"If you decide that you will never love that woman in your life, don't be nice to her, even if you have sympathy, because this is more cruel than being indifferent to her."
There was endless bitterness in her voice, and only those who have truly experienced it can understand it.
If you are destined not to love her from the beginning, don't leave the other person even a little thought. If you are indifferent to her from the beginning, don't sympathize with her, don't help her, maybe she can contain her heart.
Teng Jinsi did not expect that she would use the metaphor of sunny days, but her metaphor was indeed very appropriate. It was precisely because of the important position of sunny days in his heart that he could feel the pain she mentioned.
He looked at the tears flashing in her eyes and wanted to say something, but couldn't find the right words.
He knew that the person who hurt her the most was himself, and no matter what he said, he could never erase the past...
In the end, he left sadly without saying anything. Late at night, thinking of what she said, Teng Jinsi recalled the past scenes in his mind...
Thinking of that time, when she came to him, he threw her hand away without any explanation and told her to get lost. He never wanted to see a selfish woman like her in this life...
For him, it was her who ruined his chance to be with Qingtian.
If it weren't for her, maybe he and Qingtian would have...
But if this happens, how serious will the consequences be? He doesn't dare to imagine, maybe it is destined that things will develop to this point, and he and Qingtian will not be able to be together after all, even if he is crazy enough to ignore everything,
But we can't ignore the feeling of sunny weather.
After years of accumulation, he gradually hid his love for Qingtian and shifted his attention to his child. At this moment, he suddenly felt that if it hadn't been for her, he might have made an irreversible mistake.
But the harm he did to her was so clear.
Every sarcasm, every contemptuous look...
I'm afraid it has already formed a mark on her heart. How can it be erased in a day or two?
Teng Jinsi took out the cigarette, held the cigarette between his long and clean fingers, and took a few heavy puffs. Perhaps he smoked too fast, and coughed violently. Every cough made his heart and lungs feel miserable and painful for no reason.
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The next morning, when Teng Jinsi came downstairs, he saw Mu Yuzhen sitting on the sofa, helping Niu Niu sort out her clothes based on his feeling. He asked with a gentle smile, "My dear, have you put your homework in your schoolbag? Everything you need to take is there."
Are you sure you got it?"
"Uh-huh."
Niu Niu nodded obediently, and Mu Yuzhen couldn't help but stretched out her hands to hold the little girl's face, caressing the girl's delicate skin lovingly, "You have to listen to the lectures well in school, and get along well with your classmates, you know?"
"Mommy, don't worry, I am recognized by the teacher as one of the best students."
The little girl raised her eyebrows slightly and spoke energetically.
This made Mu Yuzhen smile and pinch the girl's cheek, "You made the judgment yourself, right?"
"Okay, let's go to school quickly, you three good students."
"Hehe, I'll go then, bye mommy."
The little girl waved her hand and followed the driver out. After walking a few steps, she ran back and kissed Mu Yuzhen on the cheek before leaving. Teng Jinsi just stood on the stairs, watching the warm scene just now.
There, subtle changes occurred in my heart.
Suddenly I felt that it was actually good to have such a woman at home.
He is a grown man and rarely has time to talk to his daughter about these things. Sometimes he is so busy that his daughter falls asleep when she comes back, and he doesn't have the chance to have a good talk with her.
But she is different. A few thoughtful words can make her baby girl smile brightly, which is more effective than any gift from him.
Teng Jinsi frowned slightly and walked downstairs thoughtfully. As soon as he reached the dining table, he heard someone coming and said, "Master, there is a woman outside who wants to see you."
"woman?"
Teng Jinsi frowned, "Who is it?"
The person who came to report was a bit embarrassed and said, "She claims to be... a young mistress."
Hearing this, Teng Jinsi's brows furrowed even more tightly. He knew who it was without even thinking about it. He sat down, slowly and gracefully wiped his hands with a wet wipe, picked up the tableware, and said, "Let her leave."
"But, Master, it's hard for her to talk and she insists on coming in noisily."
"This is your business. I have already stated my position. It would be your dereliction of duty to let her in."
He said expressionlessly, but his voice was full of intimidation.
After hearing the words, the man had no choice but to agree, and then walked out with a headache, ready to deal with the trouble.
Mu Yuzhen stood up, not wanting to eat, "Aunt Li, could you please help me upstairs?"
She didn't have to think about it to know who the woman who appeared outside the door would be, but it had nothing to do with her. Is the woman outside the door the woman Teng Jinsi said that anyone she could find would be better than her?
If this is the case, why should we get divorced?
She didn't want to bother herself with these things, so avoiding them was the only way.
"Miss Mu, don't you need breakfast?"
Aunt Li couldn't help but ask. Mu Yuzhen pursed her lips and shook her head, "I have no appetite."
Aunt Li had no choice but to help her go upstairs. Teng Jinsi looked at her back, his secretive eyes became even deeper and more difficult to understand.
*******
When his car drove out of the gate, someone immediately rushed up and slapped his car window.
"Jinsi..."
He frowned and looked at the car window, and could only faintly hear her calling his name.
The driver was embarrassed. He turned his face and asked whether he should stop the car. "Master?"
"No need to stop."
He said coldly, no longer looking at the woman outside the car. The driver had no choice but to shift gears, speed away, and leave her behind the car...
"Tengjinsi!!"
"Tengjinsi!!"
She shouted without giving up. Seeing that the car had gone away, she turned around and rushed into the villa, but was stopped by the security guard, "Sorry, you can't go in."
"Get out of the way!! I am the hostess here, get out of my way!!"