Xu Yaran was hugged by Li Yilan and felt panicked. Li Yilan's embrace seemed to be as warm as before, but her mood was different from before. At that time, she only felt a burst of sweetness, pouring straight into her heart.
.Now I feel more disheartened and have a feeling of being unable to look back on the past.
In order to get rid of Li Yilan's imprisonment, Xu Yaran had resorted to all possible means. She hit and pinched Li Yilan for a while, but Li Yilan's thick skin and flesh had no effect on him at all. Xu Yaran stood on tiptoes, opened his mouth,
He bit Li Yilan's neck. Li Yilan groaned when Xu Yaran bit him. He tightened his hold on Xu Yaran's waist. But he refused to let go and let Xu Yaran go.
When Xu Yaran saw that Li Yilan was not letting go, she didn't let go either. She bit Li Yilan's neck with her teeth a little harder, and there was already a fishy-sweet taste in her mouth. The fishy-sweet taste slipped into her mouth, stimulating Xu Yaran's taste buds.
Tasting the taste of blood, Xu Yaran's thoughts slowly became distracted, and the teeth biting Li Yilan's neck slowly loosened their grip.
Xu Yaran's tight nerves collapsed under the stimulation of Li Yilan's blood. Xu Yaran's tears suddenly burst out, and she climbed onto Li Yilan's shoulders and burst into tears.
Xu Yaran cried and shouted: "Do you know? I really hate you, I hate you to death. I hate that you lied to me and said you would be with me forever. I hate that you didn't even want to say it.
, just left without a trace, do you know how sad I am?"
"I hate that you are irresponsible. I hate that you still lie to me, lie to my body, and lie to my feelings even though you have Nangong Meining in your heart. I hate that you are selfish and cannot give me and my child a status, but you still give in to me.
I gave birth to the child as your illegitimate child."
"I hate you for letting down so many women. I hate that since you have already let me down, you have already decided to want Nangong Meining instead of me. Why do you still come to provoke me? Even if you can't give me a result, you still let Nangong Meining down.
rather."
"Since you are with Nangong Meining, why don't you let me go? Can't you be with me and give Nangong Meining a happy ending? What I hate most is why you didn't tell me to break up in the first place?
Why were you so stingy that you refused to even say goodbye? Why? Why? Why did you not say breakup when it was over, and why did you make me so worried? "
When Xu Yaran first saw Li Yilan and Nangong Meining together, Xu Yaran's intention at that time was that she really wanted to help Nangong Meining. So when Li Yilan seemed to be unfamiliar with her at all, she also chose to remain silent.
It was as if the relationship with Li Yilan had never existed, as if there was no friendship between her and Li Yilan at all. She really wanted to fulfill them, and since she couldn't get it herself, it would be good if she could fulfill others.
At that time, Xu Yaran didn't have so much hatred. The most common emotion she had was discouragement. It was a feeling of hopelessness, which was different from hatred. Now he still harbors hatred for Li Yilan.
When I found out she was pregnant, I came to the hospital to see her and asked her to give birth to the child as an illegitimate child.
At that moment, Xu Yaran's hatred was at an all-time high. She hated Li Yilan so much that even the child in her belly hated him. Perhaps she had hated Li Yilan before, but she had ignored it.
But because of Li Yilan's selfishness, the hatred suddenly burst out.
She hates Li Yilan, but someone once said that there is only a thin line between love and hate, and they can be connected with an equal sign. From love to hate, where can hatred come from without love?
Now Xu Yaran's hatred has burst out. She hates it, she hates it so much.
All the hatred turned into tears and flowed out at once.
Xu Yaran admitted that she was not strong enough, and even her hatred was not thorough enough.
She loves Li Yilan, but not simply. Otherwise, she will desperately take back Li Yilan or destroy Li Yilan. She doesn't hate Li Yilan thoroughly enough. Otherwise, how could she be so unable to control herself when facing Li Yilan?
Woolen cloth?
Xu Yaran cried hoarsely in Li Yilan's arms, her heart broken.
Ever since she fell in love with Li Yilan, Xu Yaran found that she seemed to cry more and more. At this time, she also had to believe that women are made of water, and even she herself was a creature of water. She didn't know that she
Where did the tears come from? Why did she cry in front of Li Yilan and show such a cowardly side?
She didn't know how to express it. She just felt that she had to say what she just said. Those words had been held in her heart for a long time, and her heart ached. This time, she could find a place to vent, and say it all at once.
It's all said out loud.
All this is Li Yilan's fault, and it is right for Li Yilan to bear the responsibility. There is no reason for her to keep everything in her heart and not speak out. For a woman who is pregnant with a child, it is not good to think too much.
