Xue Ru, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. It was my appearance and my revenge that made everything happen. I'm really sorry. I will leave. I will leave with everything I have.
If I could, I would rather not take revenge. The moment I saw you commit suicide, when I saw the blood, I knew that even if I hate you again, I can't bear your death.
Finally freed, because this life has been a tragedy. When I came to this world, everything was wrong and everything was messed up. I met Chen Yijue, I met Lu Chengqing, and I met my favorite Lu Chengfeng. In fact,
I have been happy in this life, no matter which man I choose, I will be happy, but in the end, I gave up this choice.
I gave up the days when I could be happy, Lu Chengfeng, I really love you very much, so much that I can do it for you. You don’t want to live for me. In fact, I don’t regret committing suicide at all. You don’t know, I just want to think about it.
, In the days to come, without you, my life will have no meaning. In this case, why should I still live? And you will not understand that losing you is like losing the meaning of life.
I, Xue Ru, finally left completely. I took my hatred and my love with me and completely disappeared from this world. I have been cruel and fragile, and finally everything has nothing to do with me.
This life is still not as good as before, and finally no longer exists, whether it is love, hate, or pain, everything has gone with the wind.
When Leng Xuan arrived at the scene, he hugged Xue'er tightly. Xue'er cried and said: "Xue Ru died in front of me. It was all my fault. If I hadn't wanted revenge, everything would have been wrong."
Nothing will happen, Leng Xuan, I want to go home, I want to go home."
"Okay, I'll go home right away." After saying that, Leng Xuan hugged Xueer and left.
During the process of going home, Xue'er didn't speak, just hugged Leng Xuan tightly. Leng Xuan looked at Xue'er, and then looked at Xue'er's clothes. He wanted to ask some questions, but in the end he didn't ask them.
, Xueer at this time was like a frightened little white rabbit, unable to ask anything at all, and if asked at this time, Xueer's mood would fluctuate greatly, so Leng Xuan finally gave up.
The moment they arrived home, Leng Xuan didn't speak, but Xue'er spoke quietly.
"Xue Ru kidnapped me and wanted someone to kidnap me, so Lu Chengfeng came to rescue me. Xue Ru asked Lu Chengfeng's love again and again, and begged for Lu Chengfeng's love again and again, but in the end she failed.
, Xue Ru committed suicide. I will never forget the sound of the gunshot, nor the way Xue Ru fell in a pool of blood. You will not understand. Xue Ru loved Lu Chengfeng so much, and she will love her until the end.
I gave up my life. I feel like I am a sinner. If it weren't for me, Xue Ru wouldn't be like this. I shouldn't have appeared. Leng Xuan, you said it was a mistake for me to come back for revenge?" Xueer cried.
After she came back, she exposed the secrets of the Lu family for many years, causing Xue Ru to die, and Aunt Zeng to die as well. In such a short period of time, two people died. Although they were not directly related to her, they were all hers.
It was indirectly caused, how could she not feel guilty?
"Xue'er, don't be like this. I know how you feel now. Two people died in one moment. You feel very uneasy and guilty. But what she did back then was indeed wrong. Everyone is like this.
Sometimes, you always have to pay a price for some things you do. These things have nothing to do with you. Xueer, you can't get stuck like this. If Xue Ru hadn't been thinking about it today, and if Aunt Zeng hadn't been blinded by hatred,
They won't be like this, Xueer, relax, everything has nothing to do with you." Leng Xuan comforted her.
Xue'er raised her head, looked at Leng Xuan's comfort, and said with a smile: "As long as you can comfort me at this time, I think maybe I think too much. I can't control many things. The only thing I can do is
Be yourself.”
"Tell me, do you have anything going on? You said so much when you came back, but you didn't tell me, do you have something going on? Do you know that I'm really worried about you?" Leng Xuan said, holding Xue'er in his arms.
.
Xueer hugged Leng Xuan tightly and said with a smile: "I'm fine, I'm fine. If something happened to me, I wouldn't stand here. Leng Xuan, I said, I won't let anything happen to me, but
I want to take a shower now."
Leng Xuan smiled, then prepared everything for Xue'er and asked Xue'er to take a bath.
Forget everything, don’t remember. Xue Ru left when she left, and Aunt Zeng left when she left. Xue’er can’t control their lives. People can’t keep thinking about the past, but they should be full of longing for the future. Xue’er
Never, ever think about the past, whether you feel guilty or sorry, that's all.
Human beings are very strange animals. They often struggle with one thing over and over again. They often torture themselves for one thing and are unable to extricate themselves. It is like a psychopath who entangles himself and disturbs others.
In fact, the most important thing in life is to let go of yourself, and never let yourself fall into a dead end, otherwise no one can help you. The human world is a wonderful place. You understand what others say, so you understand it clearly, but really
To do this, you have to rely on your own consciousness. The past has passed. Don't be immersed in the past. Remember, people live for the future and the present. Never shed tears for the past.
The past is like a book, just turn it over and forget about it. Don’t miss it over and over again. Since it is all in the past, there is no use in lingering on it. Smiling and looking at it, is the most practical thing.
Lu Chengfeng looked at Xue Ru's photo, put down a bouquet of chrysanthemums, and said softly: "Xue Ru, I'm sorry, it was me who hurt you. If I had asked you to leave me earlier, or in other words, you were with my elder brother.
At that time, I didn’t disturb you. Maybe nothing would have happened. I will never forget your love in my life. I will not remember your past either. I will live a good life. I also hope that you will be in another life.
World, live a good life, Xue Ru, I hope we can all be happy."
Chen Yijue saw Xue Ru's photo, walked to Lu Chengfeng, and said helplessly: "She was tortured to death by herself. If she could let go of her love for you and the hatred in her heart, maybe
She will not go down such a path."
"People are like this. They can't control their own hearts. That's normal. Just like us, no one can control their own hearts." Lu Chengfeng said.
Vote to support the author and receive points and k-beans