After Lu Chengqing said this, he picked up the wine glass on the table and drank it directly. Qianjin looked at Lu Chengqing's appearance and wanted to stop it, but in the end she didn't. Lu Chengqing, didn't you say you would love me with your life?
Okay, you said it was very easy, so I want to see if you can really do it.
"Countless nights, I went to the house we lived in before, but you were not there. I couldn't find you. I felt uncomfortable, so I drank. I felt that only when I was drunk could I meet you. Only when I was drunk
Only then could I see you, so I kept drinking, just like I am drinking now, but slowly, the more I drank, the more uncomfortable I became, and finally my health failed. I thought you would come back, but when I woke up, I
When I saw Xueer's cheek, at that moment, I told myself that you will never come back, because you have left. I cried again, still from the bottom of my heart, because I saw despair." Another glass of wine was poured down,
Qianjin's eyes turned red.
"Later I didn't dare to drink because Xue'er would cry. When I saw Xue'er's tears, I thought of you and felt uncomfortable. I know that I have done too many stupid things in the past and kept making you cry.
I keep making you uncomfortable. I feel so uncomfortable and in pain. Finally, I don’t dare to think about it anymore. So you are the bottom line that I don’t want to touch. I thought that if I don’t think about it, I will definitely forget it. But in the end, I discovered that,
Even if I don’t think about it, even if I don’t miss it, your shadow is just like my breath, blood and heartbeat, which can never be changed." Lu Chengqing picked up the bottle and drank directly. The bottle of wine slowly became less and less.
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Qianjin's face changed when she saw Lu Chengqing. She drank so much alcohol and lived so fast. She really felt like she couldn't survive. Moreover, his health was not good. Did she do something wrong? She wasn't.
Doesn't she care? Doesn't she not care? Since it doesn't matter, why does she feel bad? Why does she feel uncomfortable?
Yes, at this moment, she really wanted to tell Lu Chengqing, no, no more drinking, I believe in your love, I know how uncomfortable you are, I know, it turns out that after I left, I was not the only one who felt uncomfortable, not me.
I was in pain, and I thought I was the only one suffering. Now that I know that you are the same as me, I feel much more comfortable, because I know that you also love me, at least you really did.
But there are some words that never come out when they come to my lips. I don’t know whether it’s because they are too difficult, or because they are hurt too deeply. Sometimes, what I think in my heart and what I say in my mouth can never be consistent.
, she is powerless.
Lu Chengqing drank a lot of wine, then took Qian Jin's hand and whispered: "I, I really love you very much. Do you think it's not love? Do you think I don't love you? We have been together for so long, I
, we are so happy together, I, how could I not love you? It was only at that time that I was stupid and crazy, so I would say I don’t love you. If, if I could, I, I really wanted to,
With you, at that time, I really should have married you. If we had gotten married, we would definitely be the happiest now. I wouldn’t be in so much pain, and you wouldn’t be so uncomfortable. But there is no other way, everyone.
, everyone, look at me, I, I am Lu Chengqing. She used to be such a good girl, but in front of me, I hurt her again and again for the sake of face. When she left, I thought she was just a woman. I don’t mind.
, I don’t care, but at this time, I discovered that the love is so deep. I love her, I want her, I miss her, I miss her, Qianjin, I love you, marry me, I love you.
you."
Qian Jin shed tears when she saw Lu Chengqing's appearance. Just when she was about to speak, Lu Chengqing let out a puff and a mouthful of blood flowed out.
Qianjin said excitedly and nervously: "Lu Chengqing, what's wrong with you? What's wrong with you? Don't scare me? What's wrong? What's wrong with you?"
Seeing this scene, Xueer rushed over, pushed Qian Jin aside rudely, and then shouted excitedly: "What's wrong? I told you, my eldest brother has a bad stomach. He has had many outbursts because of drinking.
He's bleeding, what are you going to do? In order to prove your love, you joked with his life. The doctor said that my brother can't drink, not even a little bit, but for you, after drinking so much, you
What should I do? Qian Jin, if you don’t love him, then stay away from him. Since you said you can’t come back to him, then just leave. Since you come back, then forgive him. Why do you do this? "
Qian Jin was stunned and then said: "I, I didn't mean it, I, I just wanted to prove it, I, I knew I was wrong, when I saw him drinking so much, I already wanted to tell him not to drink.
But I can’t tell, what should I do? What should I do now?”
"What should I do if I don't need you? Qianjin, I have looked for you, and I have told you that my eldest brother is the most important person in my life. I will not allow you to hurt him like this. You'd better let God bless him.
It's okay, otherwise I will not be polite to you. Your love is a bit strange. I know he has hurt you, but you can't continue to hurt you like this. Maybe what I said is also sorry for you, but I'm sorry, I look at me
Brother vomited blood, I can't do anything." After Xue'er finished speaking, she directly asked Lu Chengfeng to carry Lu Chengqing on his back and walked outside.
"I love you, I want to be with you, and I will always be with you."
"You are my first man and my last man. I really want to love you very well."
"Lu Chengqing, you must not know how much I love you. Look, such beautiful sunshine and beautiful sunset are the most beautiful things in the world to me. But compared with you, I think you
You are the most beautiful. Meeting you is the happiest thing in my life. I will never regret loving you so much."
"Lu Chengqing, please don't doubt my love for you. Yes, I am very young, but I just love you. I love you when you eat, I love when you sleep, I love whatever you do, as long as you are
Love, please don’t say that my love is the love of a child, you know? Children are the most loyal people in this world, just as I love you, please don’t be willing to accept my love for you.”
"Lu Chengqing, I love you, I love you very much. No matter how long it takes, I will still love you and it will never change. As long as I love you, I can forgive you for everything, as long as it is something you have done.
, I can forgive you, because I love you, I am completely in love with you, and I will never change."
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