Every word Xu Yaran said was what she was thinking, but it was not what she really wanted to say. When she said these words, Xu Yaran's heart really hurt one after another. But her face was full of pain.
Still wearing a relaxed smile.
It's as if this child is gone and it's really what she wants.
Tu Baobao looked at Xu Yaran's relaxed smile for a moment. As he watched, Xu Yaran in front of her became blurry and blurred. She could hardly see Xu Yaran's expression. As soon as Tu Baobao lowered his head, he
The raging tears were forced back.
When it reached his mouth, Tu Baobao swallowed it again.
Seeing Xu Yaran's relaxed smile now, what Tu Baobao originally wanted to explain could not be said. Tu Baobao felt very uneasy. After these two incidents, Tu Baobao spoke to Xu Yaran like
I don't dare to be so blatant anymore and just say whatever I want.
There are some things that Tu Baobao just wants to say, but he has to consider Xu Yaran's feelings.
Now I see that Xu Yaran seems very relaxed, as if she doesn't care about the child in her belly. If Xu Yaran was told that what she said in the afternoon was actually a joke, and the child in her belly is still in her belly, I wonder if she would
I will be stimulated again and do something extreme.
And now that Li Yilan is back, Tu Baobao has to pay more attention to these things.
Tu Baobao is in trouble and can't express it. He has something in his heart, but he doesn't dare to say it out easily.
This is obviously a happy event, but when it reaches this point, it seems that it has turned from a happy event into a bad thing. What Tu Baobao doesn't know is that Xu Yaran has feelings for the child in her belly. The reason why she pretends to be relaxed
It seems that it is because I am afraid that Baby Tu will feel guilty after hearing this.
She didn't want her relationship with Tu Baobao to slowly start to change because of the lost child. She and Tu Baobao were friends, and they would remain friends for life. The child had been lost, and Tu Baobao's original intention was also
Okay. I hope I can be fine.
"Of course, I'm sorry, actually..." Tu Baobao licked his dry lips and glanced at Xu Yaran hesitantly.
Seeing Tu Baobao's hesitation, Xu Yaran thought Tu Baobao was still feeling sorry for the lost child in her belly.
Xu Yaran showed a sincere smile and said: "I'm fine. This child is gone, which is also a good thing for me. You don't have to think too much. In fact, in the end, I don't want this child."
Xu Yaran took Tu Baobao, who looked uneasy, and sat down on the sofa. Xu Yaran took Tu Baobao's hand, as if she wanted to have a long conversation. Xu Yaran said to Tu Baobao in a thoughtful tone: "You are also now
I know, the child in my belly is...is..." Xu Yaran lowered his head, and now that Li Yilan was mentioned, Xu Yaran still felt a little bit disturbed.
Xu Yaran took two deep breaths before she slowly calmed down. She continued: "You also know now that the child in my belly is... Li Yilan's. I didn't want to tell you, after all.
Li Yilan..."
"We were only together for three months at first, and then he left without saying goodbye. Later I found out that he was with Nangong... Nangong Meining, and that was the end of our relationship. I originally thought that this relationship would be over.
It's over. But...
But I didn't expect that I would become pregnant later. This child is Li Yilan's, did you know? Baby, although I have made up my mind to let go of Li Yilan, I really hate this man. I hate this man.
.I hate this man for hurting my heart, and I also hate this man for always giving up. So..."
Xu Yaran paused, stroking her belly and said: "So I also hate this child. I not only love this child, but also hate it. It's a mixture of love and hate. I don't want a child in my belly. I want to
I want to abort this child. I don’t want to give birth to this child for this man I hate.”
What Xu Yaran didn't say was that part of the reason why she didn't want this child was that she didn't want her child to become an illegitimate child at birth. Also, she felt very regretful about it.
After she lost the child, her heart was really painful and sad. If she was given another chance, she would never hate the child in her belly again. This is how people are, only after losing
Understand how important the person you lost is to you.
It was enough for her to know these things herself, and there was no need to tell them to Tu Baobao. It made Tu Baobao feel unhappy, so she said those unintentional words just to comfort Tu Baobao.
"So this child is gone. I'm very happy. I can finally let go of Li Yilan completely. This child is the last connection between me and Li Yilan. Now the connection is severed. I can finally live again." After Tu Baobao finished speaking, the corner of his mouth
Yang Yang showed a sincere smile.
Since she broke up with Li Yilan, she has always been wearing a mask. No matter when she sees Li Yilan, or Nangong Meining, or when Li Yilan and Nangong Meining are together, she must act as if nothing has happened and cannot lose her composure.
