"Okay." Knowing that I can't help here now, Yunlie agreed to my request. Dozens of people from the disaster area left on the same plane as us. On the plane, Yunlie said nothing at first. Frankly speaking, I am afraid to face him like this, because he makes it impossible for me to guess what he is thinking in his heart.
After hesitating a few times, I finally took his hand. "Yun Lie, everything will be fine. You have to believe. I believe you will be fine too."
"Haha..." Yunlie smiled to himself. He frowned to hide his weariness. I put an arm around his back and let him lean on my shoulder.
"Yan'er. Why are you so nice to me? It's because of A Che." In a daze, I heard him ask me.
Ah Che. It seems that I haven't heard this name for a long, long time. Ah Che. But what does he have to do with me now? I smiled lightly and said, "Yun Lie, don't think nonsense. Now I But single people have nothing to do with that person."
Su Yunlie began to tell me his story.
His mother was his father's first wife. Later, when he was born, his mother died due to excessive bleeding and childbirth. His father raised him until he was five years old. At that time, he always felt that his father was The best and best father in the world. Because for five years, his father has not found him a stepmother or anything. Although he was only five years old at the time, he had never seen his mother. But he was still young. He has always believed deeply that his mother must be the best mother in the world. Otherwise, why didn't his father renew their relationship?
Until one day, there was a woman and a three-year-old child in the family. At that time, he knew that he had a younger brother. And that younger brother was not born to his mother. When he was six years old, that The woman married into the Su family grandly, taking the place that originally belonged to his mother. His younger brother had a father and a mother. But he only had his father. The love his father gave him was still divided and incomplete.
When I heard this, I felt a little bit bitter. I have also tried to live without a mother. It was really too uncomfortable and fatal. But Yun Lie lost his mother as soon as he was born.
Su Yunlie began to continue, "Yan'er, no one in this world can replace my mother. My father told me back then that his wife would be my new mother. She would be a very good mother. She will be good to me. She will be as good to me as my biological mother. At first, I really believed it. Later, I realized that no matter how nice it is, people's hearts are far apart. How could that woman really treat me well? Originally, I I also like my younger brother. Because then I don’t have to be so lonely as a child. My younger brother was willing to play with me at first. Later, he gradually alienated me. I will never forget. When he was seven years old, I I gave him a birthday gift. But he sneered at what I gave him. He also said that I had no taste. It was indeed the child of a despicable woman. Yan'er. You must not be able to imagine my anger at that time. I was so angry that I beat him hard. A Che was beaten for a while. Then, A Che's mother beat me. She gave me back double or even triple what I inflicted on her son. My father was not at home at that time. I waited until my father came back from a business trip. A Che's mother told him that I had a naughty temper and beat my brother until he was no longer human. She also opened the wounds on A Che's body and showed them to his father. His father was also easy to believe. He didn't see that he was Under my clothes, I was also scarred. I only remember that my father slapped me hard. He also asked me how he usually taught me. Is this how he taught me to get along with my brother..."
The memories are too cruel. Su Yunlie didn't seem to want to talk any more. I quietly probed his heart. Sure enough, I felt that his mood was fluctuating sharply. "Yunlie, don't talk anymore. Can you rest for a while first?" Okay. When we reach our destination, I will wake you up."
"I want to say." After Su Yunlie calmed down, he grabbed my little hand that was rubbing my hands. He also brought it to his lips and kissed it. I thought, my face must be very red at this time.
He nodded silently. I waited for his next words.
"It's strange, Yan'er. I'm obviously impatient, but I didn't refute my father that time. Maybe I was already disappointed with that family. In fact, I should have known better when that woman entered the Su family's door. I You should understand that this Su family can no longer be the Su family that I trusted when I was a child. My father is no longer my father. Ache's mother proposed to send me to my grandfather's house so that he could teach me. For a while, because my father was away for a long time, he didn’t have much time to take care of me. And Ache’s mother made it clear that she had no ability to take care of me. So they discussed it and I went to grandpa’s house." He licked his lips. He was a little thirsty. Seeing that his lips turned white, I quickly unscrewed the cap of the distilled water bottle and let him drink some water first.
"Okay, Yan'er, that's enough." Su Yunlie stopped me from continuing to drink water. "In my current situation, if I drink too much, I'll be in trouble if I want to go to the toilet."
