White sky, white earth, everything is white, white is ethereal, white is lonely
In this world where there was only white as far as the eye could see, Gu Yu lay helpless on the ground. The coldness around his body made him unable to move.
The beautiful days with Zhou Youmeng, Jin Lanning, Hu Meier, Jifeng and others kept flashing through my mind, but the more I missed the days when I was full of friends, the more lonely and lonely I felt, as if I was afraid of being abandoned by everyone.
Suddenly those beautiful fragments suddenly shattered, Zhou Youmeng disappeared, Jin Lanning disappeared, Hu Meier disappeared, Jifeng disappeared, everyone around him disappeared, and he was the only one left in the world.
Once, my parents passed away in a car accident, leaving me to live alone. Although I had my grandfather and uncle at that time, I was still alone. I danced with loneliness all day long, and it seemed as if the whole world had no place for me.
In this land, I have also resented the unfairness of this world, and I have given up on myself and blamed others, but I have never given up because I know that it is just an arrangement of fate. All this is just God trying to make me stronger.
You have not abandoned yourself. If you abandon yourself, you will really have nothing.
Now he finally has so many people who care and love him, but he fell into the ice and snow purgatory. It was not that they abandoned him, but that he abandoned them.
Looking at the ethereal white, Gu Yu felt an unprecedented fear. It was not that the white was scary, but the loneliness behind the white that made Gu Yu feel scared. He was afraid that he would fall into this white purgatory of ice and snow. He was worried.
He can no longer see the person he cares about, and he worries about everything he worries about. The more worried he is, the more afraid he is. The more afraid he is, the more helpless he becomes. The more helpless he is, the more helpless he becomes...
"Is this the horror of white nothingness? It's really ridiculous..." Gu Yu laughed at himself and said: "I, Gu Yu, have been facing loneliness alone for so many years. I have finally had so many people who care about me over the years, but I fell first.
It’s really sad”
His body that was unable to move made him feel chilled. He wanted to stand up, but the strength in his body seemed to have been drained, and he could not even lift a trace of his real power.
After several struggles, Gu Yu sighed and said: "I have overcome so many difficulties before, am I going to capsize in the gutter of this ice and snow purgatory?"
Suddenly Gu Yu's whole body was shocked and said: "No, definitely not, this is just an illusion. To hell with his loneliness and loneliness, I will not be afraid of these useless things, I will definitely find a way to break through this."
The method of ice and snow purgatory”
Gu Yu had a lot of thoughts in his mind, but he couldn't think of an effective way.
"Now that my body is frozen and I can't raise my real power, what should I do?" Although Gu Yu couldn't move his body, his head was spinning fast.
Until now, Gu Yu's heart is no longer afraid of loneliness and fear of loss, but now he is thinking about how to escape from this snow-white world, which coincides with the cultivation of nature.
The path of spiritual practice is inherently lonely and lonely. The most taboo thing when practicing is the fear of loneliness and worrying about gains and losses. After all, if a practitioner wants to achieve great development, he will inevitably abandon his family and children and seek out fairy mountain caves to practice alone. He will inevitably endure loneliness and loneliness alone.
Now the ice and snow purgatory transformed by this abrasive stone is a test of whether a person can bear this loneliness and loneliness, and it is also a test of the body and mind.
Gu Yu's parents died when he was young and he was left alone. Although he was raised by his grandfather and uncle, he was bullied by other children and looked down upon by others. He usually looks stronger than anyone else, but on the inside he is weaker than anyone else and has to be alone.
Bear the loneliness and loneliness in my heart
After going to college, he met a group of brothers such as Jifeng and Xiangsu, and he seemed to have found support, which made him no longer feel alone and lonely. Originally, he thought these brothers would always be his support, but it seemed to be fate.
As a trick, one of his best brothers, Xiang Su, became his mortal enemy. Although Xiang Su did many unforgivable things to him, he still had no resentment towards Xiang Su. It was not that Gu Yu was too kind, nor that Gu Yu was too kind.
He was indecisive, but he didn't want to lose a brother, someone he could rely on, and he didn't want to bear the loneliness and loneliness in his heart alone...
Gu Yu has always cared too much about the people around him and relied too much on the people around him. This may make him feel warm and not be lonely, but it has consumed his inner will, or at least his will on the path of cultivation, making him
If there is a fetter in my heart, I will no longer be resolute and decisive.
Now he has put aside everything and no longer worries about gains and losses, and his heart has naturally become firmer.
After thinking about all this, Gu Yu suddenly felt a ray of color rising from the snow-white sky, as brilliant as a rainbow.
He felt a trace of heat rising slowly in his lower abdomen. The heat slowly flowed towards Gu Yu's body and limbs like running water. Wherever it passed, there was a thick warmth, and his originally cold body also became warm.
"Hey" Gu Yu was shocked and just started to adjust his breathing
Following Gu Yu's breath adjustment, the heat in his body suddenly surged like a flood and spread to Gu Yu's whole body in an instant.