After Xu Yaran said everything, although she couldn't say that she felt refreshed immediately, she felt a little more comfortable. Some words had been in her heart for too long and no one said them, so it hurt her heart to press them.
I told the person involved everything and immediately felt a lot more relaxed.
Xu Yaran breathed a sigh of relief and felt much better.
She cried for a while and then stopped sobbing. She cried for too long and her diaphragm was somewhat damaged. Although she stopped crying, her diaphragm started to rupture.
Li Yilan's heart trembled as he listened to Xu Yaran hating him one by one. He had long known that Xu Yaran hated her. He knew that Xu Yaran hated him as early as when he came back to Xu Yaran for the first time after he left quietly.
Yes, at that time he just didn't expect that he and Xu Yaran would actually end up in such a quarrel.
But now Li Yilan is somewhat glad that Xu Yaran hates him. After seeing Xu Yaran treat him coldly and indifferently, he feels that hatred is better than feeling nothing at all. How can there be hatred without love? Hatred means that he is in love.
Xu Yaran still has a place in her heart.
Not hating me enough means that I didn't love you enough.
Now Xu Yaran still hates him, which means that Xu Yaran still loves him in her heart and still can't let go of the relationship. It means that he still has a chance. If Xu Yaran is willing to have a cup of coffee with him calmly, it means that Xu Yaran
He is no longer in his heart. Then he is really powerless and will never have a chance again.
Now Xu Yaran hates him because he has not given up on him, Li Yilan, nor has he given up on that period of time, although short, but happy. What Li Yilan has to do is how to awaken the deepest love in this period of hatred.
Xu Yaran just said so much in a eloquent way, that breaking up and having children are the most important things. Li Yilan was a little confused. It turned out that what Xu Yaran had always been worried about was that when he left, he didn't even say breakup, and just left.
In fact, Li Yilan didn't want to. When he left Xu Yaran, he actually thought about it a lot. On the one hand, he didn't have the courage to tell Xu Yaran that they had broken up. He couldn't bear to face Xu Yaran. He was afraid that when he saw Xu Yaran, he would
Can't say anything?
The matter between Ren Jingchu and him was considered imminent. The longer he stayed with Xu Yaran, the more he found that he couldn't do without Xu Yaran. It was a completely different feeling from falling in love with other women, so he didn't treat him like he once did.
Just like other women, they broke up with each other and sent a sum of money, so they broke up happily.
Only for Xu Yaran, he couldn't bear to say goodbye.
And Li Yilan also had selfish motives at the time, thinking that if he didn't break up, the relationship would not be over. Without the approval of both parties, the relationship was not over yet. If there is a chance in the future, he would be able to save the relationship.
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His little calculations and his hesitations all turned out to be what Xu Yaran cared about the most.
Seeing that Xu Yaran finally stopped and kept beating her diaphragm, but no longer cried, Li Yilan quietly breathed a sigh of relief.
He gently stroked Xu Yaran's long hair hanging on his shoulders. Since the breakup, it seemed that he had not held Xu Yaran as intimately as he did today for a long time. Touching Xu Yaran's hair, well...it seemed to have grown a lot.
"I'm sorry, I didn't know that I made so many mistakes. It makes you feel so uncomfortable. I admit that I am an asshole. It's all my fault. It's all my fault." Li Yilan took Xu Yaran's words smoothly and gently.
Said to Xu Yaran.
"The reason why I didn't want to say breakup to you was because I couldn't let go of this relationship. I was reluctant to say breakup. I didn't say breakup because I thought that one day, I would talk to you again.
Let's get back together with you. I'm afraid that after we break up, it will never be possible for us again, and I'm afraid that you will forget me." Li Yilan hugged Xu Yaran tightly and rubbed her into his arms, as if she was afraid that Xu Yaran would leave him.
In fact, Li Yilan did not expect that Xu Yaran would be so obsessed with breaking up. After thinking about it, she had no choice but to say this to Xu Yaran.
Xu Yaran was indeed touched after listening to Li Yilan's words. Li Yilan hugged her very hard. She felt that she was about to suffocate, but she didn't know whether the reason was because Li Yilan hugged her too tightly or because of Li Yilan's behavior.
The remarks.
Li Yilan felt that Xu Yaran's breathing was stagnant, and he knew that what he just said had an effect.
He also knew that he was not wrong. Even though Xu Yaran said she hated him, she still had feelings for him, and Xu Yaran still liked him.
Li Yilan felt happy in his heart. He held Xu Yaran's hands, supported Xu Yaran's shoulders, and broke up with Xu Yaran's soft body.
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