The whole cheerful night finally faded away with the bustle.
The three of us said goodbye to the children one by one and left the KTV.
Both Yun Junche and Han Xiye drank a lot of wine, and they seemed to be a little unsteady on their feet. Only I remained awake.
However, at the same time, I can also see that they are all very happy. Of course, I am no exception. I am also very happy and happy.
I really never thought that after Han Luo Yin Yin left, this year’s Christmas Eve would be the same as last year. Although...
The people who accompanied us to spend this happy Christmas Eve were not our classmates, but they were also students at school. Although one of our companions was missing, the excitement did not diminish at all.
I still remember that when I came out of the KTV last year, there were white snowflakes floating outside, but this year was different, it didn't rain this year.
Last year I was accompanied by one person, but this year it was two people.
Sometimes, the less people want to recall the past, the more they like to compare the present with the past. Hey, I can't help it, who made the memory of the past so deeply imprinted in my heart?
However, no matter how we compare, I just want to say that the feeling now and in the past are different...
Really different…
Ah……
Squeezing out of the crowd in Xirang, we gradually came to a quiet street.
Suddenly, Han Xiye stopped walking...
I turned around and looked at Han Xiye, full of curiosity: "What's wrong? Ye?"
"Che..." Han Xiye glanced at Yun Junche and said awkwardly: "I have a few words that I want to say to Mengmeng alone. Can you..."
"OK!" Before he could finish speaking, Yun Junche nodded in agreement, left the place without any dissatisfaction, walked to the roadside not far away, found a bench and sat down quietly.
.
And I stood face to face with Han Xiye, waiting for him to speak...
After about a few minutes, he seemed to hesitate for a long time before finally speaking: "Mengmeng, how do you feel about today?"
He nodded and showed a satisfied smile: "Very good..."
"I'm not asking you this, but..." After a moment of pause, he asked tentatively: "How does it compare with last year?"
Oh my God……
I can't compare the two, and I can't compare them!
"Ye, in your heart, can Che replace Yin?"
"No!" He answered my question without any hesitation.
"Yes! The same is true for me. Toru is Toru, and Yin is Yin. Last year, having Yin there was a feeling, and this year without him, it is another feeling. Can you understand?" A trace of sourness gradually emerged in my heart, and I couldn't say no.
The choked up expression made me very unbearable: "Maybe it's because I'm carefree, maybe I'm really too greedy. I like Yin, and I still do, but I have to admit that the feeling Che gives me... I like it too!"
"
What women are most afraid of, and what they are most afraid of admitting, is that they are flirtatious.
Although Han Luoyin is no longer here, I really love him so much. What about Yun Junche? I like him too!
But……
I still love Gin now. Isn’t this unfair to Toru?
"Mengmeng, when Yin first left, I thought that maybe no one in this world could replace Yin. Yin's weight in my heart is no worse than yours! However..." After a moment of pause, Han Xiye said quietly
Said: "During this period, Che has been keeping in touch with me. He never cared about me before, but now he seems to have shouldered all the important responsibilities of Yin..."
"I only ask about my marital status and physical condition whenever I have time, ha..." He shook his head helplessly, and sighed: "Actually, I really want to tell him that I have grown up, even if Yin is not here
I will live a good life, but..." He smiled slightly, and his expression gradually became filled with emotion: "I gradually discovered that Tohru's actions were not to deliberately take over Yin's important task, but to take over Yin's responsibility.
It seems like it’s what he should do.”
"Haha..." Smiling again, Han Xiye shook his head helplessly: "Later, I figured out that the real Yun Junche is actually such a person. He wants to care for all people and cultivate great achievements.
Achievements, just because Yin was there before, blocking his path, but now that Yin is gone, he can truly walk his own path!"
I see!
I understand the meaning of Han Xiye’s words!
It's like a child who obviously knows how to eat, but his parents insist on feeding him. However, once his parents are gone, he is free to feed himself.
This child eating is actually the same as Yun Junche's current situation.
He did not deliberately imitate anyone, nor did he deliberately take over everything Yin did, but he himself should follow Yin's path!
However, Yin had taken this path before, so he had no choice but to change his path...
Now that Yin is gone, he can return to his own path.
"Mengmeng, what I said so much is actually to make you understand that I now regard Che as my other biological brother, and you are not interested in liking Che! Because Yin is no longer here, but...
I suggest you tell Che that you still love Yin and ask him if he can accept it..."
ha……
ha……
Han Xiye said it lightly, but how should he say this?
She did not reject his suggestion and nodded lightly: "I understand..."
"Mengmeng...I'm going back to the hotel, and I'll leave the rest of the time to you."
"kindness……"
Standing there, watching Han Xiye leave, when he had just taken two steps, he suddenly turned around and smiled: "By the way, I seem to have liked you before." After saying that, before I could reply, he
Then he showed a bad smile, turned around and ran away.
I shook my head helplessly and said to myself: "Do I like it? Or don't like it? What does it mean? Idiot!"
Haha, think about it, if he had said this to me before, he would have been embarrassed to death, and I would have been embarrassed to death, but now that he has said it, everyone can face it honestly, after all...
yes!
After all, it’s all in the past!
I like silver, even now, isn’t it a thing of the past?!
Then what does it have to do with telling Yun Junche about my feelings for Yin?
If he can accept it, he can accept it; if he can't, that's it, right?
"It seems to mean that I am not sure whether I like you or not, but I am sure that I like you very much!" Suddenly, I felt a pair of arms hugging me tightly from behind. Before I could turn around, Yun Junche continued
He whispered in my ear: "That's wrong, I shouldn't like you very much, I should...love you very much!"
hehe……
At this moment, when he hugged me tightly, I felt like I was almost melting into his arms.