"Leng" moved his lips, and a barely audible cry reached Su Leng's ears. Su Leng was stunned for only a second, then strode out of the elevator, slightly curling up the corners of his mouth.
He nodded politely to greet Fu Siyang. Without stopping, he walked directly past him and walked out, without any lingering in his movements.
Fu Siyang's heart suddenly contracted, and he turned around and grabbed Su Leng's wrist.
He thought about every possibility, except that he never thought that Su Leng would turn a blind eye and pass him by like a stranger. He would rather Su Leng beat him, scold him, or even torture him to death.
Su Leng is more alienated than a stranger, "cold"
Knowing that he couldn't leave, Su Leng didn't say anything, nor did he turn his head. Instead, he waited indifferently for the little bastard to turn to him. Men of similar height stood looking at each other, and Fu Siyang's delicate face showed a smile.
He was like a lost child who couldn't find his way home. He was confused and panicked. He held Su Leng's hand and clenched it unconsciously in search of a sense of security. Su Leng's heart tightened.
, he hates the little bastard getting hurt the most. Whether it was before or now, this feeling has never changed, but he doesn't dare to gamble now.
"Thank you very much for helping me take care of Leng Huang for the past six years, Fu Siyang. I heard from Xing Yun that thanks to you, Leng Huang was able to develop like this. To express my gratitude, would you like me to treat you to dinner?"
Su Leng smiled slightly, his smile was distant and indifferent, and he was indifferent to the things in front of him. Fu Siyang's whole body felt a burst of pain. He stepped forward and buried his face on Su Leng's shoulder, "Leng, don't do this to me, I can't stand it"
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When you treated me like that, did you ever think that I could bear it again? Fu Siyang, what should I do with you?
Wanting to push away, the little bastard simply put his arms around Su Leng's waist and buried his face deeper into his neck, "Leng, I know it was my fault six years ago, give me another chance, I promise
, I promise I love you very much."
Su Leng let him hold her without saying a word. He wanted to use silence to distance the two of them, to a safe distance. He was scared and tired. He could not see a future with Fu Siyang.
He was afraid on the road. Now, he just wants to let go of Fu Siyang and let the two of them get back on track, just like when Fu Siyang didn't know his feelings.
They could be brothers or partners, but he refused to be lovers.
His neck felt cold, and warm liquid poured into his neck continuously. Su Leng sighed, put his arms around Fu Siyang's shoulders, and said in a chillingly cold voice, "Fu Siyang, I can understand that you don't love me.
I don’t believe me. How many years have we known each other? It’s been almost twenty years. Excluding six years and fourteen years, I still can’t make you trust me. It’s my mistake and my conceit. I was too confident. Then I
All the chips were placed on you. As a result, I lost completely and was worthless. You were proud, you didn’t like restraint, and you yearned for freedom. I couldn’t follow your footsteps, so the gap between the two of us was you.
, I will never be able to overcome it. Do you know how much time it took me to stand up? A week ago, I really stood up from the wheelchair." Su Leng suddenly took Fu Siyang's hand and put it on his own.
"You touch this face that feels very familiar to you. Do you know how many operations Meili had to perform on it to recover? Do you know how many operations, large and small, were performed on this body to save it? You don't
I understand, you don’t know, because you haven’t experienced it, Fu Siyang, you don’t like men anyway, so why don’t I just stay away and give you a chance? Stop looking for me, I don’t want to see you, not even in my life.
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Holding Fu Siyang's arm and pushing him away, Su Leng passed him and left directly. The pretended indifference collapsed instantly, and a trace of sadness flashed across the corner of his eyes. He knew clearly that the eyes behind him had been looking at his back, but he just forced himself not to look back.
, don’t look back, if you look back, he is really done, forever.
He doesn't want to go back to the dark days, and he doesn't want to die because of boring and thorough love. That would be too stupid.
Every word Su Leng spoke was like a sharp knife. Each knife was inserted into his heart exactly. There was a look of no nostalgia in his eyes. Fu Siyang's heart seemed to have been taken away and a piece of it was bleeding.
Not only that, he touched his face with his slender fingers. The coldness on his face hurt him, and he slowly knelt down. Without Su Leng, how could he have love?
But today's situation is the price of his self-righteousness.
But Su Leng, how can you be so cruel? Xi Yejue's words just jumped into his head. Fu Siyang, when Su Leng loved you, he treated you as a treasure. We have been with you through life and death as brothers, but without this
With your bastard character, what do you think you are in front of us?
Fu Siyang, why are you looking for him? You are greedy for the warmth and love he gives. If you find him again and continue to be ignored by you, is Su Leng not as good as a dog you raised?
Fu Siyang, I'm very strange. Why was he stingy and unwilling to give Leng even the most basic trust? Now it doesn't matter if he looks abandoned. Speaking of sadness, I haven't complained to Leng yet.
Wei Qu, he gave you his youth, his love, and his life, but what did you give him? If he liked it, he would hold him and kiss him, but if he didn't like it, he would just send him away. Why do you have that?"
Do you deserve it?
Fu Siyang, Yan and I went to find you. If you haven’t lost your memory, you should remember it. You told us clearly that if it’s about Su Leng, get out. Stop pretending to be innocent. Didn’t you always think that Leng Li can’t
Drive you?
Yes, I really can’t live without you. I was chanting your name when I was dying, intertwined with regret and urging us not to hate you. I was wandering through life and death several times and told Johnny not to look for you. Aren’t you very proud? After hearing this, I actually have such a feeling
Charm makes a man pay so much, Fu Siyang, Su Leng was blind and put his whole life's bet on you. I feel bad for him. I thought the Finnish team at least taught you trust, but you are disappointing.
You have to grit your teeth, do you know how Leng has survived these years? You don't want to know, because you are not qualified."
No, no, he didn't, he didn't! Fu Siyang was in so much pain that he couldn't bear it anymore, but he was so spasmodic that he couldn't find an outlet to vent it. The moment he collapsed, he screamed ````` His indifference towards Su Leng in the past
It popped into his mind, like a whip lashing his soul. He had been a bastard and shameless before. When this feeling really left him, he found that he couldn't stand it, not at all.
His eyes were so sore that when he heard the scream, Su Leng fled in a hurry. He was afraid that he would give in to Fu Siyang's collapse in the next moment.
But who came to tell him what the coldness on his face was?
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ There may be an update later (just
Possibly), oh, I originally wanted to torture the little bastard, but I feel like I can’t do it.