Faced with Chu Huandong's cold treatment and alienation, Wang Zhangzhu has been deceiving herself. She is unwilling to admit this fact. Chu Huandong is the warmest light in her life. If he leaves her, her world will definitely collapse. of.
Wang Zhangzhu held a faint hope in his heart and wanted to visit Chu Huandong. But he was a little afraid to come alone, so he dragged Su Yanchi over to strengthen his courage.
As soon as she walked into the door of the hospital, Wang Zhangzhu habitually felt sad and depressed. This emotion had always enveloped her since the day Chu Huandong neglected her for some reason.
Arriving at the door of Chu Huandong's ward, Wang Zhangzhu looked inside through the glass again as a habit. She saw Chu Huandong sitting on the bed and flipping through a magazine casually. Xiaoyou did nothing but stared intently. She looked at him with a gentle and kind smile. Her beautiful eyes seemed to be so soft that water could drip out of her.
It turns out that the four days he disappeared did not bring any changes to their lives. Chu Huandong did not show any pain or sadness. On the contrary, he was full of energy and his eyes were calm.[
Walking into a ward like this is actually quite a test of one's face.
Wang Zhangzhu took a deep breath again. Pretending not to see the warm scene in front of him, he opened the door to the ward and walked in.
"Zhangzhu, Mr. Su, you are here." Chu Huandong smiled and nodded to them. His formulaic politeness was impeccable.
Wang Zhangzhu grinned. He bravely walked in and sat on the sofa. He pretended not to notice Chu Huandong's calm smile like a thorn.
In the past few days, Su Yanchi had a vague feeling that something was wrong between Wang Zhangzhu and Chu Huandong. The joyful smile on Wang Zhangzhu's face disappeared. His active mental state disappeared.
She has been sick at home for the past few days. Chu Huandong didn't even call. Wang Zhangzhu even refused to come to the hospital alone to visit Chu Huandong today.
There are various signs that Wang Zhangzhu's relationship with Chu Huandong is very wrong now. Wang Zhangzhu needs himself.
After Su Yanchi greeted Xiaoyou and Chu Huandong, she naturally sat next to Wang Zhangzhu. When she saw that Wang Zhangzhu was about to drink the fresh peach juice Xiaoyou gave her, she hurriedly stopped her. "You can't do anything these days. Okay. Stop drinking sweet things."
Wang Zhangzhu obediently put down his hand and turned to drink the cup of tea placed in front of Su Yanchi. Su Yanchi was worried that her eyes could not see clearly, so he simply picked up the water cup and put it in her hand.
Chu Huandong looked at this scene. There was still a smile on his face, but his smile gradually became desolate. He forced himself to look calm and face Wang Zhangzhu and Su Yanchi calmly. But only he knew how difficult this was. .
He took a few glances at Wang Zhangzhu and found that her face was particularly haggard and pale. Her long eyelashes hung down on her eyes, giving her an unusually unhealthy look.
Chu Huandong was really worried about Wang Zhangzhu's health. He wanted to ask, but in the end he didn't ask.
Four people were sitting in the ward. Wang Zhangzhu and Chu Huandong, who were originally close to each other, seemed extremely distant. On the contrary, it was Xiaoyou and Su Yanchi. Both of them seemed very lively, talking and laughing freely.
Under such circumstances, Wang Zhangzhu felt more tired. She felt that she could no longer pretend. Such a visit was simply a kind of torture. She pulled Su Yanchi to get up and say goodbye.
After leaving the hospital, Wang Zhangzhu asked Su Yanchi to pick up Niuniu from school. She wanted to walk on the street.
The current season has reached the end of autumn in the south. The wind blows on my body. It is not so hot anymore. It brings a slight coolness. I am walking in the park near the hospital. There is a faint fragrance of flowers in the breeze. It is very comfortable.
Wang Zhangzhu walked in the park for a while and unknowingly turned back to the entrance of the hospital. As if by accident, she raised her head and looked at the entrance of Chu Huandong's ward. An aqua curtain was floating in the wind, like Xiaoyou's. shadow.
She couldn't help but sneer. It was really good. After staying in the hospital for a few days, even the hospital's uniform blue curtains were replaced. Such silk embroidered curtains really fit the ambiguous relationship between Chu Huandong and Xiaoyou. Unlike Pink is so flamboyant but not as low-key as white and blue.
Green. Haha. It’s really just right for me.[
Wang Zhangzhu looked at the fan and felt more and more stuffy in her chest. It was as if she could not breathe. Anger was ripped out of her heart. Her thoughts surged like a tidal wave.
She stood there thinking for a while, then suddenly strode towards the hospital.
He can't do this anymore. If he continues like this, he will be depressed and tortured to death. Even if they really want to separate, Chu Huandong should give himself a happy word.
Wang Zhangzhu left. As Su Yanchi left in a hurry, Chu Huandong's world suddenly became quiet. He felt weak all over.
Isn't this exactly the result I want? But why do I feel so heartbroken?