I blushed, obviously remembering his mobility difficulties, and put down the water bottle. I put my hands around his waist and put my little head in his arms. I didn't feel anything wrong with such an intimate gesture. OK. I thought I just wanted to give him some strength and some courage. But I completely ignored it. When I want to give others courage, I won't get close to them like this.
Su Yunlie did not comment on my actions. He even used his fingertips to gently smooth out the ink on my forehead. "Yan'er, when I first arrived at grandpa's house, I felt that everything was extremely difficult for me. Stranger. Grandpa is a well-known special soldier in City A. He has handed over many strong soldiers and generals. After arriving at grandpa's house, he briefly told me about my mother. Then he said 'Grandpa has never brought out a coward in his life. Now that you have come to grandpa's house, grandpa will give you a choice. If you want to become stronger, you will still have to be bullied for the rest of your life. If you want to become strong, grandpa will make it from today on. Train you and expose you to the life of the army. If you want to stay like this for the rest of your life, then grandpa won't force you. Just don't tell others that you are my grandson when you go out. It's a very arrogant clause. It's either death or death. Live. But in countless practices after that, I discovered that many times at every fork in the road we pass, there are only two choices. Either death or life. And I, I want to live."
After a pause, he took a deep breath and then continued: "When I saw my father again, I was already seventeen years old. In other words, I had not seen my father for eight years. It turned out that I I am thinking that I no longer have a father or a mother. The man who is now my father in name is not mine, but someone else's. But at the moment we met, when he shouted out so sincerely, When Yun Lie said "Let's go home with dad", I was still damn moved. Just go home. What is home? Where do I have a home? I declined. I told him that I would not interfere with him anymore. I could treat everything about him as if I had never known him before. My father failed to persuade me the first time. In fact, I was already independent at that time. I didn’t need to rely on my family to support me. So I didn’t even think about it. I had some reason why I had to go back to that so-called home. Then one time, my father came over with A Che and A Che's mother. I looked at the formation and thought it was more difficult than going to the battlefield. Grandpa told me. This man always has his roots in mind. Even if I have resentment in my heart, after so many years, shouldn't I have found something more important than resentment? In this case, what if I go back and fulfill my father's wishes? After all, he I'm not young anymore. Because of my grandfather's words, I was shaken again. The next day, I returned to that home. I still called my father 'Dad' and also called Ache's mother 'Auntie'. Ache, I lunched He said such bad words when he was still young. It's just that he doesn't like me, but it's true. I couldn't please him several times, so I stopped forcing it."
At this point, everything seems to be over. These ten or twenty years have changed in less than half an hour. My heart is really inexplicably complicated. After talking about it, he becomes more and more irrelevant. But I understand. How can I not mind it? He has a grudge in his heart after all.
"Yunlie. Do you still think of them as family members?" Such a question makes no sense. I don't expect to get any unusual answers. As Su Yunlie said, it's either death or life. Either that. Family. Or not family.
But what he answered me was, "Yan'er, I really don't know. I know I want a family. But I really don't know whether I should regard them as family. Grandpa told me that my mother is a child of a distinguished family. .If she hadn't insisted on marrying her father and designed to separate her father from Ache's mother, it would have been impossible for her father to choose to marry his mother out of frustration. Later, his father found out that it was his mother who harmed his first love. .It was also the culprit of A Che's mother leaving him. Since then, the relationship between his father and his mother has been on the same level. His mother's death gave his father a reason to bring back his first love in an open and honest manner. Should I hate this?"
"Yun Lie, this is all a matter of the previous generation. It has nothing to do with you. If you like that home, then treat it as your own. If you don't like it, don't force it." I told him. In fact, I still have it in my heart. One sentence was suppressed by me. I wanted to tell him... No matter what happens, don't you still have me?
"I'm just afraid that I will have nothing." Su Yunlie sighed bitterly and hugged me back tightly. His voice was a little hoarse.
I fed him some water again. Then he calmed down and was willing to sleep for a while.
It was past one o'clock in the afternoon when the plane arrived in City A. I called Xixi beforehand. She scolded me for coming here without delay and came to pick us up.
The hospital and doctors had everything prepared in advance. Su Yunlie was sent to the operating room as soon as he got off the plane. His leg injury required better conditions for treatment. And the environment in the earthquake-stricken area can be preserved. His life is not easy.