Others know that the two people were once such close lovers.
So now Xu Yaran's acting skills are much better. Even in front of her friends for many years, she lies very smoothly.
Tu Baobao looked at Xu Yaran seriously. Her smile was really beautiful. When she smiled, her eyes turned into crescent moon buds. Even the smile lines next to her eyes could be seen very clearly. It looked real.
Happy.
Tu Baobao's heart was originally very happy because Xu Yaran was back. But now her heart sank little by little. Xu Yaran originally thought that the child in her belly was gone, so now she is very happy, thinking that she can completely
Broken off the relationship with Li Yilan.
But the truth of the matter is not like this, and Li Yilan is back. When Xu Yaran mentioned Li Yilan just now, her mood was still very unstable. If Xu Yaran knew these things, I wonder what kind of expression she would have? What would happen again?
What do you think?
After Tu Baobao finished listening to Li Yilan's words, she looked at her again and again, as if she wanted to speak but hesitated, not knowing how to speak. What to say, she didn't know whether she should tell Xu Yaran these things.
Tu Baobao looked worried, and even his gaze towards Xu Yaran was a little hesitant.
Xu Yaran was immersed in her own world and naturally did not notice anything strange about Tu Baobao. She finished her words. Her eyes were a little red, so she kept her head down without speaking. She also did not look at Tu Baobao.
Both women had their own concerns, so they didn't notice anything unusual about the other.
After being silent for a while, Xu Yaran calmed down her mood. She took a deep breath, then raised her head, pretending to be relaxed and said to Tu Baobao: "Okay, it's getting late, you should be early
Go back. Otherwise, your husband will be angry with you again and won't let you go out again."
After Xu Yaran's reminder, Tu Baobao finally remembered that Xu Yaran had come back. But Chu Li, Yin Ziye, and Li Yilan didn't know. The three of them must still be looking for Xu Yaran everywhere.
Tu Baobao had no choice but to put aside what was on his mind for the time being and said: "Oh, it's over. Midnight and Dr. Chu are still looking for you outside and haven't come back. They definitely don't know that you are back. I'll call them to inform them to come back."
Xu Yaran was shocked when she heard this. She didn't expect that Chu Li and Yin Ziye would still be looking for her outside.
But if you think about it, you can figure it out. They must have thought that they were devastated by losing the child in their belly, so they ran out of the hospital. They were afraid that she would do something stupid, so they went out to look for her in such a hurry.
Own.
She was stimulated, but she, Xu Yaran, had always been a life-loving person and did not want to give up on herself easily. She just went to the hospital to see the baby in the nursery, and met a calm and reserved man.
Thinking of that man, Xu Yaran couldn't help but glance at the clothes she had casually placed on the sofa. Then she withdrew her gaze and turned to look at Tu Baobao who was calling Chu Li and Yin Ziye.
Tu Baobao first called Chu Li to tell Chu Li that Xu Yaran was back.
Then he called Yin Ziye.
Tu Baobao was on the phone. He could clearly hear Chu Li taking a long breath of relief after hearing that Xu Yaran had returned safely, as if he was very happy. Tu Baobao felt a little strange.
She and Chu Li had not been together for a long time, but no matter how you looked at it, she felt that Chu Li did not look like a doctor with medical ethics. Now that he heard that Xu Yaran was fine, he actually breathed a sigh of relief, which really made Tu Baobao feel very strange.
Although it seemed strange, Tu Baobao didn't ask so ignorantly.
When Yin Ziye heard that Xu Yaran was back, Yin Ziye gave a faint hum. The voice was very flat, and no emotion could be heard. Tu Baobao couldn't help but feel a little disappointed. She always felt that there should be an unfinished fate between Xu Yaran and Yin Ziye.
share.
But now, Xu Yaran and Yin Ziye are both tepid, but they are like acquaintances between gentlemen. They seem to be ruthless, but they are affectionate. They seem to be affectionate, but they are ruthless.
After making the call, Tu Baobao did not put down the phone immediately.
She thought of Li Yilan, who also went out to look for Xu Yaran. Now that Xu Yaran has come back, it stands to reason that she should call Li Yilan to inform him so that he doesn't have to look outside.
But thinking about Xu Yaran's aggrieved look when she mentioned Li Yilan just now, and the fact that Xu Yaran suffered so much because of Li Yilan's chaos and abandonment, Tu Baobao's heart could not calm down for a long time.
She decided to let Li Yilan find a good one outside.
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