The distance between him and Xu Yaran was half an arm's length, and his hands were pressed on Xu Yaran's shoulders.
The eyes of Li Yilan and Xu Yaran intersected in the air. Li Yilan looked at Xu Yaran's eyes seriously and said to Xu Yaran: "I know it was me who broke your heart at the beginning, but even if it is for the sake of the child in my belly, please forgive me once.
What? Others say that a coward can never be exchanged for gold. Now that I have turned back, are you willing to let me come back? Back to you and your children?"
Li Yilan's words were like magic. Li Yilan's words eroded Xu Yaran's reason and Xu Yaran's hatred for Li Yilan. Xu Yaran felt that her hatred for Li Yilan was slowly decreasing.
She always felt that something was wrong, but she couldn't grasp it for a while.
Xu Yaran looked at Li Yilan with a troubled face. Li Yilan looked really serious and didn't look like he was joking.
However, Xu Yaran always felt uneasy, always feeling as if she had overlooked something.
Seeing that Xu Yaran didn't speak, Li Yilan looked at him blankly. Li Yilan also knew that he couldn't push Xu Yaran too hard. Xu Yaran had never been a smart woman.
Otherwise, Xu Yaran would not have waited ten years for a man who didn't love him. How could she still be willing to listen to a man's explanation after allowing him to hurt her so much? All this proves that Xu Yaran is facing the emotional challenge.
She has never been a smart person and does not know how to assess the situation and win the best interests for herself.
If Xu Yaran also understands this, it will be much easier to get back together with Xu Yaran. But if Xu Yaran really understands, then she is not Xu Yaran, and she is not worthy of Li Yilan spending so much time to love such a woman, so much that he cannot live without her.
reached the point.
Li Yilan looked at Xu Yaran's flat belly, and his heart was very soft. The little guy in Xu Yaran's belly was his Li Yilan's son. This child was also the emotional bridge between him and Xu Yaran, and it was a bridge that would never be broken.
Thinking of the child in Xu Yaran's belly, Li Yilan suddenly felt the urge to touch Xu Yaran's belly. Although Xu Yaran is almost three months old now, the child has not yet formed and cannot feel anything.
But Li Yilan just wanted to touch his own child, his and Xu Yaran's child.
Li Yilan thought so, so he did it. He stretched out his hand to touch Xu Yaran's belly. Xu Yaran felt the pressure from her belly, and Xu Yaran suddenly woke up. She took a step back steadily, avoiding Li Yilan's
hand.
Xu Yaran looked at Li Yilan with a wary face, her eyebrows full of wariness.
She finally came to her senses, why should she believe Li Yilan's words? How credible is Li Yilan's words? It was because she believed in Li Yilan so much that she ended up in this painful situation today.
Li Yilan could lie to him once, and he might lie to her a second time. Although she, Xu Yaran, was not very smart, she did not want to become a fool and be deceived by the same man again and again.
He had no way to be sure whether what Li Yilan said now was true. Since he was not sure, it was false. She knew how painful it was to be deceived by the person she loved. She didn't want to experience it a second time. She didn't
The ability and strength are gone.
Forget it, forget it between her and Li Yilan. After all, Li Yilan should not belong to the ordinary me. The woman who is matched with Li Yilan should not be herself.
Li Yilan retracted his hand in embarrassment. Seeing the wariness between Xu Yaran's eyebrows and eyes, Li Yilan felt as if he had eaten a fly alive, which made him feel very uncomfortable. He and Xu Yaran should not be like this.
Xu Yaran's wariness towards him made his heart ache.
"Yaran, what's wrong with you?" Li Yilan held back his discomfort and looked at Xu Yaran with a warm smile. His eyes were gentle, and when he looked at Xu Yaran, it was as if he was looking at the biggest treasure in the world.
Xu Yaran sneered. Li Yilan didn't want to hurt her a second time. She couldn't bear it. She finally figured it out. It didn't matter if she didn't have a man. Now she just had to have children. She could depend on each other with her children. She didn't
They need a husband, but their children don’t need a father.
So Xu Yaran didn't want any of those confessions and sweet words that Li Yilan just said to her.
"Since you left then, don't come back. Did you have difficulties when you left? Now that you are back, don't you have no difficulties anymore?" Xu Yaran took two steps back, retreated outside the safe zone, and separated herself from Li Yilan.
, she spoke coldly.
She was really too weak. Li Yilan just said a few words and immediately melted her heart. She admitted that Li Yilan was definitely a demon in her heart and she must overcome it. She could not be hurt by the same man again.
Already.
