"Xue Ru, stop talking, stop talking." Lu Chengfeng didn't need Xue Ru to use too much effort, because he knew that Xue'er had already called the ambulance. Xue Ru, you must wait until the ambulance comes.
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"Xue'er, you, come here?" Xue Ru said weakly.
Xueer saw Xue Ru like this and walked over.
"Actually, I'm actually very sorry for you. I was crazy for treating you like that just now. I can't bear it. You live a happier life than me. Even if you lost your daddy and mommy, you are still so happy. There are so many people.
I love you. Although I have a father and a mother, I have been living alone since I was a child. I have not felt the love of this world. The only person who made me feel loved finally fell in love with you. Me, how can I not hate you?
What? But now, I feel that life has slowly disappeared. I feel that my whole body is becoming cold. I feel that I will leave this world soon. Suddenly I don’t blame you. Xueer, love Lu well.
Chengfeng, he, he really loves you, take my love and love him together, he is really good, he is the best man in this world." Xue Ru cried.
She finally felt the approach of death. It felt so wonderful. Everything was relaxed. Everything had to be let go. Whether you love it or not love it, life is like this. When life ends, love,
You can't take it away, you can't love it, you have to let it go. Nothing can stop death.
"Xue Ru, don't be like this. Don't worry. The ambulance will be here soon. You will be fine. Xue Ru, promise me to live well. I don't want to see anything happen to you. All these things belong to me.
Wrong, please don't die, okay?" Xue'er held Xue Ru's hand and cried.
At this time, Xue'er was like a child. Seeing Xue Ru like this, she felt so uncomfortable. She couldn't accept that Xue Ru died in front of her.
Xue Ru looked at Xue'er in confusion. Seeing Xue'er crying, Xue Ru asked softly: "Xue'er, tell me, have you ever hated me? Have you ever hated me so much that you gnashed your teeth?"
"No, I don't hate you. Even if I get angry again, even if I blame you again, I still blame Lu Chengfeng. I also hate Lu Chengfeng. Xue Ru, I don't blame you. Please live well, okay?"
The son cried and said.
Xue Ru may have hated you, may have resented you, and may have hated you so much that she gnashed her teeth, but seeing you like this now, my heart is broken. No matter how much I hate you, I will forget it, but please
Live well.
"Feng, I, I finally know why everyone loves Xue'er so much. She is so kind and good. No wonder you all love her. I, in fact, am quite pitiful. I grew up in an orphanage.
, when I was fifteen years old, someone came to adopt me, and I went with him. The day after I got home, he raped me. In order to live, I could only endure it. I lived like this for two years. In the past two years, my
My body has been fucked by that person countless times. I am a disgusting person. At the age of twenty, I escaped from his clutches and started a new life, but he always kept me entangled. I finally had no choice but to kill him.
That was my first time to kill someone. My hatred will never be forgotten. Then I met you and my new life began. For you, I changed. As long as you like it, I can do it for you.
, Feng, I really love you very much." Xue Ru recalled the past bitterly, which was something she was unwilling to mention in her whole life.
"You are so outstanding and good. I have been with you for the rest of my life. Feng, actually, I was raped three years ago. My dead child is not yours. Don't feel guilty.
, my death is actually a kind of relief. So many injuries and so many tortures have been pressing me deeply. Now I am finally healed. How can I not be happy? Xueer, don’t cry, my life
, it’s a miserable life, it doesn’t matter whether I die early or late, at least now I feel more comfortable lying in Lu Chengfeng’s arms.” Xue Ru said with a smile.
This life would be like this, whether it was pain, discomfort, happiness, sweetness, everything was over, and now she could let go of everything.
"Xue Ru, I don't care about your past. I want you to live and live well. This is the case in a person's life. As long as you can forget the past, you will still be happy in the future." Lu Chengfeng took Xue Ru's hand and said.
I'm sorry. It's my fault. I've been with you for so long. I don't know anything about you. I don't know your pitiful past or your painful experiences. I'm sorry, Xue Ru.
Now I hope you can live and live well.
"Then, tell me, will you marry me? Will you continue to love me?" Xue Ru touched Lu Chengfeng's cheek and asked.
Lu Chengfeng, I know you will refuse, I know you will not agree, but I, I am a dying person, you, can you pretend for a while? If possible, then, then I, I will go
happier than now.
Lu Chengfeng didn't speak. He hesitated. Seeing Xue Ru like this, he wanted to say, OK, I'll marry you, and I will love you well, but he couldn't do it. His heart and mouth were all in trouble.
Without control, he really couldn't say these words.
Seeing Xue Ru like this, Xueer looked at Lu Chengfeng and said hurriedly: "Yes, as long as you live, Fenghui and you will be with you. Xue Ru, you insist, you have to insist."
Xue Ru looked at Xue'er, then at Lu Chengfeng, closed her eyes, and said with a smile: "I don't regret the love of my life, I don't regret it. I love Lu Chengfeng, Feng, I love you, I'm good
Tired, let me sleep for a while. I have experienced too many things. I, I want to have a good sleep. I think I will dream about the year we met, our first date, and your love for me.
I have made a vow. Over the years, I have been able to live until now because of those memories. Although there are not many, they are enough to keep me thinking until I die. Lu Chengfeng, I love you, I really love you very much."
Xue Ru closed her eyes and stopped talking. Xueer cried and couldn't speak for a while.
Lu Chengfeng hugged Xue Ru tightly without saying a word.
By the time the ambulance arrived, Xue Ru was already helpless.
Lu Chengfeng hugged Xue Ru and walked outside. Xue Ru committed suicide because of him.
Xue Ru, why are you so stupid? Why is your love so persistent? You must know that you died because you loved me. Do you know how I feel in my heart? You will never understand. I want everyone who loves me to be happy, and
You died for me. If so, I would rather not have met you in the morning. If I hadn't met you, maybe your life would have been different. I'm sorry, Xue Ru.
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