Because she was really happy back then. I have known her for thousands of years and I have never seen her with such a happy expression. Hai Lan must not know that when she first fell in love, she was no longer the aloof, cold and indifferent lotus goddess.
Her eyebrows were filled with joy, and her eyes were always filled with the joy of love, which made people feel very happy just looking at them. All these were things that he, Leah, could not give her, so he thought that maybe Hailan would have eternal life.
This time, let that person give her joy.
But who knew it would end so tragically.
"Brother Jinri, you did nothing wrong." Hailan smiled softly, with gentle eyes, "I loved Jun Wuhen back then. He and I agreed from the beginning that we would have no consequences, do you still want to continue?
?He said yes, and I said yes. Jun Wuhen and I both know that there will be no results. If we force ourselves to go against the will, the results will be even more tragic, so we both cherish the time we spend together and use every minute to make us happy.
However, we didn't expect that we would get deeper and deeper into the situation. We started to want a result and be together forever. We were too greedy. Realizing my thoughts, I quickly made the decision to separate. However, Jun Wuhenbi
I fell deeper, but he refused, and we continued to be together. At that time, we both thought about the consequences. This was a consequence that we were both willing to bear. Although it was only a year, I really lived.
I'm very happy. I thought it would last at least ten years, or a hundred years, but I didn't expect to be exposed so quickly, but so what. Without this love, without this year, I would never have known that love is like this.
Hailan can still be so happy. Eternal life is actually not scary. The scary thing is that we have no expectations in eternal life. With him, I have expectations, memories, and people I want to cherish, knowing that he is alive and well.
, I think I am very satisfied. Who knew it would trigger a war between gods and demons. No one is wrong, Riya is right, you are right, I am right, and there is no hatred. What is wrong is that our positions are different and our beliefs are different.
The paths we take are also different, and the inevitable end is to perish together."
"Brother Jinri, I still haven't regretted my decision back then. Even though I spent all my expectations, all my love, all my laughter and tears on him, in the end, I still couldn't get what we wanted.
But I have loved deeply, and when I jumped off the platform of the gods, I can say loudly that in all these years, I have never regretted it."
"I am very happy for ten reincarnations for my soul. He deserves it." Hailan smiled brightly, "Nothing makes me happier than what I can do for him. So, brother Jinri, I am very grateful."
Your indulgence back then."
That year was really the most brilliant and splendid year in her life. Although the ending was very tragic, the process was so beautiful that she had no regrets.
Never regret it!
"You are still so stupid." Jin Ri sighed, "He hates you."
"It doesn't matter, just hate him. It's a good thing for him to hate. If you can't love anymore, then hate him. If Qianfan passes away, and he has no love or hatred towards me, just like a stranger, then I will have no more sorrow in my life.
." Hailan said softly.
She was not afraid that Jun Wu would hate her or blame her, but she was most afraid that he would treat her like a stranger and hate her. At least he would still remember her, right?
"Hai Lan, you are really stupid."
"I'm not stupid." Hai Lan pouted, "I ask for mercy and get mercy, and I am very satisfied."
When I jumped off the platform of the gods, my only wish was that I would bear your blood curse and your death. I just wanted you to be well and alive and remember that there was a Hailan in your life. That was enough.
She did it.
Jun Wuhen is alive, he remembers Hailan, doesn't he?
This is her wish. God has fulfilled her wish. Why is she dissatisfied? If she asks for more, she is greedy.
Jin Ri held her in his arms, as if he wanted to protect her from all the wind and rain in the world. The woman in his arms was the one he cherished the most and wanted to protect the most, but he could only watch her helplessly and endure so much pain.
.
It's so uncomfortable.
"Brother Jinri, I'm sorry." Hailan said softly, "I'm very selfish."
"What are you talking about?"
"I know Brother Jin Ri's heart, but I have been pretending not to know. I am afraid that if this layer of membrane is broken, we will not be able to go back to the past, so I know how to pretend not to know anything. I have been heartless and enjoyed your care as a matter of course.
, I really hate me for being so selfish." Hai Lan said dullly, she should have said these words to Jin Ri long ago, she is really too selfish.
"Why don't you keep pretending?" He laughed.
Hailan shook his head, "My mommy said, love is love, and if you don't love, you don't love. Don't hold others back. You can hesitate about anything in the world, but you can't be indecisive about feelings, and you can mislead others and yourself."
"It seems that Hailan has found a good family."
"yes."
Jin Ri touched her face gently again and said softly, "Little fool, you don't have to be sorry. It's my business that I like you. I don't want you to repay me. What can anyone do to me if I wish? You should have no intention."
Lung, you should enjoy my love and care as a matter of course. This is what I am happy to do. Just as you are willing to bear the consequences between you and Jun Wuhen, I am also willing to bear the consequences between you and me. If I am not willing, no one will
You can’t force me. In other words, even if you tell me clearly and say you’re sorry, I’m still willing to love you and love you. Who can force me?”
Hailan stared at him blankly, holding her hand tightly, and suddenly laughed, "I finally understand why Wuhen is often jealous. It turns out it's not out of nowhere. I really like Brother Jinri."
"I know." Like, but not love. There are many kinds of feelings in this world. Her love for him goes beyond family affection and friendship, but it is not love. Just like Riya back then. It's a pity that Riya put this
The relationship was lost, he didn't have it.
"It would be great if I could like Brother Jinri." Hailan was quite annoyed and scratched his head, looking indescribably cute.
Jin Ri chuckled, "Do you know you regret it?"
"Yeah, why do I have such bad taste?" Hai Lan was even more annoyed.
Jinri Wan'er, Hailan, it's not that you have poor vision, it's that we met too early. You and I identified my brother's position early on and can't change it anymore.
When I learned about love, you hadn't grown up yet.
When you understand love, you meet Jun Wuhen, or perhaps it is only after you meet Jun Wuhen that you understand love.
