. Xu Yaran didn't know who this man was.
time to leave.
She just looked at these cute children and lost her mind for a moment. She didn't know how long she stood there, and when the man left. She didn't even know when the man put his clothes on her.
Know.
Xu Yaran pulled the clothes on her shoulders, and a soft smile bloomed at the corner of her mouth.
Although this man and she only met by chance, they only exchanged a few words, and that was how it should be. But for some reason, Xu Yaran felt a sense of loss.
After staying in the baby room for a while, Xu Yaran came out of the baby room.
Maybe it was what the man said to her. Now Xu Yaran's heart has calmed down a lot. She is not as flustered as before. Maybe this child really has no fate with her.
This time she failed to grasp the fate of the child in her belly. After all, she and the child could not become mother and child.
Her mood has calmed down now. Xu Yaran can now face it calmly as Tu Baobao told her that the child is gone. Before, she originally wanted to abort the child in her belly, but suddenly the child was gone.
, Xu Yaran was not mentally prepared for the moment and found it difficult to accept it, which is why she was so sad.
Although her heart was still hurting, she slowly regained her sanity.
After all, she, the mother, was sorry for this child. If there was a chance to conceive another child in the future, Xu Yaran made up her mind to treat the child twice as well. Just make up for the love of the previous child.
Li Yilan, Yin Ziye, Chu Li, and Nangong Yuhan were all trying their best to find Xu Yaran, but none of them thought that Xu Yaran had never left the hospital at all. She just went to the hospital based on what she was thinking.
room, look at those cute children.
Her child was gone, so she went to see other people's children, which was a kind of sustenance.
Tu Baobao's face is not very good-looking, and there is still no news about Xu Yaran. The days of waiting are always very sad, and every second that passes is special suffering. Tu Baobao's heart is high when Xu Yaran is not found for a moment.
Getting up, Xu Yaran took the man's coat and returned to the ward in thin clothes.
At a glance, she saw the distressed Tu Baobao in the ward. Xu Yaran's nose felt sour and she almost shed tears. But in the end, she endured it and raised the corner of her mouth slightly, revealing an arc, which was considered a smile.
"Baby..." Xu Yaran opened the door of the ward with a smile on her face and looked at Tu Baobao in the ward with a smile.
As soon as Tu Baobao heard Xu Yaran's voice, she almost thought she had heard it wrong. She quickly looked towards the door, her eyes full of expectation. She was particularly afraid that all this was just an illusion. When she took a serious look,
At that time, Xu Yaran was gone. This is what Tu Baobao is most afraid of now.
Although Tu Baobao really wanted to step forward and hold Xu Yaran, she was afraid that all this was just an illusion. As long as she moved, the current situation would be broken. Even if it was an illusion, as long as she saw that Xu Yaran was okay, she would feel
Extremely contented.
"Baby, are you okay? Are you feeling uncomfortable somewhere?" Xu Yaran took two steps forward, walked to the dumbfounded Tu Baobao, and asked with concern. She ran away quietly today, Xu Yaran thought, Tu Baobao
The baby must be anxious, right?
But she didn't mean to make Tu Baobao anxious. Her mind was in chaos at the time, and she didn't have the energy to think about these things. She just wanted to go somewhere at the time, so she didn't consider whether Tu Baobao would return.
I would be so anxious if I didn't see her in the ward.
Now seeing Tu Baobao's anxious face, especially Tu Baobao's bulging belly, he looked restless. Xu Yaran felt even more sad, feeling that she was too selfish, and she wanted to take care of Tu Baobao.
Get involved.
This was originally her own matter, but now she wants her good friends to worry about her. While Xu Yaran was moved, she didn't want to trouble Tu Baobao too much. Her own matter was causing trouble for others.
The chickens and dogs are restless. Tu Baobao's current life and family are very happy. Xu Yaran really doesn't want to let Tu Baobao get entangled in her own affairs.
Especially now that Tu Baobao is so heavy, she should rest well at home. With the financial and material resources of the Nangong family, she should live the life of a young mistress without having to worry about anything. However, because of her relationship, Tu Baobao
But he is full of worries.
Tu Baobao still didn't move, nor did she answer Xu Yaran's question. She just looked at Xu Yaran without blinking, for fear that Xu Yaran would disappear again like before in the blink of an eye. After disappearing, she would never be found again.
Not here. She is really scared...
Xu Yaran's brows furrowed. She stretched out her hand and wanted to touch Tu Baobao's forehead to see if Tu Baobao was feeling uncomfortable. However, as soon as her hand touched Tu Baobao's forehead, she quickly retracted it.
Her hands were too cold.
Before Xu Yaran could completely withdraw her hand, Tu Baobao quickly reached out and grabbed Xu Yaran's hand.
Xu Yaran was shocked by Tu Baobao's movements. Tu Baobao's hands were very warm, and they were completely different from Xu Yaran's hands.
"Baby...my hands are too cold." Xu Yaran wanted to take her hand out, but she couldn't pull it out after trying twice. However, she didn't dare to use too much force for fear of smearing the baby and the child in her belly.
It hurts. Although her child is gone, she still likes painting the child in her belly very much.
Tu Baobao suddenly stood up from the sofa and threw himself on Xu Yaran.
"Of course, where have you been? Do you know that we are all so worried about you? How could you disappear without saying hello? Do you know that everyone is worried about you? How could you do this?" Tu Baobao
Holding Xu Yaran in her arms, she was crying with snot and tears accusing Xu Yaran of her "evil deeds". Xu Yaran allowed Tu Baobao to hold her. Tu Baobao's belly was already very big and was pressing against Xu Yaran's body. Therefore, Xu Yaran simply couldn't
I didn't dare to move, for fear of hurting the baby in Tu's belly.
"I'm sorry, baby. I just heard I said that the child was gone, so I felt a little confused. So I didn't think about it so much. I just wanted to go out and calm down. I didn't expect that it made you so worried. I'm sorry, I shouldn't be like this.
"Xu Yaran gently patted Tu Baobao on the shoulder, pursed her lips and said to Tu Baobao.
Mentioning the child in her belly, Xu Yaran felt another pain in her heart. This pain ran through her whole body. Xu Yaran felt that her hands and feet were a little numb.
Tu Baobao originally cried sadly, but when she heard Xu Yaran mention the child, Tu Baobao felt guilty for a while. She let go of Xu Yaran and stood up straight in front of Xu Yaran. She wiped the tears on her face,
She looked at Xu Yaran with some embarrassment.
"Of course, in fact, your child..." Tu Baobao looked away with his eyes and murmured in a low voice with a guilty look on his face. He wanted to explain to Xu Yaran that in fact, she had arranged everything today, saying that the child was gone.
It was just a lie she told. She really didn't mean to lie to Xu Yaran.
Before Tu Baobao could say anything, Xu Yaran had already grabbed Tu Baobao's hand.
Xu Yaran looked at Xu Yaran seriously, and her eyes were full of sincerity. She said to Tu Baobao: "Baby, you don't need to say anything. I have figured it out now. That child still has no fate with me. I have never known that there is."
I always thought about aborting this child. I am a hard-hearted person and I am not worthy of being the mother of my child.
This child itself was meant to be aborted. Even if I didn’t have a miscarriage this time, I would have aborted the child with my own hands. Now that I have had a miscarriage, my conscience will feel better. But at that time, I knew that the child was gone, so I still
I was not mentally prepared, so I behaved so abnormally. I have figured it out now.
It’s not necessarily a good thing that this child is gone, so you really don’t have to feel sad for me.”
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