"Brother Huandong, do you want to go downstairs and take a walk?" Xiaoyou wanted to distract Chu Huandong and passed a wheelchair.
Chu Huandong looked at the wheelchair and secretly took a breath of air. His body was so weak that he had to rely on a wheelchair to walk downstairs. How could he protect Wang Zhangzhu from the wind and rain? Palm beads happiness.
Even if he misses Wang Zhangzhu so much that he almost vomits blood, he can't regret it. If he goes back to normal and reaches out his hands to her again, apart from causing her more pain, there will be some benefits.
Wang Zhangzhu watched through the glass this time. She didn't want to do such a stupid thing again. It would only make her miserable. After knocking on the door twice, she walked in directly.
Both Chu Huandong and Xiaoyou expected that Wang Zhangzhu would leave and come back so quickly. They were both stunned. Xiaoyou's face then turned gloomy and unclear, while Chu Huandong's expression was mixed with joy and sorrow.
He really didn't want Wang Zhangzhu to be here again. If she was as angry, discouraged, and desperate with him as before, and then just gave up and left, then they wouldn't have to suffer.
However, when he saw Wang Zhangzhu reappearing in front of his eyes, he was still happy in his heart. He had missed her for too long, coupled with strong uneasiness and concern, which made him feel that it would be good if he could see her again.
Wang Zhangzhu was depressed, angry, and with a stern expression. He glanced at Xiaoyou, who was pretending to be busy, and said rudely: "Xiaoyou, please go out first. Brother Huandong and I have something to say. "
Xiaoyou knew Wang Zhangzhu's eldest lady's temper. She also knew that Chu Huandong still cared more about Wang Zhangzhu. Listening to Wang Zhangzhu's stiff and rude tone, she looked angry. Instead, she turned to look at Chu Huandong glanced at him.
Chu Huandong looked at Wang Zhangzhu's determined look. His pretty face was stiff and he couldn't even smile. His eyes couldn't help but darken. This little girl's stubbornness was getting worse. It seemed that she refused this time. I left sadly. It was the right thing to do.
He nodded to Xiaoyou and motioned for her to leave first.
Watching Xiaoyou go out, Wang Zhangzhu took two deep breaths to stabilize her emotions. The changes in Chu Huandong these days made her confused. His attitude towards her changed too quickly. She wanted to ask clearly.
In the past two days, she had thought about this question several times. Why did Chu Huandong suddenly reject her thousands of miles away?
Wang Zhangzhu's eyes were like a torch. He looked carefully at Chu Huandong's face and body. His voice was full of pleading, worry, and unconcealed concern and nervousness. "Brother Huandong, have your condition worsened? Or have you encountered it?"
You can tell me any irresistible difficulties."
At this moment, Wang Zhangzhu still held a faint hope in his heart. It was a kind of strong worry, even more than the sadness and sorrow that Chu Huandong had given him the cold treatment these days.
Her fingers on her side were trembling uncontrollably. Not only her face, expression, body, hands and feet were all stiff. She was so looking forward to Chu Huan speaking. As long as he gave a reasonable reason... even if it was just one
A reasonable lie.
Chu Huandong looked at Wang Zhangzhu. His expression was very complicated. He looked at her expectant and sad eyes. Some words almost blurted out. But in the end, he just lowered his head slightly and remained silent.[
"Brother Huandong, do you have something to hide? Can you tell me?" Wang Zhangzhu asked reluctantly, with a layer of water gradually filling his eyes.
When Chu Huandong raised his head again, no expression could be seen on his face. The corners of his mouth curled up slightly: "Zhangzhu, I have something to hide. After experiencing this life and death, I just want to understand some things.
I admit that I like you very much. I have been chasing you and doting on you all these years. At one time, I felt that having you was the whole meaning of my life.
Zhangzhu. I have been an orphan since I was a child. I have always lacked care. In fact, my heart is more eager to be cared for than to be cared for. I long for someone to accompany me and give me warmth. As for you, you have been a spoiled young lady since you were a child. Your destiny is destined to bear it.
Take care of others. Accept the care of others.”
Wang Zhangzhu didn't understand why Chu Huandong suddenly said these words. But she suddenly felt a little cold. A trace of chill spread along her fingertips to every corner of her body, and finally reached her heart. The coldness in her blood made her
His body was trembling a little, but he still gritted his teeth. He looked at Chu Huandong and listened to him continue.
"Zhangzhu. You don't know how to take care of others, care about others, let alone love someone. This has always been a great regret in my life. At the beginning of waking up this time, I thought that these days were by my side. I couldn't sleep.
You are the one who constantly takes care of me. I am extremely surprised. I thought you have finally grown up, finally know how to care about me, and respond to my love."
Wang Zhangzhu's heart ached. Looking at those deep and familiar eyes, they showed contempt and disappointment.
It turned out that in Chu Huandong's heart, he turned out to be such a selfish person who only knew how to take but not how to give and love others.
A rush of hot blood seemed to burst through his forehead. Wang Zhangzhu bit his lip tightly. His face was pale, and he tried his best to hold back the tears in his eyes.