Xixi repeatedly advised me to go to school to change clothes and take a shower before coming back. I smelled the smell on my body and found it very unpleasant. I agreed with her. I went back to school first and then rushed to the hospital again. At that time, I prepared towels and other things for Su Yunlie.
Su Yunlie had been transferred to the VIP ward at this time. The father he mentioned and Su Yunche were all present. I didn't go in immediately. Instead, I stood at the door, thinking about waiting for those people to leave. In fact, I I don’t want to see Su Yunche either. But to be honest, he doesn’t feel sorry for me. Relationships are things that you and I are willing to do. One day you don’t love me and I don’t want to anymore. Then it’s not too late to break up.
For some reason, Su Yunche suddenly glanced at the door of the ward. When he met my eyes, his face changed slightly. I don't know what he said to the people in the room. He walked out first.
"Why are you here?" His tone was cold, like he was interrogating a prisoner.
I asked myself that I had nothing to feel sorry for him about, so I told him frankly, "I'm here to see Yun Lie. I won't go in until you leave."
After hearing my words, Su Yunche's face became a little confused. The storm in his handsome eyes suddenly rose. I had a vague premonition of something bad. Sure enough, the next moment he grabbed my hand and dragged me out.
"What are you doing? It will hurt. Let go of me..." He grabbed my wrist. It was exactly the area where I was bruised when I went to find Su Yunlie last night. Because there was something more serious at that time. I didn't treat the wound before.
"It hurts. You actually feel pain." It seemed like what a clumsy lie I told. Su Yunche smiled coldly. The curve of the corner of his lips completely interpreted the word 'sarcasm'. From time to time, there were nurses around who took a fancy to both of us. At one glance, I stopped opening my mouth because I didn’t want to be noisy in a place like the hospital.
It wasn't until he arrived outside the hospital on the first floor that Su Yunche let go of my hand. He instead stared at my face and then the thing in my hand. He folded his arms and asked with a sneer: "What? You just You are so determined to be the wife of our Su family. But you seem to have made the wrong calculation. Let me tell you, Su Yunlie has no status in our family. What's the matter? Do you want to reconsider it? Even if it is Being my lover is better than being his wife, not to mention..."
He leaned close to my ear. He whispered: "Su Yunlie has to stay in the army all year round. Are you sure you can endure the loneliness of guarding the boudoir alone?"
At this moment, I really wanted to slap the man in front of me hard. But I put my hand down and turned around. I responded to him in the same cold tone: "Mr. Su, I'm not as unbearable as you think. Maybe. When you dated me, you just regarded me as a joke. But let me tell you, even if it is a joke, I still have my self-esteem and my pride. I will not deliberately marry Yun Lie just to become the Su family's daughter-in-law. Together. If one day I are with him, then it only means that I like him and love him."
After walking a few steps, I was grabbed by Su Yunche's wrist again. Damn it. Why does this man like this trick so much? When I turned around to look at him, my face was not without anger. It was obviously a peaceful breakup. Why is he still doing it now? This is so entangled with me. "Mr. Su, are you okay?"
"I don't allow you to like that man. Why do you like him? What's so good about him? Don't you like me? Why can't you do it from the beginning? It's so difficult for you to wait for me for three years. "Three years. After three years, you are still only twenty-three. You are still very young. Are you so fucking impatient to find a man to marry?" I actually saw him when he yelled at me. The hurt deep in his eyes is just Ah Che. Three years. Who can guarantee what the world will be like in three years.
What's more, "Mr. Su, maybe you are not as inseparable from me as you thought. Since you can be with another woman in three years, then you should believe that you will be with that person for the rest of your life." It's not difficult. I still say the same thing. I wish you and Miss Xu happiness."
"Happiness. Hey, Shang Yan'er. Since you know that I care about you, then why can't you give me a chance. All I want is a promise. You don't want to promise me. In the end, it's because you can't bear that I will be with you. Have we interacted with other women? Or do you not love me at all? Tell me. Ah, tell me." Su Yunche suddenly pushed me. Su Yunche clenched his hands into fists. The aura on his body was confusing and dangerous. I silently took a step back. Another step.
