Not having the courage to face his disgusted expression, she closed her eyes in escape, her body trembling with emotion and intense grief.
Suddenly, a patch of warmth spread across the cold neck.
It was his hands that were touching her slowly, so gently that she couldn't help but shed tears.
I really want to see if his expression at this moment is as gentle as his movements.
He mustered up the courage to open his eyes, and what he saw was a pair of ink eyes that were deeper and darker than the night sky.
For the first time, she was not frightened by his cold expression, but felt an indescribable touch that flowed through her heart because she saw a trace of care in his eyes.
At this moment, her mind went blank, she only had him in her eyes, only him in the whole world, only him by her side, only he could rely on, there were no other factors, only he was truly within her reach.
No matter whether he is irritable, arrogant or taking advantage of her, he will appear in front of her when she is in such pain and bring her comfort. He is the dawn that leads her out of the dark abyss.
She stared at him blankly, her eyes filled with crystal tears. She wanted to say something or do something, but her whole body was stiff and unable to do anything. She could only stare deeply at this picture.
Incomparably handsome face.
His eyes fell on the scar on her neck, but he didn't notice any difference in her expression.
His handsome eyebrows were furrowed tightly, as if something unpleasant was bothering him. His long, jade-like fingers were caressing the scar back and forth, focusing and concentrating.
"This scar is really ugly. Let's get plastic surgery." He took back his hand and looked up at her.
A cold and indifferent word broke up the warm atmosphere surrounding the two of them, and also pulled her from the dreamy paradise to the real world.
It turned out that his gentle behavior just now was just her illusion. When he stroked the scar back and forth, he was thinking about how to tell her this.
Does he mind these ugly scars? Does he also mind that she was desecrated by that man?
Does he think she is dirty? Even though she did not let the perverted man succeed, the perverted man also took advantage of her. Does he feel disgusted?
I couldn't help but laugh at myself: "Oh, scars can be canceled, but what happened in the past cannot be canceled. What you mind is not only these ugly scars, but also the fact that I was insulted by him, right?"
She tried her best to keep her eyes open and not let the tears fall.
That incident was an extremely terrifying nightmare. Just mentioning that perverted man made her so scared that her fingernails started to ache.
The delicate look on her face as she held back tears made his chest feel uncomfortable and slightly painful.
What made him even more upset was that her self-imagination made him really depressed. If she hadn't just recovered from her serious injury, he would have punished her by making her unable to get out of bed for three days and three nights.
In her heart, he was so narrow-minded and she regarded him as a cold-blooded and ruthless man. Fortunately, he had to deal with so many subsequent matters for her. This made him not depressed or angry.
If he hadn't clenched his hands tightly, he thought he would be unable to control himself and do something crazy.
Although he doesn't have any noble character to cherish her, she is still the woman Ling Yucheng likes and she is a tool for him to use.
But she is a human being after all, and she has slept with him so many times, so he will never treat her like trash or an animal.
It was extremely unfortunate to encounter a pervert, and she accidentally killed him. He could imagine how frightened she would be. So far, she can still stand in front of him normally without breaking down because of this.
It's very rare.
When a woman suffered such a big blow, he naturally felt pity for her, and he also hoped that she could come out of the shadows. Otherwise, he would not ask her to undergo plastic surgery, so that she would not see the scars and evoke the pain.
Terrible past.
And she actually completely regarded his good intentions as a donkey's heart and lungs, and completely regarded him as a superficial, vulgar, cold-blooded and ruthless man.
Very good, he will show her what it means to be ruthless.
His eyes were as cold as ice, and his whole body exuded a cold and evil aura. The corners of his lips were frivolous: "No man would mind if his woman is in the same bed with another man."
Shui Xi gritted her teeth, looked at him coldly, and retorted: "I seem to be just your mistress, right? Do you mind if your mistress has an affair with another man?"
He smiled coldly: "Aren't you still clear about the situation so far? You are different from my other mistresses. You are the woman Ling Yucheng likes. I will take full possession of you and no one else can touch you."
Shui Xi held the corner of his clothes tightly with both hands, almost twisting it into a twist: "Although he and I didn't progress to that point, he touched me after all. Since others have touched him, I don't think you will continue.
You force me to be your mistress, can you let me go?"
His handsome eyebrows were frowned coldly, a sharp light flashed in his eyes, and he lifted her chin. His voice was obviously sexy and seductive, but she was frightened when she heard: "Don't forget, your virginity has long been with a man.
