If she dies, please bring her back here so that she will not be lonely...
Sitting on the plane, Mu Yuzhen thought of too many things. She remembered the first time she left this city. At that time, she only stood in front of him to have better capital. She had known him for eight years.
, but the time we actually spend together is pitiful...
What did she do in those eight years?
If you know that you will not live long, why not cling to him shamelessly, maybe you can touch his heart earlier?
She didn't know that a momentary miss between them would last a lifetime...
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One month later.
It was a dark night and when Teng Jinsi returned home, Niu Niu had already fallen asleep.
He came to Niuniu's room and sat by the bed for an hour watching his daughter's sleeping face.
I always feel that Niu Niu looks a bit like her.
Looking at Niuniu, I remembered the scenes of these days and the grudges and grudges over the years...
He still remembered that she often sat where he was sitting now and told Niu Niu stories.
He still remembered that she would try to get up as early as possible in the morning, and even if she couldn't see, she would still help Niu Niu tie her hair according to her touch...
For some reason, he remembered her every expression, every frown and every smile so clearly.
At that time, he didn't seem to deliberately look at it or keep it in his mind. Why did he think of it so clearly at this moment?
The doctor said her illness could only last a month, so where is she now?
He didn't believe it, he didn't believe she would die, but for 30 days, he tried every means to look for her, but he couldn't find any news about her...
Thinking of this, his heart felt like it was about to burst, and the pain was so painful that he couldn't breathe.
Suddenly his phone vibrated, bringing him back from his thoughts. Teng Jinsi stood up and took the phone to the corridor.
"Hello."
"Mr. Teng, there is news. It was found that Miss Mu is in XX Hospital in New York..."
"Okay, help me prepare a ticket to New York immediately."
I hung up the phone and couldn't hide my joy.
Is he about to see her?
This time, when he saw her, he would not let her leave no matter what...
Teng Jinsi took the earliest flight straight to New York, and upon arrival he hurried to the hospital.
He was full of joy and expectations, but when he arrived at the hospital and consulted the doctor here, the doctor said regretfully, "We have been looking for her family, but I'm sorry, it took too long. She died half a month ago.
After she left, we had to cremate her body."
Teng Jinsi's heart skipped a beat and sank silently.
"What did you say……"
The other party apologized very apologetically and repeated things that Teng Jinsi couldn't believe!
His eyes were suddenly filled with tears, and red threads appeared. He tried very hard to control his emotions, and tried very hard to convince himself, but he still couldn't help shouting to the medical staff, "Impossible! Impossible! She
Impossible to die!!"
His roar was mixed with heartbreaking grief. The medical staff closed their mouths in sympathy and left with a sigh.
Teng Jinsi sat outside the ward where she had stayed all night...
With his head lowered, no one could see his expression, but there were a few traces of tears on the ground...
He didn't believe it. Did she really leave?
Really farewell?
If he had known that this time he would get such a result when he came here, he would rather not come...
In this way, he still had a little thought and expectation, at least no one told him that she was no longer in this world.
He will always believe that she is alive and maybe by his side.
But what about now?
When the doctor brought those relics, he really couldn't convince himself that she was still alive.
He held the things she left behind tightly in his hands, buried his head in his knees, his shoulders undulated greatly, something wet his clothes, and his eyes were blurred...
Why be so cruel?
You don’t have to see me even for the last time!
Is she taking revenge on him, right? To take revenge on him for not knowing how to cherish or own her in those years, and even doing all the things that hurt her, so she takes revenge on him like this?
I can't help but think of that sentence: If I die, can I win Xia Qingtian's place in your heart?
The more he thought about these words, his heart seemed to be torn apart.
She used death to punish him and take revenge on him, making him realize later why he was so heartbroken and regretful for the rest of his life...
He used to be dismissive, and he even wished that she could disappear forever, but at this moment he knew that when she really disappeared completely, he would be so at a loss...
In my heart, it was as if a piece of it had been taken away from me, and it was so empty that it could never be replaced.
If we talk about being ruthless, who can be as ruthless as her? How could she use death to make him realize it? At this moment, Teng Jinsi not only hated himself, but also inexplicably hated this cruel woman.
That night, he sat there and felt that he would be trapped in regret for the rest of his life.
If he could learn to cherish it earlier...
If, that night, he could express his feelings clearly, he could understand her importance earlier...
So, will the result be different?
He didn't know how he would explain to Niu Niu when he returned...
Before coming, he promised Niu Niu to take her back and take her mother back...
However, he could only take her ashes back.
Teng Jinsi did not have the courage to face his daughter’s sad tears, let alone face the future life...
ps: These are the few pictures. I’m really confused and don’t know how to write the ending. I won’t explain why I don’t update. I don’t want you to think I’m making excuses. I just want to say: No matter what the ending is, I will finish it.