Countless nights, I went to the house we lived in before, but you were not there. I couldn’t find you. I felt uncomfortable, so I drank. I felt that only when I was drunk could I meet you. Only when I was drunk.
, I could see you, so I kept drinking, just like I am drinking now, but slowly, the more I drank, the more uncomfortable I became, and finally my body failed. I thought you would come back, but when I woke up, I saw
When I touched Xueer's cheek, at that moment, I told myself that you would never come back, because you were gone, and I cried again, still deep in my heart, because I saw despair."
"Later I didn't dare to drink anymore because Xue'er would cry. When I saw Xue'er's tears, I thought of you and felt uncomfortable. I know that I have done too many stupid things in the past and kept making you cry.
I keep making you uncomfortable. I feel so uncomfortable and in pain. Finally, I don’t dare to think about it anymore. So you are the bottom line that I don’t want to touch. I thought that if I don’t think about it, I will definitely forget it. But in the end, I found out,
Even if I don’t think about it, even if I don’t miss it, your shadow, just like my breathing, blood and heartbeat, can never be changed.”
"I, I really love you very much. Do you think it's not love? Do you think I don't love you? We have been together for so long, I, we are so happy together, I, how could I not love you? It's just
At that time, I was stupid and crazy, so I would say that I don’t love you. If, if possible, I, I really wanted to be with you. At that time, I really should have married you. If we
Now that you are married, you must be the happiest. I won’t be in so much pain, and you won’t be in so much pain, but there is no other way. Everyone, everyone, look at me, I, I am Lu Chengqing, I used to be such a good girl,
In front of me, I hurt her again and again for the sake of face. When she left, I thought she was just a woman. I didn't mind, I didn't care. But at this time, I discovered that love is so
Deeply, I love her, I want her, I miss her, I miss her, Qianjin, I love you, marry me, I love you."
What did Qianjin suddenly understand? She stood up, rushed over quickly, and watched Lu Chengfeng's car start. Qianjin ran hard behind and said loudly: "Lu Chengqing, I don't want anything to happen to you, Lu Chengqing, I know I want to
What do you want? Lu Chengqing, Lu Chengqing."
"Xue'er, Qianjin is chasing the car? Why don't you stop?" Lu Chengfeng asked.
Xueer looked at Qianjin behind the window, nodded, and then said: "Okay."
When the car stopped, Qianjin quickly rushed to the car. When she saw Lu Chengqing lying down, Qianjin burst into tears. Then she cried and said: "Lu Chengqing, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I, I didn't mean it,
I, I just want to vent the hurt you have done to me, I just want to torture you, but I don’t want to see anything happen to you, I beg you, please don’t let anything happen, I was wrong,
I was really wrong, Lu Chengqing, I will never be like this again in the future, I promise you, I will never be like this again in the future, Lu Chengqing, don't let anything happen to you, wuwu, I beg you, don't let anything happen to you."
Qianjin cried for a long time, and Lu Chengqing didn't even wake up. When the doctor pushed Lu Chengqing into the operating room, Qianjin took Xueer's hand and cried, "I didn't want it, I didn't know things would turn out like this.
I really know that I was wrong. If, if I knew, the whole thing was like this, I, I would not go on like this, Lin, I was really wrong, I will never do this again, Xueer
,I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I didn’t mean it.”
Xueer was originally very angry, but after seeing Qianjin like this, she finally changed her attitude a lot and said in a low voice: "Qianjin, I know your hatred for my brother, I know your dissatisfaction with my brother, and I also know
, you have many, many uncomfortable things about this relationship, but you only live once. My brother has gone through a lot. I can’t bear to see him get hurt in any way. It’s best that he is okay, otherwise even if you love him, I will
I won't let you be together, forgive my selfishness, my brother is my only relative, I'm sorry, I don't allow anyone to hurt him, no one can."
Qian Jin looked at Xue'er, then nodded and said, "I understand, I won't hurt him like this."
"You have hurt him, of course he has hurt you many times, sometimes I don't know what to say? But the hurt is the most painful, you will never find the end, I don't know how to say? But I just want to
Let me tell you, some love disappears completely when it is hurt. Please don't hurt love again, and don't hurt anyone." Xueer said seriously.
Qian Jin looked at Xue'er and didn't speak for a long time. Then she raised her head and asked, "What about you? Like me, you have been hurt like this before. Do you think so too?"
Xueer was stunned for a moment, then looked at Qianjin. Just when she was about to speak, Lu Chengfeng's voice came: "When I hurt him, she hated me just like you, resented me the same, and refused to do so.
Forgive me, but sometimes, love can replace everything. I don’t know what to say to you and eldest brother? But I know that you both have love in your hearts. As long as there is love, you will be able to persevere until the end. Qianjin, in fact
You should think carefully about whether you want to continue to love me or not. If you really don't love me anymore, then leave completely, otherwise it will be the two of you who suffer this way."
Qian Jin looked at Lu Chengfeng's eyes, then looked at Xue'er's appearance, and finally left slowly. If you don't love her, just leave, leave completely. Now you have to leave, and then what? Will Lu Chengqing live or die?
I don’t know anymore. She didn’t want to leave at this time. Lu Chengqing’s stomach was not good. Thinking of this, she went back directly.
When Lu Chengqing pushed it out, his whole face changed, and there was no color at all. Xueer asked nervously: "Doctor, how is my brother? Is there anything wrong?"
"I remember that I told you not to drink, otherwise something will happen. Why didn't you listen? It's okay this time. I have taken care of it. If there is another time, I don't know what will happen.
?I hope you will remember the doctor's words well." After saying that, the doctor left quickly. Xueer looked at Lu Chengqing lying on the hospital bed, feeling really distressed. This brother doesn't know how to take care of his own body. Why is he doing this?
What about tormenting yourself? Why do you feel so sorry for your body? Love has come to this point. In the end, can such love really persist to the end? At this time, Xue'er was already in chaos.
Love, I really don’t know what to insist on!
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