It has been taken away. You were already a ruined woman when you became my mistress. You have to understand that as long as Ling Yucheng likes her, no matter how many men have touched her, I will not let her go."
Shui Xi smiled sarcastically: "Ling Muche, don't you think your words are contradictory? One moment you said you didn't mind if I was touched by another man, and the next you said you don't mind. I was wondering if I was greatly stimulated by this incident.
I have become stupid, my ability to understand has really deteriorated, and I cannot understand what you are saying."
Ling Muze pinched her chin and said firmly: "You don't need to understand, you just need to know that even if you are touched by n people or turned around, as long as Ling Yucheng still loves you, you can never escape my grasp."
After saying that, he shook her chin away.
She raised her head and glared at him.
"You provoke me and sleep with other men, and you still feel aggrieved? If you hadn't been sent to someone else's bed, would you have ended up like this?" He said in a cold tone.
His tone was extremely sarcastic and harsh. She had originally thought about explaining it to him when he came, but when he despised her and insulted her like this, an unwilling anger rose from her heart.
She smiled mistyly: "A woman can't stand being lonely and looks for another man. It's just because the man around her can't satisfy her."
He was already holding back a breath of air in his heart, but when he was stimulated by her being so sarcastic, the breath of air gathered and grew until it surged straight to the top of his head.
He leaned forward and lifted her in front of him like a chick, gritting his teeth: "Are you doubting my sexual ability?"
Shui Xi was frightened by his furious aura. His expression almost swallowed her up. Knowing that doubting a man's sexual ability is the biggest blow to a man, her legs were so weak that she wanted to surrender and show weakness, but her mouth was completely beyond her control.
: "So what."
"Very good. Since your desire is so strong, I will try my best to satisfy you. I hope you won't cry and beg for mercy when the time comes." His eyes flashed with the cruel light of a beast about to devour the food.
Shui Xi's body trembled violently when he saw it.
She wanted to take back what she just said, but she was a principled person, and her words were like water thrown out. How could she take them back, otherwise she would be too spineless.
"Ling, Ling Muze, I, I have just been discharged from the hospital, you, you must not bully the patient." She kept backing up, but every time she took a step back, he followed closely and took a step forward, forcing her into a blind corner.
He sneered evilly: "How can I call this bullying? I should be very considerate and want to satisfy your strong desire. You have been hospitalized for so long and have never enjoyed the nourishment of love. You must have been so uncomfortable that you died of it.
To prevent you from going out to find other men to 'satisfy your hunger', I must satisfy you properly."
She smiled in embarrassment and kept moving to the right, trying to escape when he wasn't paying attention, but he suddenly grabbed her wrist quickly, causing her to scream.
But he was completely irritated by her, with a dark expression on his face, he picked her up and walked toward the bedroom.
He threw her heavily on the bed, pulled off his tie and took off his coat with a cold look, as if he wanted to eat her up.
His handsome and graceful face gradually transformed into a fierce and ferocious face, with a bloody piece of meat on his lips.
"Ah~" She held her head in fear and screamed, constantly shrinking the corner of the bed, her whole body shivering like a candle in the wind.
A hand reached out to her shoulder, and she shook it off violently, staring at him with blood-red eyes: "Get out of here, don't touch me, get out of here."
She lost her virginity and screamed, staring at her with guarded and frightened eyes.
Ling Muze's anger suddenly subsided, and her expression made him understand how much this incident had hurt her.
Seeing her terrified look, he could no longer hurt her harshly, but he would not comfort her either.
After putting on his clothes with a cold expression, he looked at her and said coldly: "Give you a few days to adapt and forget about that matter as soon as possible. Next time, don't let me see you looking like I'm going to rape you."
His expression is so boring."
With blurred vision, his figure disappeared at the door.
She tightened her body, buried her head in her knees, and cried bitterly.
Over the past few days, her mental state has been very bad.
When I go to bed at night, I always have nightmares, either about the death of my parents, or the abuse by my aunt and uncle, and the perverted man with his eyes turned white and his body covered in blood, looking horrified.
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As soon as she fell asleep, all kinds of horrible dreams would invade her mind, causing her to wake up from nightmares every time, covered in cold sweat, unable to fall back to sleep, and sitting alone on the bedside until dawn.
She was supposed to go to work after she was discharged from the hospital, but she couldn't go to work in such a state. When she went to the magazine, she didn't know how to face the concerned looks of her colleagues.
She always stayed in the apartment these days, never leaving the front door or opening the door, completely closing herself off. When she was really hungry, she would eat instant noodles to satisfy her hunger.