Xu Yaran and Li Yilan stood face to face without saying a word. It felt as if time had stopped at this moment, and everything around them no longer existed. It was like there were only two of them in the world.
Li Yilan looked at Xu Yaran standing quietly in front of him and felt Xu Yaran's cold hands. Li Yilan felt that his boiling heart seemed to be slowly cooling down. He felt that he and Xu Yaran seemed to be getting farther and farther away.
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If Xu Yaran insisted on leaving with Tu Baobao and Nangong Yuhan, Li Yilan would not feel this way. He would rather Xu Yaran stepped forward and gave him a hard slap in the face, and then scolded him a few words, so
He could also know that Xu Yaran hated him, hated him for leaving without a word, hated him for being with Nangong Meining and abandoning her.
But Xu Yaran stood here so quietly with no expression on her face. Li Yilan felt that although she and Xu Yaran were standing together, it seemed that the two people would never be together again, and they would never be able to return to the time when they were intimate.
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Li Yilan panicked for a moment, and Xu Yaran slowly let go of Li Yilan's hand. Li Yilan shook Xu Yaran's hand with his backhand, and Xu Yaran's hand was really cold, just like they were back then.
When they were together, it was so cold that it made him feel a little frightened.
"Let go." Xu Yaran lowered her head, looked at the two tightly clasped hands, and murmured softly.
Although Xu Yaran spoke in a low voice, Li Yilan heard it clearly. Li Yilan did not dare to let go of Xu Yaran's hand. He had a hunch that if he let go of Xu Yaran's hand this time, he would never have the chance to go again.
Take these hands.
Think about what Xu Yaran said about letting go. Doesn't he mean the hands that are held together now? I'm afraid it has other meanings? Is Xu Yaran asking herself to let her go? Is she not going to pester her anymore?
Li Yilan held Xu Yaran's hand firmly and refused to let go. Whether it was this time or in the future, he did not want to let go of Xu Yaran's hand easily. That sweet past not only trapped Xu Yaran,
It also trapped Li Yilan, who had been in love for many years.
This time Li Yilan really knew that he was in the hands of Xu Yaran.
"I won't let go, I will never let go." Li Yilan not only did not let go of Xu Yaran's hand, but instead held it harder.
After listening to Li Yilan's words, Xu Yaran's heart ached uncontrollably again. Forever... ha...
Xu Yaran didn't look up. She smiled and said, "How far did you say forever? Three months?"
Xu Yaran really wanted to laugh, especially when she heard what Li Yilan said about forever. Didn't Li Yilan say forever to her at the beginning? But how far is that forever? It seems to be only three short months, right?
How far did Li Yilan mean this time? This time Li Yilan once again decided to hold her hand, and how long did he plan to hold her hand this time? Xu Yaran admitted that she still couldn't let go of Li Yilan, but she couldn't let go.
So what? She has no way of keeping someone like Li Yilan by her side. Such a man is destined to linger among the flowers.
How could a wild flower on the roadside trap him?
Xu Yaran has been stupid once, and she no longer expects that Li Yilan will stay by his side forever.
Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain. Instead of staying with Li Yilan and letting the short-term sweetness be exchanged for heartbreak. It is better to break it cleanly now to avoid suffering yourself in the end. People should be kinder to themselves. She now has a baby. Yes, you should be kinder to yourself.
Three months?
Li Yilan's throat moved. Xu Yaran refused to forgive him. He admitted that he didn't want to get into too deep at the beginning. He knew that his family had already arranged for Ren Jingchu to marry him. But he didn't want to marry Ren Jingchu, so he wanted to take advantage of it before he could marry her.
Love is too simple, should it be broken off like this?
The reason why he chose to leave Xu Yaran was not because he disliked Xu Yaran.
After leaving Xu Yaran, Li Yilan just regretted it. As the time between the two of them increased, his longing for Xu Yaran gradually increased, making the love that was not so straightforward at the beginning slowly become entangled and slowly fall into it.
Can't help myself.
Love is sometimes like a drug. Once you get it, it's hard to quit.
When a person is infected with love, love makes people sweet but also has hidden dangers, especially for people like him who have been able to get married since childhood, but cannot get married on their own. Love is like a double-edged sword.
When he knew that his love for Xu Yaran was spreading, he wanted to get rid of this love.
But how can love be so easily eliminated? Love is the most difficult emotion in the world to be independent of. Once you are in love, you can no longer pull away easily.
"I'm sorry. I admit that I was wrong. I shouldn't have..." Li Yilan's throat choked and he could only admit his mistake. What else could he say? He was too cowardly at the beginning and what he did hurt Xu Yaran.
