There is a large white jade lotus pond in the Lotus Temple, which is full of lotus flowers. There is no season or temperature in the divine world, and it is mild all year round. These lotus flowers never fade and bloom in colorful colors.
The lotus flowers are white, pink, yellow, purple, and blue, with white accounting for most of them. They stand tall and graceful, with a faint fragrance floating around. The entire lotus temple is filled with the fragrance of lotus. The breeze blows gently and the lotus flowers sway, as if they were there many years ago.
She was brilliant when she first entered the Lotus Temple. The lotus has remained unchanged for thousands of years, but she has gone through many vicissitudes of life. The saying that things have changed and people have changed is just like this.
Everything in the world is a law, but the world of gods, demons and the underworld are different. Are these flowers that have not changed for thousands of years tired? Hailan doesn't know, but now he knows one thing. With eternal life, if there is no one to accompany you, Qing
Being cold and cold was an extremely painful thing. It was like being sentenced to life imprisonment. Life was worse than death. She was tortured by loneliness. She once heard A Bao say that it would always be a kind of pain.
I didn’t know how to interpret this statement before, but now I understand it deeply.
After living for so many years, the scenes of love and hatred were so vivid. The love, hatred, and hatred between her, Liya, and Jun Wuhen were like a sharp knife thrust into her heart, and the pain was unbearable.
Once upon a time, she was so happy. At that time, there was no Jun Wuhen. She and Liya, Jinri, brother, Nishang, and Aos were also very happy. They had fun, played the piano, drank with Xiao, drank, played chess, and went to the Second World as company.
She played in the planes and went to every corner. At that time, she was very naughty and always loved to play and make trouble. Leah always manipulated her, led her to fly in the clouds, and led her to live a life like a fairy. She really controlled the wind and rain.
omnipotent.
Those joys and joys became even more vivid after the breakup. No matter whose fault it was, whose selfishness, whose unwillingness, or whose betrayal, she would never forget the people who gave her joy.
Friendship, family, and even without love, she still lived so happily.
But why is love so difficult?
Is God jealous of her luck? Is he jealous of her happiness? That's why he brought her such disaster and gave her endless pain. She had been happy for thousands of years, but only suffered for one year.
But the pain of this year has almost shattered the happiness of thousands of years.
It shattered her friendship into pieces.
Be it Nishang, Leah or she, they are no longer the same.
She smiled softly and sat by the white jade pond. She thought of Jun Wuhen again. When Jun Wuhen ran to the Lotus Temple for the first time, he saw a large lotus at the door and said, "The place you live is so boring, no wonder you are like this too."
Boring."
She laughed. Jun Wuhen was a calm and stern person, but he looked different in front of her, like a child. But what he said was the truth. Such a beautiful lotus pond was indeed boring after looking at it for a long time.
"What are you thinking about?" Jin Ri's hand gently stroked her long hair, his voice was gentle, and there was a touch of pampering and care between his handsome eyebrows, which had not changed for thousands of years.
No matter what happens to her, no matter what she decides, her brother Jin Ri will always be brother Jin Ri. He never gives her any pressure or misfortune, and always gives her joy and listens to her talk.
She liked Jun Wuhen, and the first person who knew about it was Jin Ri. Every time she secretly went on a date with Jun Wuhen, the person who helped her cover up was also Jin Ri. Without him, the matter between her and Jun Wuhen would have happened long ago.
The exposure.
She didn't have the most vivid happiness that year either.
When she and Jun Wuhen quarreled, he would always talk quietly, help her with advice, and tell her that next time she would be better behaved and act coquettishly, and it would be fine. It was taboo for gods and demons to fall in love, and being exposed was a major crime. Jin Ri was in charge of the Criminal Division.
, but ignored the law, all because she was the one who broke the law.
She knew that the love between gods and demons was just a mirror image and would have no results. She was also prepared to lose everything. It was just that when she first fell in love, she couldn't bear to part with the happiness that Jun Wuhen gave her, and she couldn't bear to part with the excitement that Jun Wuhen gave her.
...A lot, a lot of reluctance has gone to her head, and she only cares about happiness. How can she be blamed? After thousands of years of having no desires and desires, how can she endure the sudden onset of love?
Jin Ri reminded her, but did not stop her. He once said, if Jun Wuhen makes you so happy, then you can continue. When you are in pain in the future, you will have many happy memories to recall, which is also a kind of happiness.
.
Even she didn't know the bottom line of Brother Jin Ri's indulgence towards her.
"When I saw this lotus pond, I remembered the time I had a quarrel with him here." Hai Lan smiled sweetly.
Jin Ri also smiled, "Yes, the Demon Ancestor back then was very passionate."
"Just call him childish."
Her smile made Jin Ri feel distressed. If he had been able to stop her when he noticed that she and Jun Wuhen were falling in love, maybe the result would have been different.
"Hai Lan, maybe I did something wrong back then." Jin Ri said softly, "If I had stopped you at the beginning, you and he would not have loved so deeply, and this disaster would not have harmed you. Time will alienate each other.
At that time, I indulged you too much and only wanted you to be happy. That road, no matter how much laughter, no matter how much joy, would end in an abyss of pain. I knew it clearly, but I allowed you to covet the joy of the process and ignore it.
The pain in the abyss is my fault. If I could turn back time, I would definitely prevent all of this from happening instead of blindly letting you move forward. At the very least, I should have figured out a countermeasure with Wentian back then instead of waiting for things to happen.
The outbreak is out of control and there is nothing we can do."
He loves Hailan deeply. I don’t know when this love started, but it has always been hidden deep in his heart. Wentian knows, Liya knows, and Nishang knows. Hailan is very ignorant and slow to respond to love. She may know it, or she may pretend not to know. But he
You know that this love will have no results. In the God Realm, there is Liya. Everyone knows what Liya thinks about Hailan. She will always marry Liya.
They are very close friends, and he is too rational and knows the choice. If he expresses his feelings to Hailan, Hailan will alienate him. It is better to hide the love in his heart and give her the best.
He always fulfills Hailan's wishes.
Even if she fell in love with Jun Wuhen, he would not stop her.
Because she was really happy back then. I have known her for thousands of years and I have never seen her look so happy. Hai Lan must not know that when she first fell in love, she was no longer the aloof, cold and indifferent lotus goddess.
Her eyebrows were filled with joy, and there was always the joy of love in her eyes, which made people feel very happy just looking at them. All these were things that he, Riya, could not give her, so he thought, maybe Hailan’s eternal life would be like this.