Click...
There was just a crisp sound, and the ice and snow wrapped around Gu Yu's body shattered like a mirror. As the ice and snow on Guyu's body shattered, the entire white world collapsed...
"Brother Gu Yu, you're awake..." Gu Yu slowly opened his eyes, and was startled when he saw Qiao Tai's smiling face. He quickly looked around, but it was still the fluorescent Qiu Zu Cave. He couldn't see it at all.
He has already emerged from the ice and snow purgatory.
"Hey, why did I come out?" Gu Yu asked in shock.
"Hey, congratulations to Brother Guyu for breaking through his inner obsession," Qiao Tai said with a smile.
Gu Yu was slightly startled: "Break through the obsession?" He recalled what happened in the ice and snow purgatory just now, and suddenly smiled with relief. At this moment, he finally understood what the obsession in his heart was. Now that he has figured it all out, it seems that he has never forgotten it.
unprecedented ease
"It is indeed a grinding stone. It has a unique end. Entering Qiuzu Cave now is not in vain." Gu Yu said with a delighted smile.
Jifeng hurriedly stepped forward and said, "Brother Yu, what did you realize?"
Gu Yu smiled slightly and said: "Secret?"
Ji Feng was slightly startled, and then said with a smile: "Brother Yu, you are so conservative. You and I are still so conservative. But Brother Yu, after only a few minutes have passed, you can understand and break through the obsession in your heart. What exactly happened in this."
What happened?"
Gu Yu was suddenly startled and said: "How many minutes? Only a few minutes passed just now?"
Jifeng nodded and said: "Yes, I estimate it will only last ten minutes at most. It's just that I feel like you have been standing here shivering, and your face has become sometimes gloomy and sometimes lonely. It makes people worry about what happened in the meantime?"
Gu Yu shook his head and said: "I thought it had been a long time, but I didn't expect that it had only been a few minutes. Ha, this abrasive stone is really extraordinary. Jifeng, don't ask me so many questions. Go and experience it yourself, and you will definitely be able to
You realize a lot of things that you ignored or didn’t care about before.”
Jifeng glanced at Gu Yu suspiciously and said, "Brother Yu, what are these things that you ignore and don't care about?"
Gu Yu smiled and said: "Everyone's obsessions are different. How do I know what you want to understand? So you have to understand these by yourself."
Jifeng nodded and said: "Brother Yu said the same thing, let me experience it next time." As he said that, he eagerly took the abrasive stone from Gu Yu's hand and started his journey of cultivating sex.
Jin Lanning and Zhou Youmeng hurried forward and said: "Yu, are you okay?"
Gu Yu smiled and nodded: "Don't worry, I'm fine."
Zhou Youmeng said: "Yu, what happened just now?"
Gu Yu smiled and said: "It's nothing, it's just that holding the abrasive stone will make you fall into an illusion. What I entered is called ice and snow purgatory, where I faced things that I have never dared to face. But it is precisely because of this that I
I’ve thought through a lot of things.”
Zhou Youmeng nodded and said: "I didn't expect this abrasive stone to have such great magic power. It seems that I will have to feel it for a while."
Jin Lanning saw that Zhou Youmeng didn't ask what Gu Yu was facing, so she naturally didn't ask either. She smiled and said: "Youmeng, you can go first in a moment. I sprained my feet when I came up just now, so I need to rest for a while."
After hearing what Jin Lanning said, Gu Yu hurriedly stepped forward and said, "Lan Ning, you have a sprained foot? Why are you so careless? Does it still hurt?"
Jin Lanning shook his head and smiled: "It's okay, just take a rest."
Zhou Youmeng took a deep look at Jin Lanning. How could she not know what Jin Lanning meant? In the past, Jin Lanning would take the lead no matter what happened. Now Jin Lanning intends to let Zhou Youmeng go first, just to make Zhou Youmeng understand.
There is no distinction between the two of them, big or small.
How could Zhou Youmeng Bingxue be so smart and not know what Jin Lanning meant? She nodded with a smile and said: "Lan Ning, just have a good rest. I'll be there later."
Jin Lanning and Zhou Youmeng looked at each other and smiled, and all their words were contained in this smile.
Gu Yu was a little confused by the laughter of the two people. He shook his head and said: "I really don't understand you two. Lan Ning, you have a good rest and pay attention to yourself. I'll go check on Jifeng's condition."
Hearing what Gu Yu said, Jin Lanning and Zhou Youmeng chuckled again.
Gu Yu ignored the two of them and walked straight to Jifeng. He watched Jifeng carefully, but saw that Jifeng's expression changed rapidly, sometimes in pain, sometimes joy, and sometimes endless loss. It was worrying, but Gu Yu knew that,
There is nothing to worry about. This is just Ji Feng facing his own obsession in a fantasy world. As long as he breaks through his obsession, nothing will happen.