What else could he say now?
There is no regret medicine in this world. It was because he was too immature at the beginning. He only wanted to escape, but did not choose the best way to deal with it. He just wanted to avoid the confusing love, but he hurt Xu Yaran.
At the same time, he was not able to avoid the poison of love, but suffered deeply from it.
He is in pain now, and the only antidote is Xu Yaran. But he was the one who pushed Xu Yaran away with his own hands, "There is no right or wrong in love. You are right." Xu Yaran sniffed and said to Li Yilan calmly.
said.
Although Xu Yaran was calm on the surface, she couldn't be calm in her heart. Everything she said was just for the occasion. Although Li Yilan was right to leave her, he shouldn't have left her without even saying hello or breaking up.
He left quietly.
This is Li Yilan's fault, and this is what Xu Yaran has always cared about the most. It feels like Li Yilan never said anything about breaking up, and the time the two were together was never acknowledged by Li Yilan.
If you didn't say breakup, what does it mean?
It means that two people have never been lovers, so they can leave if they want to.
Xu Yaran didn't even know that when she was with Li Yilan before, when Li Yilan said he loved her. When she and Li Yilan hugged each other and kissed, what did Li Yilan think of her in his heart? Did Li Yilan ever think of her for a moment?
Think of her as your girlfriend.
If Li Yilan never treated her as his girlfriend, how could she feel embarrassed? What she was carrying in her belly was Li Yilan's child. If Li Yilan had ever treated her as his girlfriend and didn't even say a word about breaking up, what would Li Yilan do to her?
What about status?
Now that she and Li Yilan are so unclear, she doesn't even have the position to say that she is Li Yilan's ex-girlfriend. Even at the beginning, Li Yilan knew that he would not be with her, so what if she said they broke up?
What? Although I might be able to save this relationship, I won't stick around.
Why can Li Yilan not even say a word about breaking up? He doesn't say a word and just leaves without a word? Such a beginning and an end. Li Yilan didn't say goodbye, which always makes Xu Yaran feel a kind of regret, feeling that this relationship is not there at all.
It's over. Xu Yaran can't always let go. She feels that this relationship still exists and she is waiting for this bastard Li Yilan to turn around.
Of course, Xu Yaran didn't know if Li Yilan had such no sense of responsibility for all his women. He ran away after playing, not even saying goodbye. And when he left, he actually left all traces of his existence.
I wiped it off because I was afraid that I would pester him again. This was definitely an insult to Xu Yaran.
This is all Li Yilan's fault. If Xu Yaran says that she doesn't hate Li Yilan at all, it is impossible. Although she hates it in her heart, she is very calm now. Since she cannot let go of Li Yilan in a short time, then
Hate it, it's more decent than still loving it, right?
"Are you still blaming me?" Li Yilan stared deeply at the top of Xu Yaran's head and asked sadly.
"I don't blame you." Xu Yaran smiled and replied. Although I don't blame you, I hate you.
"I had my reasons for leaving in the first place." Li Yilan held Xu Yaran's hand tightly and said to Xu Yaran.
Xu Yaran didn't believe Li Yilan's words, so she sneered: "Your reason is that you are afraid that Nangong Meining will find out about our relationship? Your reason is that you want to marry Nangong Meining, so you have to separate from me? Is this so?
That's your problem."
Li Yilan fell silent for a moment, not knowing what to say.
Xu Yaran was a little frustrated for a moment. She was obviously disappointed with this man and had no hope for him anymore. However, seeing Li Yilan's silence, which was equivalent to acquiescing to her statement, Xu Yaran still couldn't calm down.
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"Go to hell." Xu Yaran's mother shouted angrily at Li Yilan.
She shook her hand hard, trying to get rid of Li Yilan's hand. But Li Yilan had already had the experience from the last time. He had been ready from the moment he held Xu Yaran's hand. The last time there was Yin
Midnight rushed out from nowhere and saved the lives of Xu Yaran and the child.
There should be no such good luck this time. Yin Ziye has been injured. Nangong Yuhan and Tu Baobao have already driven away first. Others do not have Yin Ziye's spirit of sacrificing himself for Xu Yaran. They will sacrifice themselves in order for Xu Yaran not to fall.
I would rather break my bones than support Xu Yaran.
Now Xu Yaran flicked her away, and Li Yilan had no doubt that he was there. He took a step forward, held Xu Yaran in his arms, and imprisoned her in his arms.
Li Yilan reached out and hugged Xu Yaran tightly in his arms, letting Xu Yaran struggle without saying a word, but he would not let go of Xu Yaran easily.
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