"Brother Che." There was no need to wait for my answer. Because of the appearance of Xu Yijing, I suddenly felt that Xu Yijing and Su Yunche would always be the most perfect partners on the stage. And I would not leave the stage sadly because I have no interest in continuing to watch this drama. To be more precise, I have never been interested in what happened between them.
I put away the things in my hands. I still have to go see Su Yunlie. Even if his family doesn't welcome me. Anyway, I remember that Su Yunlie doesn't like his family much. So there is no need for me because his family doesn't welcome me. Welcome me and get angry.
When I entered the ward, Su Yunlie looked straight at me. I looked at him too. His hands and feet were a little confused. Unexpectedly, there were only two of us left in the ward. He seemed a little embarrassed. I wasn't much better either. After holding it in for a long time, he said awkwardly: "I want to go to the bathroom. You..."
I couldn't understand what he meant. Now my face was even redder. But the patient had needs. I could only tell myself to be slow and don't make people wait. If you neglect a patient, you should be killed. pardoned.
After putting down the things in my hands, I helped Su Yunlie get up. Fortunately, he only had a problem with one leg. The other one was scratched, which was not serious. Otherwise, I really don't know how to help him.
But when we stood in the bathroom, a somewhat ambiguous atmosphere brewed in the cramped space. My heart skipped a beat. I just felt that things were very difficult to handle.
"Yan'er, please go out first and come back later." You couldn't see my embarrassment. Su Yunlie greeted me to leave first.
But seeing how inconvenient he looked, I finally gave up the idea of retreating. "How about... let me help you."
"No, no, no. Get out quickly." There are times when a grown man is in trouble. I laughed in my heart. Then I watched him force himself to stand up. Finally, I made sure that he would never go out until I did. I will give up and let it go. I can only leave obediently.
After estimating the time, I went in. I saw him putting on his pants and sticking out his tongue. I just said that I was so stupid. No one had even called me yet. Why should I be in such a hurry?
I turned on the faucet of the sink. I washed his hands carefully and then helped him out. Seeing that he had no intention of resting, I wet the towel and started wiping his face. Neck and legs. I didn't have the courage to take off his clothes. So we both stared at each other for a while. Of course it was not right. I have big eyes, and his seemed to be similar to mine.
"Do you want to eat? I'll buy you porridge." As soon as the ward became quiet, I felt uncomfortable all over. I happened to be very hungry myself, so I suggested.
"I want Zhou Ji's preserved egg and lean meat porridge. The food there is delicious." Su Yunlie looked at me for a while, then looked away and said.
Zhouji is not far from this hospital. I have been there several times. The food is really good. The main thing is that it smells like home. Although I thought that going to Zhouji was a good choice, I thought that this patient is really cunning. He actually behaves like this. I. I hummed twice again, and pinched Su Yunlie's face twice on a whim to vent my anger. "What a troublesome patient."
"Smelly girl." He laughed and scolded me. "Go quickly. I'm hungry."
"Huh." I said so and left. I bought four portions. I thought, half for one and half for two. It should be about the same.
I didn't expect that Su Yunche would be in the ward when I returned to the ward. Hadn't he left long ago? Seeing that the situation was not good, I rushed in without caring about it. The two brothers raised their heads and looked at me. Two glances caught my eye. One was sharp but not gentle. It was from Su Yunlie. The other was a little far-fetched. It belonged to Su Yunche. I had no choice but to smile innocently and compare the things in my hands.
After raising the headboard of the hospital bed, I placed a small bed desk on the hospital bed. Then I put the hot porridge on the desk. Su Yunlie sat up spontaneously. That's fine. It saves me having to help him.
Su Yunche's presence really made me feel a little uncomfortable. I placed a bowl of porridge in front of Su Yunlie. After getting him a spoon, I tied up my hair.
Only one portion of the four-point porridge was pork ribs porridge. I opened the box and looked at it before placing the pork ribs porridge in front of Su Yunlie. "You have to finish this box. I specifically asked the boss to add two portions of pork ribs." Yes. If you don’t eat it, I will strangle you to death.”
I bared my teeth fiercely. I returned to my previous gentle look, sipping the preserved egg porridge in small sips.
"You are very much in love." A male voice with suppressed anger sounded behind me. I paused with my hand for a moment, thinking why the man hasn't left yet.