Teng Jinsi brought a blanket to cover her. When he bent down slightly, he saw her sleeping face at close range. For some reason, his heart thumped and there was a subtle change. He couldn't help but glance at her lips...
Even though there was no lip gloss on her plump lips, they still had an alluring red color, which made his throat tighten and his heart feel itchy. For a few moments, he couldn't help but want to kiss her...
Kissing her is not a strange thing.
But why is my heart so throbbing and unreasonably nervous this time?
Just like the boy who is in love for the first time and wants to secretly kiss the girl he loves, he is so nervous. His inner lake seems to be disturbed, with layers of ripples, and it is no longer calm.
Seeing her frown, he came out of this throbbing mood and realized his impulse just now. He couldn't help but raise the corners of his mouth and secretly mock, what's wrong with him?
Haven't touched a woman in a long time?
So you have no resistance to women at all?
She didn't even do anything, but he felt his heart heat up, and his mind was so dirty that he thought about certain physiological needs.
He straightened up and saw that she was awake. He coughed a few times to draw her attention to his presence, and then said, "I bought you a gift, do you want to try it?"
Gift?
She frowned, wondering if she was hallucinating.
Will he also buy her a gift?
Teng Jinsi saw the surprise and disbelief on her face, and explained with a wry smile, "Buy it if you think it suits you. In addition, Niu Niu has a piano competition next week. You can go together. You don't have any clothes here, so...
…”
Hearing this, Mu Yuzhen's slightly excited mood subsided like the ocean tide.
It turns out that I bought it to participate in my daughter’s piano competition?
Afraid that she would lose his face if she dressed too poorly?
Mu Yuzhen pursed her lips, but said lightly, "Thank you."
Not getting the reaction he expected, he frowned at her and continued to ask, "Would you like to try?"
Mu Yuzhen stood up, groped her way to the bed, and said coldly, "No need, even if it looks good, I can't see it. Now, no matter how good-looking it is, it has lost its meaning to me."
No matter how beautiful the clothes are, she will never see them again.
When Mu Yuzhen thought of this, she felt disappointed. She remembered that when she was studying design, her favorite thing to do was to go to the fashion show, sit down and silently look at the finished products and hard work of top-notch designs, and fantasize about herself.
When can we open our own clothing exhibition in fashion capitals like Paris or Milan?
This should be a dream for all fashion designers.
But does her dream still have a chance to come true?
She sat on the edge of the bed frustrated, not in a good mood, "Don't you have anything else to do to go out? I want to rest."
"What's wrong?"
He couldn't help but ask, seeing the disappointment on her face, knowing that she was unhappy.
He thought that since she liked the clothing industry so much, she would also like to wear beautiful clothes. It was his first time to buy a gift for her. Wasn't she happy?
Mu Yuzhen shook her head, "Nothing, just a little tired?"
"Tired? You look very bad. Do you need me to call the doctor?"
"Have you taken your medicine today?"
"Dr. Li is here these days..."
"I'm really tired!! Can you go out?"
She interrupted him, feeling a little out of control. When her condition did not improve, she would often become upset and angry. She was afraid that she would never get better, and that she would live like this for the rest of her life.
Especially in such a mood, when she mentioned the doctor and heard his caring words, she felt even more confused.
Sometimes, I hate myself like this.
Once she loses her light, she is like a parasite and must live here and rely on him.
It's not that she doesn't want to rely on him, it's that she knows that it won't be long, and she clearly knows that he will eventually leave. In the end, it's not because of love. The longer she stays here, the more lost her heart will be, until she is hopeless again.
Teng Jinsi's words were interrupted, and he looked at her face full of irritation with his deep eyes, knowing that this interruption would be very difficult for her.
He said nothing more and sighed, "Then you have a good rest."
Turn around to leave...
"Why!!"
"Why are you so nice to me all of a sudden? Teng Jinsi, this is not like your style. Can I ask you not to be nice to me and not to care about me so inexplicably? You will make me feel uneasy."
She couldn't help but express her feelings, and stopped him from leaving.
Mu Yuzhen clenched her hands helplessly, "If you want to make up for something because of my brother's incident, you don't have to do this. You don't owe me anything. I really don't need you to do this."
She doesn't want him to be nice to her...
If it is not a life-long good thing, then this short-term beauty should never appear, otherwise she will be nostalgic and she will fall into pain...
Just like before, he used his sympathy and compassion to make her fall hopelessly in love with the man who helped her. When he took back his kindness to her and looked at her with disgust, she
My heart felt like it was pierced by a sharp knife.
No matter how much he did to her, she would never be able to hate him because of the good things he had done...
Hating him was too much for her.
If you had never had it, the loss would not be so painful when parting...
Teng Jinsi turned around and stared at the pain on her face, her helpless look, her helplessness, loss and fear...
"I...I just want to help you."
He just didn't want to see her have a harder time.
"help me?"
Mu Yuzhen smiled bitterly, tears welling up in her eyes, "Do you know how cruel your help is!!"
"If it's not for the rest of your life, don't ever be nice to me. I'm already very grateful to you for letting me live here. Please don't do anything more. I really don't need it."
"cruel?"
He frowned, not understanding why he was being cruel.
Mu Yuzhen raised the corner of her mouth bitterly, "Try to think about it, if Xia Qingtian was so kind to you when you were most frustrated, and then looked at you coldly after you recovered, it would be as if the kindness in the past never happened, but
How would you feel about a hallucination?"
"Teng Jinsi, if you decide that you will never love this woman in your life, don't be nice to her, no matter what the reason."