If this man decided to leave because of his own difficulties, he should leave completely. He can give up himself for one reason, but who knows if he has a second difficulty, a third difficulty, or even a fourth.
Five difficulties.
He really loves himself and can't leave her. No matter how much trouble he has, he will never leave him. Once he is unfaithful, he will not tolerate it a hundred times. He cannot tolerate a man betraying him again and again, no matter how much trouble he has.
.
Not sure whether Li Yilan was sincere this time, Xu Yaran couldn't give herself another chance to get hurt. She was fine alone before, but now that she has a baby, she can no longer be as stupid as before.
"I..." Li Yilan's throat moved, but he didn't know how to answer Xu Yaran's question.
He didn't want to deceive Xu Yaran again this time. He still had not taken away the autonomy of his own marriage, which meant that she had no way to make the decision about her own marriage. He didn't want to let Xu Yaran down again. This is how rich he is.
Man's greatest sorrow.
If Xu Yaran had not met Xu Yaran when she came out this time, and if the person her parents chose for her was not Ren Jingchu, maybe he would have listened to his parents obediently and accepted the marriage partner arranged by his parents, and maybe he would have been like her parents.
, after spending this life lovingly with his wife, his life can be considered complete.
But there will never be an if in this world. Didn't he meet Xu Yaran? He did, so he and other women are destined not to be consummated, and there will be no love. He only has one love, and it has been completely destroyed.
Xu Yaran took it and couldn't get a second portion.
There are no ifs in this world. Wasn't the person his parents arranged for him to marry Ren Jingchu? Yes, the person his parents asked him to marry was Ren Jingchu, so he was destined not to follow his parents' arrangements and marry Ren Jingchu. He needed to find someone with a better background than Ren Jingchu.
Only a wife with a better future than the Ren family can dispel his parents' idea of letting him marry Ren Jingchu.
He had a crush on Nangong Meining, and Nangong Meining met all the conditions for his ideal wife, so he chose Nangong Meining.
He is not strong enough, strong enough to ignore all pressure, strong enough to do whatever he wants, so he can only passively accept it. He cannot be with the woman he loves most, nor can he protect her, give her a firm commitment, and give her
A broad shoulder.
"I understand, don't worry, I will take good care of the child. Please don't come to me again in the future, and I will not come to you." Xu Yaran smiled, with tears in her eyes. She and Li Yilan were real
It's over.
Li Yilan may have difficulties, but so what? He has difficulties, and in the end he cannot be with him. Can he still be with Li Yilan and be his underground mistress regardless of his status and status?
Will the child in the belly become a veritable bastard?
Xu Yaran admitted that she loved Li Yilan, but she did not love her so humbly that she would do anything for Li Yilan.
In the end, Xu Yaran chose to let go, let go of herself, and let go of Li Yilan.
From now on, the two of them will really be passers-by, just strangers who are just acquaintances, just like Li Yilan originally hoped.
Li Yilan looked at Xu Yaran with red eyes, full of begging. He looked at Xu Yaran begging, as if begging Xu Yaran not to leave him.
Xu Yaran couldn't help but turned her head away from looking at Li Yilan.
Xu Yaran faced Li Yilan, her steps a little messy. He was face to face with Li Yilan, and she slowly stepped back. She watched Li Yilan in front of her getting farther and farther away from her little by little. Her heart felt
It hurts slightly, but it is slowly getting easier.
It seems good to have such a happy ending with Li Yilan.
A good ending is not necessarily a happy ending, but the result that she wants most, the best result for herself. The best result for her is to completely separate from Li Yilan and have nothing to do with her in the future. Li Yilan is not worth it at all
Himself, the man who left a night light for him.
All the tears in her eyes gathered in her eyes. Xu Yaran looked at Li Yilan without blinking, stubbornly refusing to let the tears fall. Li Yilan's face became more and more blurry in front of her, but in her mind
The place became more and more familiar, and those eyes full of begging were engraved in Xu Yaran's mind and could not be removed.
Xu Yaran took two steps back, turned around, turned her back to Li Yilan, and ran forward with all her strength. She ran towards a place with light. She needed sunlight to dispel the lingering haze in her heart.
Li Yilan looked at the direction Xu Yaran disappeared, and lowered his hands in despair. He just looked at his beloved woman, fading out of his sight little by little. He was not a timid person, but at this moment he did not have the courage to chase Xu Yaran's figure.
, chased him out of the parking lot, letting Xu Yaran get further and further away from him.
He felt that he still had many things that he had not said to Xu Yaran. How could he let Xu Yaran leave like this?
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